I really gonna start appreciating a hot shower... Haha... after bathing for cold water for the past 2 days.. actually it wasn't tt bad... but in a public toilet, one can't take their own sweet time... just wanna go there and get out fast... plus the cubicles were like flooded cause i think many girls drop hair or sth...

Yuo... just came back from orientation camp... quite fun i suppose... except tt when you dun really know ur grp ppl very well initially, plus all of us sort of come from different background... so a bit had to really click... i mean we had no problem breaking the ice and stuff and they are all nice and enthu... but after a while, there will be the sports/popular ppl who will stick back with their clique, ppl will go mix with their own frens, or just diff wavelength like betw ppl from jc n poly, views on matters and stuff... so can be quite a headache... but wadeva it is, i'm glad we did stuff as a group.

Our grp showed tt we are slack but can win also lor.. i mean like which grp will wake up at 7.30 and take their time to change/fold sleeping bags in the room at 7.35 when everyone is supposed to gather at like 7.30.. a bit ridiculous rught... den we'lll just sit in our own corner and stuff... but when it came to telematch/games, can see tt we sort of all went out for it... Ya.. but dunno.. the games played weren't exactly wad i expected... i tot usually these sort of camps would haf like disgusting forfeits or games tt would haf some sexual implication but surprisingly, the games played were rather clean... the only instant i can think of is tt i sort of got 'kissed' on the lips by another gal cause i was holding a banana in my mouth and she was supposed to peel and eat it.. other than tt, it was the usual(ly stupid) stuff like dog n bone, flour games... Maybe the camp just emphasised more on promoting teamwork and stuff... cohesion, cooperation and wad haf you.

But dunno leh... gotta see a lot more ppl out there... ppl whom i would normally just steer clear cause i dun like their style like an ah lian or sth.... but i realise they are not tt bad la... btw, is there sth wrong with girls cursing??? I mean like we were playing 'Heart Attack' and then i sort of just said 'tmd' and the rest playing were like so bloody shocked. I mean i dun use them often la... but i dun exactly see wad's wrong with it lor... Or maybe i dunno the 'ranking' of such vulgarities... i mean i rather say 'tmd' than compared to threatening to 'stuff ____ up your a**" wad... but some ppl dun see it tt way... funny...

Yeah.. and some guys really dun look their age... they look very young like haven't gone into ns yet.... and they obviously never act their age la... One observation is tt guys would only like 'chio bu-s' Haha.. the guys in my grp were like scrutinising every girl they see during meal time or sth.. but they are nice lar... got treated to prata/drinks the last 2 nights... Haha!

Actually i dun mind being an ogl for the camp la... my ogl was a bit crap, disappearing half the time... but she is very nice though... Maybe as we are older also, there is no point trying to force us to do things tt we dun wanna do cause it's no pt wad...

Haha... wad a very long entry... *hey... i dun write such long entries everytime la...* i'm aching and i got a horrible tan mark cause the sun was so strong this afternoon... after it sort of drizzled... stupid right... den i was wearing berms... so can see a tan mark halfway up my thighs... but should fade soon la.. or i'll just go out in jeans or sth lor... Haha...

This camp is not very strenous... except i din get to sleep much... but tt's also pretty much by choice cause we were like free after 10 every night or sth like tt lar... but ya... went to play cards, talk crap, eat until quite late... but one thing is tt i'm very dehydrated... Haha.. maybe tt's why I'm like lighter on my weighing scale now.. Haha~!~

Anyway, i'm sort of like done here... haha... nvm...

*headache*... massive headache... bidding lor... my timetable was very nice.... 4 day week... tues to fri with the earliest at 10.15 which is perfectly ok for me.... den my intro to psychology course... bleahz... mon and wed... sianz leh... so now thinking whether i should take some perspective on politics module first which is on thurs and keep my mon free... at the same time, also dunno if i can get my stats exemption.. cause it is on 2 days... so if i get exempted, i will get 2 day free... but i dunno when the stupid stats result will be out!! Darn! Comments anyone?

Hahaha.. i cut my hair! Sorry peeps... can't upload the photo now... maybe another day... Haha... but not exactly very short... cut a fringe... and now shoulder length... can't tie now...

Lost a side of my contacts.. Grrr!!! dunno leh... was wearing it today in my right eye.. tot it went in... but den when i look up, everything blur blur one.. sianz... hope it din get stuck in the eye or sth... Bleahz.. but can't seem to find it on the floor or anywhere...

Been out with my family today.. and last night... can't remember the last time we did tt... but it is nice ya.... just crapping with my brother and sister... den talking to my mum and dad.... Haha... when we are at home, we'll just be too absorbed in our own world, doing work, on the com, watching tv and everything.. it's nice tt everyone make an effort to still have these bonding activities~!~ =)

Gonna get my timetable tmr... Hope i get my lessons arranged in a nice way.. (ie: not too early lessons and preferably a shorter week) Actually i think it is possible cause i have like only 3 or 4 modules (if I'm assigned to take English this term) den thinking of bidding for one more module which i suppose i can choose a suitable day... Thinking of doing intro to psycho..but dunno if the bidding will be very competitive... Haha....

Haha... den next time go shopping must get more presentation style clothes... heard for SMU better to have a blazer.... so may get a suit or sth... eeee!! so business-like.. but heard ppl who did business course in poly also had to go thru this sort of presentation and stuff.... I'll just play by ear.. dun think i have to do a presentation so fast ba... *cross my fingers.. and toes...*

Other than tt, i think i'm going off now... gonna play my lappie~!~ Yay!!!

Argh!!! I'm freaking out!!! Bloody hell... just saw a discussion on GPA and how to graduate with high honours and the works! Gah! I haven't even started school yet... which just leaves me to conclude - There are also nerds.. absolute NERDS i tell you, in SMU despite all the talk about us being different!

Bah! 'have a goal on mind' was one of the phrase someone used and it's SCARY i tell you.. with a capital 'S'. I haven't even figured how to bid! the courses to take and i dun even know if i can fit into their 'very-verbal' culture...

Argh!! I'm getting the 'start-of-school' jitters!!!

I hate over-enthu ppl!!! they are very intimidating... I'm talking about some ppl in this CIP project i've signed up for; arranging private meetings with the head of the organisation for dunno wad reasons... trying to get info from seniors. Ey.. should at least give the blur ppl a chance wad... Bleahz!

Argh!!! I'm bored at home again.. rotting in front of the com though i seriously think i need to get started studying for the stats test.. sianz...

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School is starting soon!!! Sorry.. i dun mean to suan the ppl who have already started.. But i'm sort of getting waves after waves of anxiety attack... I'm supposed to study for this stats test which will be held next Sat... But i've just only finished the binomial notes which is my 3rd chapter out of 15 plus i still have to read up about another topic... And not to mention pangs of anxiety... I'm worried about my bidding thingee... esp seeing how much of a headache some NUS students are facing...

Not to mention - Convocation.. gotta wear black skirt and long sleeve white shirt... go shopping again? Saw some nice black skirts at pepper plus.. but dun feel like shopping... still gotta go make contacts - the problem: dnno to go back to my optician or to go to a new one...

Parents not going for convocation... chose a meet-the parent session over it.. actually i din really mind... and now i still dun... but was on the forum just now where they were having this fervour discussion... feeling pangs of loneliness now...

Sianz.. and i sort of slack my day away.. spent half the day sleeping.. woke up at noon... and after lunch been using the com since...

Can't find the cruise photos on my com.. gotta go dig the CD up now...

Oh ya.. need to go to Sim Lim to get a laptop case for my laptop *DuH!* having complaints that it is turning dusty liaoz... Wanted to go today but it started pouring after lunch and i din wanna go after the sun came out cause i was happily seated in front of the com. Maybe i go tmr.. and shun4 bian4 get some re-writable CD... den can organise my mp3s yet again... And if i'm feeling ambitious, can go toa payoh, fix my contacts and try on the black skirt... but i still wanna look for a new blog layout... and study my stats... Oh... and i forgot my pencil case! Gah!

I realise only the newest post is of a lighter colour... dunno wad i did... or maybe it is the code... Argh!! I'm rushing for time!!!

Hmmm... still have to fine tune this new layout! Sianz... i like the serenity of this... and i can't stand my picture not loading so decided to rip sth else off blogskins... Anyway, i think there's sth diff for the font colour... it is too dark... but I'm too lazy to rack my brains to change it.. maybe another day ba.. anyway i gotta bring my sis to the doc and den go for the concert tonight... Jia You char... and should i get a tag board??? Hmmmm... wadeva.. rushing off liaoz.. tata....

It's time to say Goodbye to my trusty ol' slippers... decided to dedicate an entry to my faithful slippers. Afterall, it had braved wind, battled rain and manuvered across thousands of acres, left a mark along Orchard, Bugis and goodness-knows-where else... Haha...

