Saturday, July 26, 2003

Haha... I tried changing the commenting system.. Yeah... Anyway, how do you make your font size smaller???
Help!!! I think i slept too much!!! Haha.. slept at bout 1 last night?? Or earlier den yeah... Woke up at like 11.30??? Wow!! THis is like one of the rare times lah... Hmmm... sleep so long.. and not choir today.. but lastr night before I slept I was unpacking my VJ gown.. Yeah.. i just sort of dumped my whole bag on the floor on thurs night.... Aniway, yeah... den was feeling nostalgic all over lah... *Sob* I mean like yeah... its the feeling that you just can't help it lor... Hiakz.... Ok.. enuf of that before I start bawling in front of the com... Hiakz

Anyway, yeah.. went B.Boss to eat yesterday... Nice ambience.. Dinner by candlelight in a park thats not really that romantic... Haha... There is this pond??? Pool?? Anyway, this area filled with water and it was like quite calm and serene... Haha... but as i was walking there.. couldn't help thinking about one of my first few practices with VJChoir... It was for carolling and our SC has such a brilliant idea to go practise at the Istana park... that was when I was in Sec 4.. It was like the weirdest place i ever sang at lah... den it was some sort of mosquito-feeding practice i think.. Haha... Quite memorable... *ShootS! I'm starting again!!! Anyway, went with the 4P ppl.. yeah.. quite funny la.. cause I like just saw Amanda the night before.. RJChoir also in finals mah... Den yeah.. I also like see Wenjie, Crystal, Tsin Shwen and Ade like practically everyday in school... Haha.. but go out lor.. also dunno after next week whether I can still go out or not.. Yeah... must mug!.! Haha!!!

Hmmm... Angie. you'll know soon enough... dun be so impatient!!!

Friday, July 25, 2003

Oh well... everythings over... (for choir at least)
Well... it wasn't a perfect fairytake ending like we had hoped for... Yeah... ACJC got the 'Top Choir of the Year' award.. But i think we all did our best and it was one of our better performances... We WERE GOOD but I suppose AC was better... I mean if they were a better choir, they deserved to win... Maybe it was the high hopes, or that we were too hyped up over the competition... I admit we were also TOO intent on beating AC... Perhaps if we had felt more, moved along together more, We might have given them a run for the award... I feel that since all of us made it into Top 5, we are all winners... All the effort we put in... It wasn't as if we didn't do our best...

OKiez.. the big fat irony now... the stupid esplanade or maybe MOE ppl made VJ and AC sit at the gallery above the stage which meant that the audience could all see us... den there is like this intense competition between AC and VJ la... And the stupid MC took such a long time to announce the bloody results... HMmm... he paused THREE times ok!!! Idiot... My heart almost came out... Well... not that I totally believed we could win... But yeah.. there is always this slight slight probability.. Haha... though yeah... i think AC has a lot of things that we dun haf... but we can always improve... Yeah.. I believe that one day, we will make it!!!

But I'm quite sad also la... our last performance... it means nth to do with choir anymore.. Hmmm... but now i feel as though there is a huge load off my mind.. Maybe I can concentrate on studying.. The future arh.. let it settle itself... See hos it goes lorz.... Choir has become a part of my life.. how big... Hmmm... I also dunno... Haha... I'm going out soon... Yay!!! Buying Angie's present... Shhh... I'm not telling!!! =Þ

Monday, July 21, 2003

Hmmmm...its been a long time since i chatted ..hiakz.. heck.. its been a long time since i on my ICQ.. Hiakz!!!

Thursday, July 17, 2003

Hahaha.... left school early on a thurs afternoon.. Yeah!! Got no tuition!! Hiakz... charged my phone last night... remembered about it but yeah.. forgot to take the phone... Hiakz... Hmmm.. tmr quite confirm got half day.. Yay!!! but still gotta stay back for a lecture and college day rehearsal... and after that got choir so the effect a bit negated lah... but still betta than nth! Hmmm... came home den realised my phone was flooded with messages lor... Haha.... but no choice... got no phone! after that slept at 3 till bout 6!! Wah!! Feeling very shuang now! So awake for once!! Hmmm.. SYF finals is in 1 weeks time... Well, If i say I dun wanna get First, I suppose I'll be lying.. I mena we are practicing so hard just for that coveted position... But Hopefully *crosses fingers* we'll rise to the occasion lor... But our last few rehearsals in front of an audience wasn't very good... So very hard to say also...