Yeah... my very first pair of going-out slippers i bought with my own money.. the one that is beige with blue straps that i bought from 8 品 at Far East for $18 a couple of years back... At that time, $18 wasn't easily available to a poor school girl ma...

 
Haha.. though i admit that i sort of casted it aside after i got the brown pair of slippers from accessories and turned to wearing heels when i was working in the office... so din actually wear a lot of it around this yr...

It started disintegrating about a mth ago... First, 1 of the 6 straps of the left slipper broke... den 2 and 3 quickly followed... so i cut 3 from the right one as well... den that fateful day i was wearing it, all 3 remaining strap on the left slipper broke... so it is GoodbYe/sayonara/再见 to the slippers already lor...

I'm addicted to sleeping late.. and of course.. waking up at an unbelievable time.. Haha... saw this radio blog while blog-surfing.. looks cool... must figure how to get it! Haha... sianz... today's a nice saturday.. and I'm rotting at home... Bleahz... I'm running out of things to blog abt... sianz...  

Interested in getting the Fan Wei Chi CD.. saw it at $12.90... Cheap hor.. but quite weird since I'm not exactly a fan of hers.. see how la... but i like to buy compilations.. it has the best of a singer's songs in it...

and my picture refuses to load yet again... sianz...

Shopping List:
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Pencil Case

 

Hmmmm... one day after the hotel stay... I had an enjoyable time celebrating birthdays. Good job to the ppl who decorated the room... I like the balloons all over the floor... so pretty! Anyway, I was proven wrong,  sometimes, you just have to trust ppl... let loose and just enjoy yourself....

But saw sth, this adventurous streak in one of my frens... the result of being too sheltered and protected? Trying to experiment wile she has the chance??? I'm also not too sure... And i think I'm quite protected too.... have restrictions and curfews... somehow, i bet you wun find me in a club till I'm like 25 or sth... *somebody... prove me wrong* Haha... but i sort of like this protection though it can get quite annoying at times... How to put it in words??? It's just nice to know that ppl ard you care but when the control gets overboard, then trouble will brew la...

I've just been slacking the whole day... for 2 days liaoz... spent yesterday in front of the tv... Yes... i watched every crap show imaginable... from some taiwan drama to animal planet to i dunno... rubbish movies... Woes of a tv... Hiakz... And i caught amazing race... I conclude that identical twins tend to be a little errr.... dumb... think of Derek/Drew, 2 'himbos' from errr... 2 seasons ago and now look at Kami/Karli... i honestly can't get the "Oh no! we gotta swim across" phrase from my head... But i suppose that made it for entertainment... And i was thinking how nice it would be if i have identical twins in future... i think it is cute that they look alike and stuff.. or maybe I've been reading too many Sweet Valley books when i was younger....

Hmmmm... remind me i gotta start studying for my stats test soon... like real soon... Haha...

How many times have i found myself at this crossroads again.. doing sth that i may not condone... but still doing it for the sake of doing it?? though I've whined/bitched/complained about how stupid certain things can get, invariably, I'll just go with the flow... I'm not one who will boycott activities.. though i may come up with a thousand and one reason to say no... but in the end, I'll just say yes, go along and hope that things will work out for the better...
 
Why? I keep asking myself... is it cause i can't bear to lose this grp of frens?? but at the same time, are we really considered a grp of frens? i rather just be frens with a few individuals in tt grp and not be labelled as one big grp... I firmly believe that too many cooks spoil the broth...  
 
the smell of my dinner is wafting through the air, drawing hungry growls from my tummy... shall continue this 'insightful' entry soon... cause my thoughts are still jumbled and i dunno wad else to say...

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Have you ever been in the situation whereby you dun exactly wanna go for sth... but haf no choice cause you have to?? And please lor... it's not only about school lar... I'm talking about recreation engagements here... hello! recreation leh... spelt r-e-c-r-e-a-t-i-o-n... suppose to go and haf a good time and slack or sth... den how come i'm dreading the coming week???

Hahaha.. gotta fork out more moolah for pressies... Hmmmm... tmr thinking of going to get my lenses... (yup spy.. finally despite your 'spectacles is the best' stand) and maybe go YCK and run and to sign up for my basic theory... Hahaha...

Or maybe i'll just nua at home.. or pass up on the jogging... (as usual)...

ok.. mi gtg first... going to bishan to take a look at my mum's new booth... ya.. so i can be made a free labour again lor... haha...

Oooohhh... and i like the quote i ripped of from some site...

"Longing to see that special someone is one of the most hurtful feelings one can encounter"

So sweet right... =Þ

I truly understand the meaning of slacking... Hahaha... just hanging loose the whole day like doing nth... And I'm getting aches from hmmm.. sleeping too much??

Heh Heh.. I'm surfing the net from this wireless connection i can get from my room... not bad huh... but dunno if safe or not... so shall try and minimise the use until I'm certain.. sianz...

You are an SECL--Sober Emotional Constructive Leader. This makes you a politician. You cut deals, you change minds, you make things happen. You would prefer to be liked than respected, but generally people react to you with both. You are very sensitive to criticism, since your entire business is making people happy.

At times your commitment to the happiness of other people can cut into the happiness of you and your loved ones. This is very demanding on those close to you, who may feel neglected. Slowly, you will learn to set your own agenda--including time to yourself.

You are gregarious, friendly, charming and charismatic. You like animals, sports, and beautiful cars. You wear understated gold jewelry and have secret bad habits, like chewing your fingers and fidgeting.

You are very difficult to dislike.

Grrrr... my internet connection is crawling at snail's pace... or tortoise... (Hmmm.. which is slower??) Maybe worm la.. Wadeva! You get the pt... dunno issit because cable is jammed as a lot of ppl watching soccer... but so bloody irritating can~!~

Sianz... tmr still gotta go open store... 1 more day... den i can slack at home... as usual... i dun think it will come true.. gotta go school on Tues... and den got a lot of social engagements to fulfil... Anyway, I hope my mum buy loads of stuff back from Thailand! =Þ

Somebody.. pls remind me soon that i have to start studying for some stupid exeption test! Hahaha... doubt I'll ever start at this rate... my notes are like in my storeroom... haven't even taken them out yet...

Can't wait to get my laptop... Tues... if everything goes well...

Did i mention that my house is invaded by like 7 of my brother's frens... Hahaha.. come over to watch soccer... not bad huh.... shall be antisocial and stay locked up in my room...

I'm bored ma.. den i think quite interesting ma... ust discover my true self.. Hahaha... anyway. just found that part quite interesting... No lor.... just that i feel bad for her paying my meal... so ya.... and i very nice one... you dunno meh??? Hahaha... watch some spasticated movie last night till 2... now my eyes can't even open... bleahz...

Haha.. I'm rotting at home todAy, trying to arrange for my class outing... and basically slacking!!! Hahaha... haven't done sth like this since the 1st monday i was off... Went for lunch with an ex-colleague today... Hmmm.. feel a bit bad for making her pay.. i shall treat her the next time round.. Still have to return her her books... anyway, was thinking of getting a gift for her.. any suggestions??? She's in her 40s... so nth too extreme...

You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.

Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.

Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.

You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset. You are bored and you feel that life has far more to offer than this present day mundane existence. The way that you feel indicates that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can proved to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realize all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervor.

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Note the words in bold... Sighz... looks like i can't find my significant other soon...

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Oh ya.. another of my pet peeve... To all comsumers/shoppers!!!

DON'T... I repeat.. please DO NOT call a pretty 19-yr old sales assistant 'aunty' Grrr.. makes me sound so old...Sigh... and some dun even think i am a 19 yr old.. and they ask their kids to call me aunty.. sigh...

5 things shoppers should learn about promoters

1. They won't bite!

2. They won't force you to buy sth if you dun want to.

3. Smiling at you does not have any ulterior motive.

4. They are nice people who can be easily approached... Just open your mouth to ask them... Not complain loudly hoping they will hear you.

5. They should not be taken for granted!



8 things that pisses a promoter/salesperson off (cannot make 10 ma)

1. Turning/walking away whenever a promoter approaches you.

2. Striking a deal with strangers to take advantage of a 'Buy 2 get 1 free' deal

3. Conversing to your fren in another dialect if you dun want the promoter to hear you (The promoter understands certain dialects too =Þ)

4. Dun try and bargain by telling the promoter "I saw the exact same item for $3" (when the selling price of the item is $12.50)

5. Impatient customers who can't wait! Can't they see that I'm busy...

6. Telling the promoter straight in the face that her product is no good.

7. Lying to the promoter by saying her kid is not interested when you can see the earnest look on the kid's face with big puppy-like eyes begging...

8. Referring to point 5 above: Being taken for granted!



5 things that lights up a promoter's/salesperson's day!

1. Having cute kids

2. Nice parents who appreciate what is done for the kids

3. Buying loads of stuff from him/her.

4. Passerbys returning smiles

5. People who will pay without haggling or asking their kids to choose sth cheaper to do.

I'm addicted to the Ou De Yang CD i bought on Fri... Hahaha... feeling a bit guilty for spending quite a lot of money on fri.. bought a skirt, CD, 3 pairs of earring... One soft beany cushion.. Errrr... spent a lot of money on food... what else ar???

Sigh... I'm growing into such a spendthrift... Saint~!~ Must be f-rrrrrrrrr-ug-aaaaaaaaa-l!!!!! Hahaha... I'm actually quite excited at the prospect of ending work in 3 days time... Can't wait for Sunday to come... But den it'll be a break in like my schdule... ie... wake up at 10am, read papers/catch Euro 2004 results till 10.30 then go bathe and then fill water then drag myself over.... set up for 45 min.. and then sit and wait for business to come... after that start closing at abt 8.30 like that... Hahaha...

Hahaha.. heard pizza hut offer quite good lunch deal... Any takers??? I got one more item on my shopping list... I need to buy a new pencil case... in addition to getting jeans... but dun think I'llbe getting the jeans soon.. broke liaoz... unless my mum sponser...

Empress.. just to let you know.. Italy No. 14 is Stefano Fiore.. Errr... he very cute meh??? unless it is the wrong guy la... Hahaha...

Oh ya.. about them not missing my presence.. ya.. i get what you mean.. and i won't take it the wrong way... but was just thinking if they wanna make it a group affair, den ya... but the next question is of course, are we really a group or are we trying to be a group???

Ya... i also wanna get a boyfren.. go find me one lor.. Hiakz.. where got so easy.. this sort of thing must shun4 qi3 zi4 ran2 onw...

relationships with ppl in general... cause i believe that if 2 frens dun bother to keep in touch, we'll only drift apart... and then it'll be weird to like contact the other person out of the blue or sth.. Hahaha...

Oh ya... did i mention i feel isolated from the world nowadays... I dun go out with anyone... I just focusing on opening shop, closing shop... I have countless appointments to meet... And i dun have the time... and... and... and... I feel that i may be ruining relationships cause of all these... Boohoohoo...

This i gotta record:

You are feeling really miserable at this time and you'd like to form a relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At the same time, whoever it may be, that special 'someone' must not conflict with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it would seem that the situation is only transitory. It will soon pass.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.

Your stress and anxiety are a result of an emotional disappointment. It could well be that the emotional relationship is no longer running smoothly and you have come to the end of your tether. On the one hand you would like to free yourself from this relationship altogether, yet on the other hand, you don't want to lose anything nor risk the uncertainty of throwing away something - something that's precious, something that could be the 'Real Thing'. Perhaps for the first time in your life you really don't know which way to go and it is these contradictory emotions that are causing you the untold stress. You are pretending to the world that you don't care but even this air of pretence is causing you much heartache.

Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately 'fantasy land' is just that and sooner or later you will have to return to reality so why delay the inevitable? When you do return, you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was.

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Bleahz... Colorgenics hit it right on the head again.. I'm sick of working.. I really need a break.. Yeah.. just like what they said... And yes.. I'm bothered by some relationships... Bleahz... This sucks! I'm sort of in a dilemma now... As usual.. what else... but ya... To go or not... cause i feel that the cracks in the sructure will worsen if I do not make an appear and join in or rather, maybe the structure won't crumble... Just one side of the wall will fall... Next next point is... Do I want it to fall? cause it will take time to rebuild the fallen part again... and do i wanna rebuild it???

Hmm... ok lor... anyway, gotta make this a short entry... I can't wait for fri~!~ Yay!!! Can go shopping! I haven't looked forward to sth for a long long time.. Anyway, Spy.. are we gonna watch Shrek 2???

I'm exhausted...

Heh.. Thanks Spy... but i still gotta scroll right to be able to see the whole pict.. but nvm la... I'm happy the way it is now.. Anyway, I got the 'PaSSiOn' thing from one of those inspirational posters.. not bad huh...

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Ok.. I'm finally done ripping someone's blog off blogskins and borrowing their creative juices... Hahaha.. a bit slow... not very experienced ma...

but i like this new layout.. though somehow, it reminds me of work... all the paint and stuff~!~

Colourful... I like bright and nice colours! Simple but nice and bright! And I like the 'Passion' that phrase...

So what do you think? get down and paint me a comment! =)

I need to do sth about my indecisiveness... Haha... I'm previewing layout at blogskins... and I like all of them.. SIghz.. some ppl are just so creative... but trying to avoid those dark and gloomy ones.. lemme continue my 'skin-hunt'... Hmmm.. sounds like 'Manhunt'

Hmmm... I FINALLY GET A HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!! *jumps up and down for joy!* A beggar can't choose... tmr I'll have to return to work.. but ya... after slogging for 9 full days... Hmmm... I'm quite happy.. so updates... I got my SMU matriculation handbook together with a LOT of forms to read and fill in.. which i think I'll do later... and den, I wanna watch Shrek 2... though i still dun fathom how certain people can watch a show twice or thrice in the cinema... But i suppose that's why ppl buy VCDs and DVDs... Ok.. going off tangent now.. (yep.. i picked it up from you, Spy...)

Hmmm.. den, I'm supposed to go learn tennis, and maybe go out to sing karaoke with my JC frens... the problem now is to squeeze all of these into this lovely day that I'm off and sad to say, half of it is already gone.. *its 12.36 according to my computer clock*

Not to mention I wanna go surf the net to catch up on all the news I've missed out in the last 9 days of absence and go shopping and swimming and running and to go repair my faulty discman which has been spoilt for eons... and to eat the dim sum buffet @ Bugis and maybe to change my blog layout *i shall be lazy and rip one of blogskins... haha*

AND thus, I sadly conclude, I will not even be close to finishing half the things off my list in this miserable day where I have a paltry 6 hours left till nightfall... Maybe I should just stay at homw and slack the whole day... Darn! I haven't even had time to fully explore and utilise the straightener I got for my birthday~!~ Bleahz.. the perils of working for ppl you know and are close to whereby you have to be nice and accomodating and be taken for granted!

And there are some irresponsible ppl around who go round spreading MaLiCiOuS tales about nice ol' me... That I'm not doing my work properly and that I talk too much when I work and dun try my best to get business for my stall... Bleahz to her... I mean its like if there is no one walking around, am I supposed to like just stand there and talk to air or maybe she'll prefer that I stone? Hmmmm... just so to shift the blame that it is not their fault that our business is not as ideal... Not as though I am under her jurisdiction anyway... different companies what... why does she care about what I do? Argh!!! Stupid ppl...

I suppose I'm not as explosive as I should be since this happened like 2 days ago and I'm sort of over it... Haha...

I feel so isolated from the rest of the world... My only schedule of everyday is to go open shop, stay there for hours and close shop... Go home and stone till I sleep.. totally no life man~!~ But i suppose if I end at 9 everynight, who can I find to go out with me? Anyway, like all shops are closed already.. so a bit no point right...

And yes!!! I wanna go eat chilli crab with mantou!

Hmmm... so do I get killed for what leader i am similar to???

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Dear Gillian (Angel)...

Sighz... what;s wrong with you being so nice and stuff!!! You should go for a break man!!! Not being stuck like 10-7 *10 hrs a day, 7 days a week) working!!! Bleahz!!! What about the things you wanna do??? The shopping trip huh? The slack at home and sleep days huh? The days when you can use the computer for as long as you want and play your games.. You dun have a life now!! So go get one!!! Ya.. I realised... you can't! Grrr... why are you so nice??? Trying to handle everything yourself... Go opposite and catch mosquitos everyday... Bleahz... and have to babysit and entertain kiddos... Hrumph!!! No time for Great Singapore Sale... No time to watch movies like Shrek 2 and Harry Potter... Ok.. not that I'm that interested anyway... but no time to go out!!! I wanna go out!!! AND YOUR EXERCISE REGIME!!! YOU! YOU! YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well... I'm gonna get the hell out of here... Sigheth.. do things your way la...

Gillian (Devil)

I think I'm becoming a baby-sitter... or a child-sitter.. whatever... there are some ppl who just leave kids at the stall to do colour art and then disappear for hours to either go shopping, have coffee or do their hair.. Haha... not bad huh... and I'm turning into an entertainer... not bad.. trying to talk to them and play ridiculous games which i think i played last time when i was younger...

I sigh... for the fragility of frenship.. or maybe it wasn't even there in the first place =(

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Just took the colougenics test.. Well... quite true again.. feeling crappy now.. dunno what i wanna do... Just saw some not-very-nice news.. Ok la.. that's how i feel about it.. Someone i dun really like cause of her sucking-up ways and attitude.. got somewhere... and well.. gotta admit she's capable.. but its just a personal thing... but i sort of already have no connection with the ppl from there... I'm some sort of an obscure person... Haha...