Haha... also got back my GP common test liaoz.. Got 56... Haha.. not bad lah.. considering this is the very rare times that I pass without them lowering the passing mark from 50 to 45 or some other similar situation... Haha.. but was absent on tues when she gave out the paper though.. Maybe I shouldn't try studying for GP.. The last few times I tried, I din do very well.. but it may also be because the paper is easier I suppose... Hahaha!~! Yeah.. and I dun have to go for F. Maths remedial!! Yay!!! Cause only those under 45 gotta go!!! Haha...

Haha... feeling stoned now.. can't really wait for next week to be over.. though I'm quite sure I'll miss singing.. It is the feeling that I've been doing it for the past 6 years of my life.. Hmm.. I wonder how come I wasn't fickle here... I dunno.. To me, it is like not going out anymore?? Okay.. maybe not that extreme... But yeah.. Still feel that there will be this yi1 yi1 bu4 she3 feeling... But still dun think I'll join choir in Uni though you never know... These 6 years.. Hmmm... a lot of ups and downs I suppose... 3 SYFs... and to think of it, I wasn't even thinking of choir in Sec 1... The ironies of life! I mean I'm not that extreme until it is my life... But i suppose it is just singing and making music in harmony... and blending.. and reading scores.. which remind me, WE SHOULD GO AND SING KARAOKE SOME DAY!~!! Haha... wanna try it out or we can go record out own CD... read this article in Life some time back... about how more ppl are recording their own CD... Haha... What do you think Royalties???

Okiez... I'm being forced off the com... BBuAiZzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, July 14, 2003

Haha.. so the story is that I have to write my own testimonials... and kindly inform my CT on things she diesn't know about me... Haha.. so my fren gave me this wonderful suggestion... "Why not just go online and refer to all the personality tests I've taken to see what sort of personality I am" Haha... quite smart lah.. cause yeah.. at least got more adjectives to descrbe me...

Anyway, did just that... The verdict: Caring, and friendly/sociable and a mediator... but a little quiet. Optimistic, happy. Intuitive... Helpful... Haha... someone who is down to earth and loyal...

Hiakz.. so does that sound like me?? Trying to be a little BHB here.... but yeah... Sianz... very tired.. tmr still got a long long day~!~

Hmmmm... rehearsal at the esplanade was ok I suppose... Okiez... we weren't very good.. but I don't think we did that badly either though there were ppl who said we sucked... Haha... Den sth amusing happened today... See arh, we were let off at 10.30. Den just before that we had PE... So Ade and I decided to bathe lahz... since our lunch was supposed to be from 10.30 to 11.30, we decided to eat first before bathing cause the bathroom is always very crowded after PE with ppl bathing... Yep... Den we sat with our class and ate till about 11.10.. den they dilly-dallied for about another 5 mins before going for econs... Haha... Anyway, after that, we went to bathe lah...

So there we were, taking our own sweet time, showering, thinking we have all the time in thew world... when i suddenly realised it was *GaSpS! 11.30 liaoz!!! so we sort of like hurriedly changed and half-dried our hair and made it to the Performance Theatre at like 11.35... Den it was quite funny cause there were already quite some ppl there... So the two of us, with long dripping hair sort of walked into the PT... Haha... den haven't even finished combing we started liaoz... Haha~!~

Okiez.. gotta go do work liaoz.. gotta pia my physics Hol HW... Yes... Its STILL UNDONE~!~ :Þ den tmr got tuition cause there's gonna be choir on thurs!!!