Anyway. i have this penchance for calling into radio stations... or rather, this particular radio station.. dunno why.. but just seem to get a cheap thrill out of it... Haha... Found out this weekend dj is actually my senior.. Hahaha.. quite amusing i suppose.. but i think I'm just too bored and sick of life the way it is.. trying to get some kick ma...

maybe after next week, I'll be back to normal la... afterall, it's my last week there.. Ya.. den I'll be busy trying to meet up with people I know... and to try and shed those extra pounds... Well.. that's what i hope to achieve... but i dunno.. everything seems so uncertain now... I may or may not get this job which will tie me down for another month or so... Maybe it is the uncertainty of how i will feel into the last week of my job.. sth that I have held on to for the past 4 months.. No more having this clockwork-like routine which requires me to wake up on the dot and slog my guts out for the whole day... but at the same time, I worry about how the week will progress... I have a feeling it's gonna be a particularly stressful week... with lots of things to clear... and trying to meet up to my bosses expectation when I can hardly wait to get out of my job...

And not to mention, my birthday is coming.. Haha... ok.. that was out of point... Actually, not really... I have to work on that day.. which actually doesn't really hold much of any special meaning or sth to me.. I mean i suppose it'll be just another day...

Senseless ramblings into noon on a Sunday... I haveto get going now... will take to train to the far east... Hahaha... until another time, toodles ppl... (actually i dunno how many ppl are actually readin this... voyeurs... annonymous & invisible ppl...)

Hahaha.. heart of gold??? Whatever... anyway, just spent 3 hrs plus defragmenting my com...

Well... ran today.. and it just proves how physically unfit I am.. had cramps into the 1st round.. Hiakz.. shall strive to build up my stamina.. Hope i can stick to it though.. Hiakz...

I'm bored.. Oh well.. not really.. just got nth much to do... I feel like buying CD.. but spending too much moolah already la.. Hiakz... I wanna download songs.. but the program just makes my com slow... and somehow, dun exactly wanna take the risk and get caught... Hahaha...

Shall go sleep early.. gotta visit tampines tmr i think... Oh well... senseless rambling again...

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life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
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Haha.. another quiz... haven't taken quizzes in eons... Hiakz... dun mind being chocolate.. I lurve chocolates.. Hahaha... got craving now.. but trying to watch my weight la.. since i dun exercise much... Yea.. I'm a little piggy...

Saw the advertisement for the Atomic Kittens compilation... not a fan of them.. but think the snatches of songs they play on tv sounded nice.. Sigh.. shall control.... My hopes of reaching the 2 mark in my bank account by the end of my current job is dashed... and No.. I will definitely not extend my job stint at that place... 4 months is MORE than enought. Thank you very much...

Shall go take more tests.. though my head feels heavy and I'm on the brink of falling asleep.. Hahaha...

It feels so good to slack at home... and somehow, despite complaining about how school life is better than working life, I may have to take back my words... Afterall, I dun have to study for any exams, or do any homeowrk... I wake up late on sunday, laze around, catch a couple of movies on tv, do a little cross stitch... use the com to type nonsensical stuff like this...and I dun have to feel guilty for not doing my homework or anythng.. and the parents will also not complain about you slacking to much cause afterall, there is nth to do... Hiakz...

Anyway, went to the VJ funfair yesterday.. Well.. it was definitely a fair.. but fun ar... ok i suppose.. Maybe it was the blistering sweltering weather... or just the sian-ness cause i had not enuf sleep.. And the food they sold were the typical stuff like hotdogs, pizza... I dunno.. nth interesting there... nut sepnt like 1 hr watching teachers getting dunk.. Sianz.. I seriously din mind trading places with them cause it was so bloody hot.. Hiakz.. to fall into a huge bucket/ container of water.. Hmmmm... so refreshingly cool...

Went to catch a movie after that.. my 2nd in 2 weeks.. not bad huh.. considering I haven't watch anything for like 3 mths before that... A Date with Ted Hamilton... It was ok i guess... Ya.. another romantic comedy... the leads are real eye candy... Den another quite stupid but more realistic plot compared to 50 First Dates... But that's how all romantic comedies go i suppose... Hahaha.. den we went for supper.. bought a black pepper chicken, a carton of orange juice, 4 boxes of durians and some sushi from Carrefour and we went to the Skylight Garden there to eat.. A weird mix of food la.. but quite a nice meal.. Hiakz... And I visited the new Suntec food court for the first time.. so much bigger.. (IMO) and ya.. a lot of variety of food... dun mind going there again...

Well.. ate till 11... so reached home a little late.. and ya... somehow, my curfew is now officially set at 10... well... i was not told explicitly.. just that I should 'try to be home by 10' Hiakz... dun you think that's too early??? But afterall, 'try' was used.. so ya.. shall push my luck.. HIakz...

I enjoy taking long walks... either from my workplace to cityhall and back or around my workplace...I think it is therapeutic and a break from the hustle and bustle of life in the heart of the city...

Pardon my flowery language... I'm in a semi-conscious state... Tired...

Oh ya.. there is this place along Orchard... they have life music at night.. and the singers are not bad... maybe can try there some time?? I htink it is part of Indochine... I think at Wisma there...

I hate myself for being such a emotional wreck that day... Bleahz.. but I'm over it liaoz.. Sth I learnt: Unreasonable people think they are always right! and dun ever bother trying to argue with them... They SuCk!!! In case you are wondering what happened, just some stupid thing went on between my superior and myself over sth that was mostly his fault... Haha.. i sure hope he doesn't read this.. but given that he is quite computer illiterate, I dun think so la hor.. HIakz...

This has been a tumultuous week... or rather, end of the week... Had a big row on Thurs... and was brought out to lunch the next day cause of 'Secretaries Week' I mean like bleahz~!~ Din wanna go.. but couldn't find anyting to say no...

Hmmmm... 4 more weeks at Raffles Place... honestly, I'm quite sick of the food. and I'm quite lazy to actually drag myself to faraway places like Lau Pa Sat to eat.. Hiakz... Especailly 1 person... But I quite like it.. can spend time browsing and walking.. too bad there are no book stores around... Or I can always buy lunch back and eat in the office, catch some rest without being bothered by the hustle and bustle and flurry of activity going on floors below me.. Hahaha.. I think I'm weird.. I dun really like to have a break from the office... And did I mention that there are some people who thinks they will just melt if they stand under the sun.. I see women in particular looking rather ridiculous as they hold their handbags over their head to shield them from the sun as they try to maneuver their way to lunch for a distance of maybe 100m???

Just for the records, I went onto national radio!!! Hahaha.. managed to call into 93.3 for the 1st time in my life.. Hiakz... was quite shocked...


Well.. other than that, my life has been plain and smooth sailing and sweet and nice...

Oh ya... did i mention that Americans are sorta deaf or are rascists??? They support someone who totally can't sing like William Hung... and voted off one of the best singers on the AMI show.. Boo to them... and look who they actually manged to put in the bottom 3.. Fantasia, Latoya and Jennifer... I mean I dun really like Fantasia.. but she's good what... Sianz... too bad they are not given a 2nd chance... Wonder how S'pore Idol will be like... Though somehow, since S'pore is so small... I think it'll be rather easy to create votes for yourself of you are a contestant.. I bet the votes won't run up to like tens of millions and stuff.. Hmmm.. wonder who'll be the judges...

Went to watch 50 First Dates yesterday.. a very simple love story with elements of comedy... very funny!!! Actually, din really feel the pinch of paying $8.50 for a movie (but i think it is damn exhorbitant!) Hahaha.. maybe it has to do with the fact that I'm working and is getting an income... Maybe i won't be saying the same things 1 mth down to road when I get out of my crummy job.. Hiakz... It's those shows you come out feeling tickled and going 'Awwww.... I bet guy like this don't actually exist' which i suppose is quite true.. Hahaha...

Hahaha... changed my friendster photo.. Hiakz... was thinking of putting the one up with the doggie.. but on hindsight, it looks damn 'act cute'... so better not.. Hiakz...

Sighz.. somehow, feel like when i work, i dun seem to have a life.. I mean like I'm stuck in the office from like 9 plus to at least 6.30.. Hahaha.. I've been going in late everyday.. but i gotta slog the moment i step in.. so it adds up la hor??? Think I'm trying to console myself.. I realise that actually, I still have exactly 1 mth before I leave my job... seems so near, yet so far.. I mean like when I'm slogging my guts out trying to solve some stupid problems that seem to apparate out of nowhere, I will just curse and scream at the job but after that I'll be thinking to hang in there and struggle for another like 20 days.. Hahaha....

My bank account is still broke.. they haven't given me last week's cheque yet.. Boo! But I'm itching for some K.... too bad Empress is busy with her tests and exams... NVM... shall be satiated on the cruise.. and when empress comes back, we can sing some more okiez???

Hahaha.. empress.. must remember i stil dun haf someone to hold on to me at the moment.. Hahaha... must wait long long la... Anyway, I really hate to strike-out that date from my calender... Sighz... Me think me shall leave it there to xin1 shang3 xin1 shang3.. Sighz... we must have more of such outings.. but den if too many den will become a bit the pointless like *ahem* them.. Ya... so contradictory hor...

Anyway... Hahaha... next thing to try is to go to a bar and drink some weird bartender concoction okiez??? Hiakz...

Got admitted to study Accountancy at NTU... hiakz... but me think my choice should still be SMU... wondering about the NUS FASS interview now... Somehow, haven't heard of anyone I know receiving any notice from them yet though... just friend's friend that sort of thing.. Shall worry about that later.. Hahaha....

Sighz.. i hate to say this.. but i think i look damn chio after i did my hair.. Hiakz... * a bit bhb huh?*

HIakz.. anyway, had a nice nice birthday celebration.. though uhhh.. yours pressie a bit the disgusting but innovatice and fun.. but you know sth.. after i went home to yan2 jiu1 it, I think that thing was still a bit wet and sticky.. Hiakz.. sounds disgusting right... Hahaha...

Anyway, I think i should become a tea-tottler??? dunno how to spell.. Ya.. cause i turn red and break out in splotches.. Hiakz.. and i think i was a teeny weeny bit drunk.. Hahaha... Went home with a headache.. but dun worry.. i still managed to walk in a straight line... but ya... quite funny.... or maybe i should drink less wine.. Hiakz...

I miss singing in a choir.. lalala.. especially when they sing nice nice songs that melt my heart and bring tears to my eyes.. HIakz.. a bit melodramatic hor... but ya.. just came back from SOV ma... Too bad i din haf enough time to rush onto stage to sing the choir anthem.. Hiakz... was sitting in the upper gallery mah... Haha... den had to stand at the side to sing lor... a bit weird cause only ade and myself... But ya... can't possibly just sit there and pretend that we are unaffected...

I think it is weird that someone I haven't spoke to for the past 2 years and 3 mths or longer calls me up suddenly to ask me about my SMU interview...

I'm contemplating to let my 2nd ear hole close.. It is infected.. yet again.... and bleahz... hate plucking ear stick from my ear with all the dried blood stuck round it. I mean feels like I'm plucking my skin out or sth.. which is kinda gross.. Hiakz...

Oh ya... Spy, the new layout is not bad.... Hiakz.. but I may change it soon when I have the time... Sianz of blue~!~ Hiakz...

Wah Spy.. Pun ar... very nice and witty answer... Hiakz... Hmmmm... ok lor... regarding the aim thingee... but i think it is quite cute.. HIakz.. Anyway, I am cow... Hear me moo...

Boo...

Bleahz... I dunno... does support mean sacrificing ALL the time i have being free labour touting goods?? I seriously dun mind if I dun have my weekday job where I can slack on weekdays or sth before burning my weekends.. now, I'm busy till I can't breathe...

Yes, i said I would help you this weekend... but you were the one who said you'll call me if you needed help... Not call at 5pm and sound pissed when you learn that I have no intention of going down at all... I have my books to read, cross stitch to do, computer to play, phone calls to make.. and ya... sianz....

Feeling miffed now thats all~!~

Happy Good Friday ppl!!!

I've been feeing very overwhelmed... LIke so many things to do, so little time... Been going down to Bugis occassionally, and ya... coming back late from work... Sheesh... got no time to catch up ona lot of stuff.. which ya..i suppose i dun bother to... but my dailt routine is like going to work, den slogging the whole day away, and den going home, have dinner, stone away at the TV or sth... Hahaha.. Finally! A long weekend!!! maybe i can recharge.... but still have to be at Bugis.. Anyone wanna go down and look for me??? Hiakz... sianz....

I've decided! I'm finally leaving my job at the end of May... but funnily, not exactly like ecstatic over it... but I definitely dun stay.. Darn~!~ Blame the hormones... moody, tired... and indecisive.. Haha..

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Noooooooooooooo.... I have my own mind lor... Hiakz... in fact, i wanted to take french for a long time ago cause it is the 2nd most common lang spoken in Europe... and i think it is quite cool... how would i know that they would want to take it too?? Sianz.... I feel misunderstood... Hrumph!

hahaha.. btw frenchie-fied seems like french-fried or fries or sth.... Sianz...

Oh ya.. dunno if you will be in time to read this.. but ya.. dun mind going on sun.. in the afternoon lor.. cause morning i got some family stuff on.. but i'm thinking of going to PS cause i may wanna change the new-age CD i bought... not that nice after all... and i think they have an exchange policy.. want to go??

LIfe has been mundane of late... Ya.. I've been going to work consistently late for the past 4 days of the week (read: half an hour late), staying longer than I should which is usual... and ya... doing nth afte I come home.. Hiakz... what an interesting Life man~!~ Thinking of picking up French.. 100 plus only at YMCA... but also dunno if I got the time.. and somehow, dun really see the point sometimes.. but I wanna go learn sth new.. Hiakz...

Yay!! Tmr going shopping.. and gonna book the cruise.. like finally!!! den yar.. still thinking of my black skirt... Spy... wanna go shopping over the weekend???

Had a purely social weekend.. Ya.. burnt a hole in my pocket too... but ya.. had a nice time just chilling out and catching up... Sat was spent watching Shwen highlight her hair at L'oreal... nice.. but too ex for me.. yawn... den later Amanda and I had todash off to look for pressies.. Hahaha.. Wj that group lurves to give big pressie on these sort of special celebrations.. very unlike.. you know what.. cause this was meant to be a post Valentine celebration... so ya... so we went to Fullerton Hotel and had the chocolate buffet.. it starts at 8.30.. ya.. and we were there till after 11.30.. Hahaha.. not bad huh... but i think it is not too good for a big group cause they only have small tables for like 3 or 4 ppl.. but damn gelate la... chocolate cake, drink, sauce.. ya... nice experience though.. den the music was nice.. they have a pianist and 2 violinist there performing... ya... should go there one day and just get a drink, sit and talk.. Hahaha... maybe when we work...

Den ya.. crys treated like half... for like her pay after working that sort of thing.. Hahaha.. not bad right... den at 11.40 like that we split cause ppl had to make a mad rush for taxi to beat the midnight surcharge... not bad huh...

Ya... met Low Liying??? dunno how to spell.. the St Nicks DM... ya.. she was also in the lobby with a fren.. den she was like staring at us like she seen us before or sth.. Hiakz... so we smiled and waved.. HIakz....

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Yay!!! I lurve my class.. Hiakz.. our first class outing after the 'A's.. ya.. we a bit slow ma.. den i sort of organised it.. so quite proud that 15 out of 21 ppl made it... abt 70%... one of the highest percentage.. unless you count going to school or sth... ya... so we went for lunch.. which was a bit of prob cause ya.. had to like decide on the spot.. Hiakz... den we walked to cine.. ya.. the prob with a big group is that you dunno what to do after eating.. so after walking round cineleisure and failing to get a bowling alley, we all trouped down to starbucks to sit and talk somemore.. but by then abt 5 or 6 ppl left.. so ya... quite funny la.. but quite happy that it worked out...

Hahaha.... so ya... had a busy weekend.. so din have enough sleep... ya.. not like some ppl slacking at home ma... sianz.. and there was a lot a lot of worked piled up for me in the office.. Urgh!! wish i could call in sick.. but I'm just too nice~!~ =)

Screw the freaking digustingly dishonest idiot who stole my phone!!! or rather, picked up my phone and walked away with it.. dunno if I'm more pissed with my carelessness or his dishonesty!!!

Hahaha.. my first choice is FASS lor.. sighz.. still decided on it.. den 2nd is BizAd... but now contemplating if I should change to Science.. den do Mathematics.. HIakz... or. maybe i shouldn't even take FASS at all.. HeLp!!! pls post feedback.. thank you...

Extroverted (E) 56.25% Introverted (I) 43.75% Realistic (S) 55.56% Imaginative (N) 44.44% Emotional (F) 59.46% Intellectual (T) 40.54% Easygoing (P) 68.75% Organized (J) 31.25% Your type is: ESFP You are an Entertainer, possible professions include - veterinarian, flight attendant, floral designer, real estate agent, child care provider, social worker, fundraiser, athletic coach, musician, secretary, receptionist, special events producer, teacher

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Sighz.. I'm spending money like water.. on food~!~ Hiakz.. but i dun really seem to care.. tot I'ld have like saved maybe $3000 or sth by the time i start uni.. but the rate I'm going, fat chancE!! Hiakz... but not as if I care.... and ya... I still have some unfulfilled desires.. I dunno what to buy!!! Sighz.. call this a fix.. yupz.. only food and I'm thinking of going on a diet.. Hiakz.. healthy huh?? anyway, I'm planning to go swimming mayne twice a week on weekdays.. den go running/jogging on sat... Any takers??? HIakz... maybe crazy me will start tomorrow.. though i think it is pretty funny to go to the pool in skirt and stuff.. HIakz....

Sighz.... just applied for NUS.. i dunno.. after i clicked the 'Submit' button, my heart just started palpitating very fast.. Hiakz.. weird right.. i hope i din screw up any of my choices...

American Idol at 10!!! Hahaha.. results tonight.. Sighz... Camille or Leah.. I liked both of them.. Dunno.. I liked Leah after her first performance but the one on the Wildcard special sucked.. I suppose Paula chose her to make up for the disappointment that she suffered during her group round... especially after she got touted by all 3 judges to get into the final 12...

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Did sth stupid.. checked the AMI website.. Hahaha... well.. Spy, dun kill me if you read this before watching the program.. ya.. Leah got voted out... Well.. maybe America didn't like her. I mean it was clear after her semi-final performance i guess... she didn't even make it to the top 3 den...

ok.. I rambled.. again..

Hmmm.. it's been a dreary week... office was quiet and ya.. just quiet and uninteresting and boring... ya.. Hahaha.. today my boss asked me to try and attempt this letter la.. but ya.. i just told him a plain, straight 'No!'.. Hiakz.. ok.. maybe not so direct, but was like 'I'm seriously not interested in it...' Hiakz... I mean not as if he will use my draft... just trying to add to my load... and i can't afford for more work to pile up... cause they just threw me sth else and this girl is going on maternity leave after tmr.. whcih means i must bao3 zhong4! Hahaha...

I think law firms are quite cheapo.. ya.. and i mean even those very big ones that spans like 2 or 3 storeys of a building.. They all use paper files to sort their cases.. Ya. heard it is this 'universal' thing... but it does not look impressive and smart... ya.. but gotta admit if they use ring files for all their client, the firm will go bust... Hahaha.. contradicting huh? but dun like those files which look as though they will burst.. and ya.. youi gotta keep them for a couple of years and by then, the file will be yellow and crumbling.. Eurgh!!!

Sighz.. I hope NUS keep their word and offer me 2 choices for my degree.. Hahaha.. most prob will only utilise 2 out of my choices for both uni...

Accountancy and Business for NTU

and ya.. still deciding to put FASS first or Business for NUS... and darn.. where is my letter from SMU???

Sighz.... my future has not looked so bleak for a very long time.. Sighz.. dunno what to do in Uni.. and if there are any NUS students or staff (though i doubt it,) I would kindly suggest that you all suggest to the speakers to go for some courses to make their speech interesting! Bleahz... it was so bloody boring until I'm seriously considering if i should do PsYcHoLoGy, sth which i had thought i wanted to do for a long long time.. Hahaha...

Sianz.. contemplating Accountancy or Business in NTU.. but my mum is like dead against the idea cause she feels that it is bloody far and not pt suffering.. but ya.. den for NUS i think I'll only go for Arts and Social Science or Business.. but ya.. dunno why I'm actually considering business since I dun exactly like econs.. Hiakz... and i dun intend to get a future job at Raffles PLace after the past 7 weeks there.. HIakz... But ya.. there is absolutely nth to do anymore!!! =(

And ya.. if I'm gonna do Business, I would prefer the NTU one.. though they say the building is crumbling and stuff.. HIakz.. I really dunnoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trying to upload some long overdue photos.. Hiakz.. so sue me! My style!!! yeah.. and procrastination lor... Hahaha... trying to figure out how to work Sony Imagestation... *crosses fingers* and SMU has not replied me yet...

Yes Spy... you are dated... thurs or fri?? Hiakz.. shall call you later.. Where art thou the Empress??? Hiakz... But must remember to wear jeans and flats.. dun intend to walk around town in heels with aching sore feet!! Hahaha...

Sianz... work was hectic... still trying to decide if i wanna quit my job.. life sucks.. yeah.. even when we are out of school!

Hmmm.. i seriously think watching fingernails grow can be quite interesting.. Hiakz.. maybe not literally watching it grow, but suddenly realising how fast it has grown in a span of 1 week or sth.. Hahaha.. i conclude that my fingernails grow like 1 mm a week.. Hiakz.. cause i painted this glossy cover on my nails last week.. so ya.. can see the diff between two parts....

I seriously think I'm either
a) PMS-ing,
b) falling sick or
c) getting increasingly temperamental with damn frequent mood swings...

Hahaha.. reminds me of the time i'm studying and i get really mean and sensitive...

Dunno.. been feeling like that these few days.. ya.. maybe stress at work.. working for bloody long hours can.. and getting paid like peanuts... sianz... ya... reach home at bout 7.30 or 8 these 2 days... like very bu4 gan1 yuan4 like that... and despite sleeping from 8 plus to 10.15 last night, and 1 am to 8 plus this morning, I'm still feeling tired. Sighz... I need retail therapy soon... or I'll explode!!! or just half a day off.

Things to buy: a bag, nice nail polish colour... maybe CD.. Thinking of getting the Sammi Cheng compilation or may stick to Liang Jing Ru... Any advice? or maybe i should just save up! =) My account money does not seem to be increasing.. just stagnant....

I really think colorgenics can read my mind...
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You seem to be trying to sweep aside the situations (and maybe the people) that you feel are standing in your way. You are impulsive and apt to follow these impulses seeking to be involved in special or exciting happenings. In this way you hope to deaden the intensity of your conflicts, but your impulsive behavior is leading you to take some unnecessary risks. Back down a little and remember 'more haste - less speed'.

You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.

Oh well... everything is out.. it's 1 day after the heartache.. Oh well.. won't really call it a heartache.. just my stupid pride getting in the way i suppose.. i'm perfectly satisfied with my results and should be.. but ya... just that 75% of my school did better than me... I mean like *ouch*! but shall not whine much here.. after all, i did expect sth like it.. and i was quite surprised i took it quite calmly.. when i saw my name 4th from the bottom of my class list... and learning that so and so got 3 As or 4As.. I mean i did expect them to get that sort of results... and ya.. I know i did not put in as much effort as them and whatever... so i should not be complaining. But there's just this niggling pain when you hear ppl around you whom you know doing extremely well...

Hahaa.. sth funny happened.. my mum called my dad to tell him my results and he tot i got 1A and 3Ds... Hiakz.. miscommunication! And ya.. my econs tutor actually predicted I'll get an 'A' for econs.. I think she's nuts.. I've barely been doing well.. just 1 essay to change her opinion of me.. Hmmm... not bad huh....

It's hard.. did not feel like crying then.. but now, maybe reality has just sunk in.. still dun feel like crying, but taking it more personal now.. I suppose maybe it has to do with having a smart sibling. Not that ppl are comparing and i know i shuldn't feel this way.. he has been nice to me and stuff.. but it's like I'm doing 'consistently morderately well' while he has been doing 'consistently very well'... ya.. and I'm quoting my mum.. who quoted my aunt... I mean ya.. I know that I'm not that good... but sometimes, things doesn't have to be so obvious.. I mean I hate being like the 2nd fiddle sometimes... or even if I am, you dun have to be so obvious abt it...

And I'm sore bout my GP grades.. not that i din expect it.. in fact, scared I'll fail cause ya, my GP has most of the time been hovering at the brink of a pass or fail... but it can also be quite erratic.. like doing decently well.. was hoping for a B.. but ya. just wasn't mean to be.. and like maybe the feeling of letting down my tutors and ppl around me who had higher expectations of me.. Ya.. ego and pride again...

Ok... enough of whining... but just some innermost feelings... I mean ya... just trying to get over it.. and ya.. I will zi1 zu2 chang2 le4.. I mean like maybe cause of the bloody school I'm in.. so just feeling a little off... should really count my blessings cause ya... my grades are very decent and I think i did better than some ppl who expected more and put in more effort... but just in a way pissed with myself for maybe slacking too much in year 1... but all the same, i had a good 2 years in jc.. really enjoyed myself a lot and learnt a lot.. so ya... as for future path, hahaha.. contemplating to turn into a mugger... just to do well and prove myself.. but can i really??? and a bit too late right??

Hahaha... SMU, NUS or NTU??? preferably SMU... but now it is all up to luck cause i went for the interview liaoz... den NTU is too bloody far.. and i really have no idea what course to take.. I mean the only thing I think I'm interested in is psychology... but ya.. note the words in bold.. I mean i would like doing maths... but a bit impractical.. and my physics tutor feels that i should go into engineering.. but my mum thinks I'm not cut out for it though I dun mind trying it.. If i noe what the job scope entails.. but at the same time, i like meeting ppl and stuff... and ya... talking...

*bwahahahaha!!!* I FINALLY HAVE STRAIGHT HAIR!!!!!!!! HIakz.. yeah.. abeit for only a day.. just went to cut my hair.. yeah.. and before you all jumped to any conclusions that i snipped my lovely long hair off, dun worry... I din! Hahaha.. just trimmed and thinned it somemore.. and the salon helped me blow it straight.. Hiakz... so ya.. tada! straight hair...

Met my JC fren for lunch together with ade... den we went to bugis... talk lor... my fren had to leave earlier.. so me and ade just continued walking.. Finally bought my base coat.. .yeah.. nail polish.. den quite affordable somemore.. only $5.55! After that we decided to vut hair.. so we went down to Orchard.. far east where there is a 'Pointers' salon... Hahaha.. quite reasonable pricing la.. only $14.. but they convinced me to buy a bottle of shampoo which cost like $10.. Hiakz.. spent money today.. but good la.. retail therapy... think I'm getting very stressed over the release of 'A' Level.. just too high expectations which i want to achieve but know it is impossible.. so ya lor... sianz...

Hahaha... monday gotta go work liaoz.. after taking 1 and a half days off, i think i should be quite recharged... Hiakz... plus can go collect my pay.. so ya.. not that bad. wondering if my boss will include the additional 2 hours i worked on the half day.. Hahaha....

Ok... the 'O' lvl results are out.. yeah.. my brother did like extremely well... but ya... ok.. call me a sour grape.. he did so much better than me.. sheesh! sibling rivalry??? sianz... ok.. i'm genuinely happy for him.. but ya.. darn la... measuring up to my own stupid standards.. the person feeling the heat should be my lil' sis and not me.. after all, i'm sort of done and over with the education system.. on the other hand, i'm just not that comfortable with the fact that he did so well... scared that my 'A' level results will come out worse than expected.. dunno... I'll be contented with 2 As, but ya.. just freaking out that i did screw up some obscure paper and in the end won't even get an A.. yeah. call me paranoid.. but one day before the results are out, i will continue to have doubts over my results..

*Disclaimer: I'm definitely not expecting like 4As or sth... but ya.. just greedy i suppose.. hahaha.. i dunno... sighz..

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Ok.. back to today.. yep... went for SMU interview.. well... i dunno how it went.. serious... i mean like i felt as though i was in the room for a very short time.. like comparatively... hahaha.. maybe they are not interested?? sighz.. den it was a totally different kind of interview.. i mean like they started by asking me what i was doing while i waited for my turn.. and i answered them half truthfully that i was reading a book i brought along with me.. I mean i couldn't possible tell them i was stoning what... and i did read something.. Hahaha.. den we just started talking about the book.. and they asked me to tell them a joke?? @_@.. and i was like 'Uh....' yep.. den i dunno... den they asked which essay i did... and ya.. i crapped that i preferred music to cloning.. sth like that la...

den somehow, the topic got dragged onto like crime in other countries.. cause of me and my bug mouth.. they asked me 'what did i think make me like Singapore' or sth likethat.. and i was 'errr....' and a babbled about the safe streets and ya.. so we talked about education and i dunno a lot of other topics.. yeah.. now when i think i back, maybe the interview wasn't that short... I mean ya... can't really have talked about so many things.. Hahaha... Oh well... hahaha.. see lor..

Darn! The 'A' level results will be out next week!!!
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I bet no one goes one friendster anymore.. Hiakz.. it is damn fast to surf that site now... *NM*

Hahaha.. after a lengthy and teary discussion with my mum abt the bloody job, I'm still undecided.. and it did not help that the IRAS woman is off today when i called and her colleague said we may be posted to other branches.. i din even know the other branches existed! Ya.. so which brings me back to square one...

Darn man.. this sucks.. considering whether i should quite the job at my law firm and work at IRAS instead where the pay is MuCh higher, and i can save on transport and even food.. Bwahahahaha.. ya... cause near my house.. can walk there.. and back for lunch.. and maybe shed a few pounds in the process.. Hiakz.. but ya.. the only reason why i will not quit is if I'm nice..

but sometimes, i think my job now is kind of like exploitation... i mean like i get paid peanuts.. and i mean ya.. got this bloody big jobscope.. ok.. maybe cause i'm pissed today.. the lawyer just threw me this page of cHiNeSe letter and ask me to do up a draft agreement for him.. and i was just given this stupid irrelavent sample.. so when i told him that the sample was irrelavent, he just said sth like 'Oh.. you can learn from it.. blah blah blah...' quite pointless right.. if i give him a draft and he changes every single word in it... ya.. so i was left there sinking in the bloody deep ocean.. Hell.. i dun even know what that sort of argument would look like.. how you expect me to phrase? @_@ i mean it will just seem weird and not 'lawyer-ly' enuf... Sighz.. den the other ppl in the office just said he wanted a draft so he could make amendments... ya... so he might as well have just asked me to translate everything into English for him and he can slowly go and change.. Bleahz...

Ya.. I'm just thinking of a thousand and one reasons to quit this job... Hahaha... but the iras job ar.. will be stuck with some certain ppl.. and i dun wanna invite them to my house for lunch or anything.. ya.. these 2 are like abt the only things holding me back la.. Oh.. actually also cause the other lawyer in the office is very nice to me.. Hahaha... but den the rest of the ppl.. no comments...

and speaking of those some certain ppl.. sigh.... i think the cruise thing is damn screwed.. and i was quite annoyed at how someone can just pangseh her frens.. and forget abt plans she had made earlier.. and she seem so heck care abt it... like so nonchalent like that.. i mean i think her frens may have been looking forward to that for like quite some time.. and they gotta postpone stuff cause of her who din even sound halk apologetic.. So ya.. some one stepped on my tail today. I'm just pissed and easily annoyed... and ya...

And the cruise.. dun get me started... they wanna go for the 4 person one cause it is the cheapest... and they have confirm 3 ppl going... and i think out of the grp of 9, 2 confirm not going.. so ya.. the maths not very hard right... gotta 'fight' for the last place?? Sianz... Ok lor.. den haphazard details... blah blah blah...

sighz.. spy arh.. dun have to suan me liaoz.... say until like that... yah.. my score is considered very good... so ya.. actually any score above 1200 or sth... i think is quite good.. cause my cousin got 12 plus and she got into SMU.. so should be quite ok la...

empress... is it the get your hair dyed in 40 mins one?? Hahaha.. cause i read sth like that.. ya.. some new process la.. but you gotta dry your own hair.. and i dunno if they got treatment one or not...

lalala... well.. dunno leh.. dun feel like blogging, going online etc etc etc... ya.. i dun mind just sitting in front of my com and listening to the mp3s in my com.. Hahaha.. anyway, went shopping with spy today.. ya.. retail therapy... spent like 60 of dollars.. and SPY!! you owe me $7... Hahaha.. just in case you forget.. Hiakz... anyway, it sort of feels good that I'm spending my own money.. ya.. and like i can spend without like worrying "How am I going to survive for the rest of the month"... Ya.. den dun have to ask my dad for more money also.. Hahaha.. but i think I better be careful too.. before i splurge all my savings on stuff.. Hahaha...

Hmmm... actually i just bought 2 CDs.. and ya.. the V day stuff lor... sigheth... also dunno... sometimes i feel that this v-day pressie exchange thing also a bit no pt.. it's like I'm doing it cause everyone else is doing it that sort of things.. Hahaha... i also dunno... but ya.. i hope this yr the celebration will be ok... Hahaha...

Anyway, i dunno.. i think my job is getting more challenging.. ya.. gotta think more and not make stupid mistakes.. so ya... i think it is both good and bad la.. i mean if I get stuck in a mundane job that does not require thinking, i think I'll become stupid very soon.. Hahaha.. at least it is sth new.. den maybe can learn sth.. Ya.. but must be more careful now and not screw up la... Hahaha...

working 5 dys a week.. den i just slack during the weekend.. den recharge liaoz.. den go back to work.. Hahaha.. quite weird.. i mean it is sth like school.. honestly i dunno which is worse la... i mean when you are working, your transport fare, amt of money you spend on food escalates.. ya.. and i feel like not as much freedom as like when i was a student.. at least can crap during breaks with my classmates.. now like can only talk like what.. during lunch... and it is like a bit hectic like that.. Hahaha. Ya.. den in school can still go home early or go out and walk walk. now after work i just feel like going home and rest my sore aching feet.. Hahaha... maybe i still prefer doing maths problems to typing letters.. Hahaha...

But of course la.. if I'm schooling, den i cannot spend money on CD and the likes liaoz.. sighz.. this is confusing.. Hahaha....

Ok.. i conclude i'm gibbering already... hahaha.. been slaaping late the last 2 nights.. maybe I'm someone who needs more than 8 hours of sleep a day.. Ha! which makes me wonder how i ever managed to survive on 6 a day for the past 4 plus years.. well.. guess I'm adaptable!! Hiakz~!~

HHahaha.. I'm just so glad that today is a sat and i dun have to go to work.. Hahaha.. slacked my whole day away by firstly, watching the Australian Open Women Singles Final where my idol won.. Hahaha.. den hmmm.. went to sleep after lunch... ya... feel like a pig.. eat and sleep... Hahaha.. i think my feet is protesting at heels.. Hahaha.. woke up aching.. and curiously, my arms ached too....... and i dunno what i had done to them... maybe it is just because i went thru stacks of files trying to look for the one i want?? Hahaha....

Hmmmm... den ar.. dunno... i think working life is different from school life.. Hahaha... not to mention exhorbitant expenses.. Sigh.. feeling guilty.. cause i think I'm spending money like water... Hahaha... i bought a pencil case for my brother.. den my mum couldn't fathom why I'ld spend like 10 over dollars on a pencil case... HAhaha... Hmmm.. times have changed.. Hiakz... den ya.. i think i spent about $50 this week.. ok la.. including the pencil case.. but excluding 2 lunches.. so maybe you all can work it out for me.. i sort of dunno where my money went.. Hahaha.. not bad right...

Hmm.. went for lunch with my boss and his friend's yesterday... cause they invited the whole office ma.. so it was a bit unnatural... like i gotta sit nice and look pretty and be polite.. Hahaha.. i decided to reject anymore of such invitations... if any... HIakz....

Den ar.. took a after-lunch stroll back. cause we couldn't get a cab.. i think we were eating at like boat quay , chinatown area... Hahaha.. also not very sure... but ya... den my big toe sort of like rubbed against my sandals.. Hahaha... i think i need to get new shoes.. Hahaha... or wear the one from my prom 2 years ago.. to date, i think i"ve only worn them like twice??? Hahaha....

Hmmmm... today's the start of a long weekend.. got no plans for the next 2 days.. any suggestions???

Your Mood: You are probably feeling overwhelmed at the moment. It is as if you have too much on your plate and need time out. Perhaps you need a rest so that you can recharge your batteries; at the moment do not feel ready to take on more challenges. Focus and determined describes your present mood. You are out to achieve your goal and you concentrate on that. Unwavering you want to stick to the target of your ambitions, not completely to the exclusion of everything else, but almost!

Your Present Situation: You really need to take time out at the moment, your life is proving tiring and you seem to need to be on the lookout at all times. There is a real danger of wasting your energy, seek out someone who can help you to calm down and relax. You could do worse than take a romantic weekend break to help you revitalize yourself.Your current situation is causing you a great deal of angst. Somehow you have become over-involved in something that is leading to feelings of stress and doubt. You are at risk of feeling overwhelmed and exhausted.

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Wow.. got this from colorgenics... quite accurate.. I'm currently quite tired out from work.. Hahaha.... yeah... sigheth.. Well... actually i dun do much.. first, i gotta clear out going letters and maybe faxes.. den gotta serve tea... den collect letters and sort them... Hmmm... and ya.. most importantly, answer phone calls... yeah... that's sort of what i do everyday.. plus other tasks like rearranging files in a cupboard, photocopy stuff... blah blah blah...

Ya.. i mean only 3 days la.. so it is not that bad... but not used to the hours... plus sttaring at the com the whole day looking at numbers is quite sian.. cause i'm currently compiling a phone list ma... den ya.. gotta double check cause some names are similar but with spelling mistakes.. or numbers are about the same.. so i dunno if i had typed them wrongly in the first place or not.. Hahaha...

Yeah... den i think i can manage quite well on heels.. but maybe i should go get sth more comfy.. sigh.. Hahaha.. turn up in sports shoes.. but dun think it is possible... though it is quite casual there... HIakz.. but these few days quite wet...

Hmmm... shall go turn in like ultra early today....

hahaha... HaPPy NeW YeaR ppl!!! Hahaha.. though i think not a lot of ppl read this.. but anyway.. ya.. yeah... its the beginning of the Lunar New Year!!!

Hahaha... well... nth much today la.. just went for reunion dinner.. yeah.. had a buffet.. funny right.. den really ar.. realised tt i'm not exactly that close to my cousins.. hahaha.. quite funny la.. like we just talk among ourselves.. Hmmm.. doesn't exactly seem like a reunion dunner... *ponders

Hmmmm.. anyway... yeah.. tmr got visiting to do.. den later my mum's side the relatives coming over to our place for mahjong and stuff.. HMmm... yah.. den I'll prob be locking myself up in my room studying SATS... Hahaha.. so sad right.. yeah.. javen;t like exactly touched it yet.. Hell.. i dun even feel like going for it on sat.. but my mum'll prob kill me la~!~

Hmmm... yeah.. den Sun going for dinner.. Yay!! I wanna eat yu sheng... this year the reunion dinner i never eat.. so sad right.. HMmm... den after that got V-day celebrations den got REHK day.. Hahaha.. i forsee the pay i got from selling bak kua won't exactly like last... Hahaha...


Now i think quite confirm that I'm helping my mum's fren.. actually Recruit Express called me up today.. Haha.. they are quite efficient wad.. considering i just went there yesterday... Hmmm... its a bank job at lavender... den paying 5 per hour.. but ya... i think my mum sort of firm up her fren's job for me liaoz... Hahaha... funn right.. din wanna work ther ein the first place.. after one big round, i still end up there....

Lalala.. got off early from work today.. haiz... hoping fervantly that the weekend crowd will be better... Oh well.. today kena blasted by loud music from the speaker beside me.. SobZ... no more nice nice songs by Jay Chou, F4 and other artistes... Ya... cause i think weekend ma.. den attract the crowd.. den they got this guy to be a sort of DJ cum MC la.. den the problem is he tries to do this Western slang.. but it was a terrible flop and his words comes out in a jumble... den his Chinese also cannot make it.. Sighz.. Ya.. and i had to endure it with the bloody loud music somemore.. @$@#^...

Not only that... there is this shop nearby that also plays a different kind of music... also those strong drum beat one... ya... and on top of that, there was some performance one level lower.. there were these few girls who were i dunno.. singing songs to entertain the ppl or sth on a makeshift stage... Ya.. it was disgustingly noisy can.. Sianz... Hahaha...

Ya... den tomorrow gotta start work early.. and did i mention i stink of bak kua~!~ Sighz...

See what amusement park ride you are.

Lalala~!~ I'm back from day 2 of work!! Yah... Hmmmm... ok lah... if you consider that i just sit/stand the whole day.. den like weighing and wrapping the bak kua.. yeap.. that's about all... except that the hours a bit too long... den i am like exhausted after i get home and stuff... Oh well... whatever~!~

Hahaha... i think i shall go sleep soon... Hahaha... so early~!~ not used to sleeping so early-- yet.. but i think working makes me tired... plus i gotta wake up early... so ya... i think I'm starting the rambling nonsense thing now.. so tata~!~

Hmmm.. i dun seem to be experiencing the problem leh.. Hmmm.. funny~!~ yeah.. thanks spy.. HIakz... you are the nicest, most helpful person around ya... Hiakz.... *sheesh! I'm actually trying to boost your ego~!~*

Hahaha.. wanted to say sth.. but i forgot.. so ya.. till the next time~!~

Hahaha.. superfresh cd is this compilation of rock songs.. ya.. spy arh.. wanna help me do the encoding??? Hiakz...

Ya.. anyway, you all want bak kwa for CNY?? my mum selling for CNY at People's park... so i sort of got a job until CNY la.. Hiakz...

Hmmm.. my sister loaded in hansvision.. den can work liaoz... so how??? do i just add the html code tt empress provided?? den need to add anything??

Hmmm.. unfortunatly not.. can't seem to see the chinese.. anyway, its supposed to read yi3 du2 gong1 du2

Hmmmm.. feedback pls?? any solutions??

Just idled my day away... Hahaha... online.. maybe i should go play some games or watch some tv.. Hahaha... I'm just a little nutty now... and I'm proud to announce my cough is better! Yay!!! haha.. and i have been drinking cold drinks and stuff.. Maybe it is a good thing to 以毒攻毒... Hahaha.. can you all read the chinese cords?? hope it'll turn out fine~!~

hahaha.. ok.. it's official.. I'm no longer a student.. ya... hahaha.. cause woke up at 10 plus.. den my siblings went to school liaoz.. den it hit me-- 'Hey... i can actually stay at home' *eye widens* Hahaha,, yep... tried looking for jobs la.. not much luck.. trying maybe to call banks if i'm that desperate for a bank job... Hahaha... see how la.. trying jobstreet and asiaone.. but ya.. my com hung just when i am in the midst of my resume.. so ya.. quite reluctant to go back to that webpage... Hmmmm... tata~!~

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