Sunday, July 13, 2003

Lalala~!~ slacked my Sunday away... Hmmm.. the only useful thing I did was to like create a list of ALL the topics that I have to study for 'A's.. Hmmm.. still halfway through though... Hiakz... There is now a grand total of like 3 pages... and more to come! Bleahz.. Didn't even realise I learnt so many things.. My brain feels empty.. Which reminds me, I gotta go do my Physics Holiday Hw...Yeah.. My tutor insists that we hand it to him.. Bleahz! Den there's still Maths... Mechanics... like Physics with all the Forces and whatever...

Haha.. tmr going Esplanade.. Okiez.. it's not the first tim i've been there.. but it feels weirdto be going there as a performer... Haha... and tmr I'll only be going for Econs lect and PE... HaHAHa!!! Envious??? Hiakz...! OKiez.. All the best for Nj String Orch SYF... Haha!!! Hope you all will get a GoLd~!~

Saturday, July 12, 2003

Haha... Spy arh, like you dunno I'm a bit the aim high person.. haha.. last piece of news is that I passed my econs!@! Got 51.. Hiakz... Quite lucky to pass lah cause I only started cramming the night before for the something like the 2 biggest topics for the test!! hiakz..

Hmmm... wasted 7.80 on cab today.. quite stupid lah.. choir supposed to start at 2.00 at siglap so I left my house at 12.45... so by right should be early assuming I take only 1 hour to get to Siglap.. But alas, that was not to be lor.. First, I waited 10 over mins for 131 at the bus stop outside my house.. den I reached Raffles Hotel at 1.17 about there.. Haha.. den I waited for 15 minutes before any bus that can take me to East Coast came.. Cause I could take 16, 36 to school den change bus. But 16 is a longer way lah... or I could have taken 14 straight... but 14 took like eternity to come. So at 1.30, 36 came. So i decided to take 36 to outside VJ first den see how lah.. Hmmm... but at the road outside Millenia, there was some construction going on and there congestion!! Grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!! So pissed can~!~ So I got down lor and walked to the taxi stand opposite where there was 2 cabs waiting.. Den haha.. the first one was a Mercedes Cab!! Hiakz.. so I took it lor... Cause not often you can take a Mercs cab without paying extra unless you flag it down or sth lahz.. Yar lor.. den wasted money lorz.... Hey.. it only takes $7 for me to to get from parkway to home lor!!!


Anyway, choir practise was good today.. We only had 2 runs... And we sounded not too bad for both... The mood and pitch feeling , everything was there.. Hmmm... Haha.. except for the first time we sang 'Kodomo', the guys started going sharp lah.. den in the end the whole song like changed registers.. It is ultra ultra sharp and it sounded weird.. but it was quite funny lah... Haha.. Nelson made us stand in a square at the perimeter of the room and sing to each other.. so I was facing Ade lah.. den could see the funny expressions on our faces when the song went sharp! Hiakz.. den it was quite funny lah.. Nelson made us hop round the room to get into the mood of songs.. Haha... Practice went quite smoothly today lah... So we ended rather early.. Hiakz.. Monday going to rehearse at the Esplanade liaoz.. I wonder how it will be like!!!

Thursday, July 10, 2003

Haha.. latest update on my ok-but-not-so-good commmon test results...

Haha.. got B for physics.. 73.1 ( quite proud of myself la... quite happy with it also~!~)
den 55 for maths... Ok!! I'm glad I passed!!! Shall not harp on how disappointed I am though I'm disappointed lehz~!~ Hiakz!!! Whatever.. this is already case closed~!~ Shall work harder the next time and eliminate all careless and stupid mistakes!

Hmmm.. failed my F. Maths though... Surprisingly not feeling very sad though.. maybe cause I just failed by 2 marks.... but ya la... see ppl around me getting As and Bs... Hmmmm....

Still got Econs and GP left.. hope I can pass... Sigh.. My dream of passing all my subjects for common test is gone~!~ Sigh.. but I shall not complain.. Must zhi1 zu2 chang2 le4! Okiez.. tata.. gotta rush tutorial liaoz!!!
Tired~!~ It's been an exhausting 2 days since the start or the 3rd term (after the common tests) Had choir the last 2 days and have been sleeping at 1 the past few nights... won't be surprised of I do the same tonight! Haha.. It's already 12.29 (According to my com clock at least) Well, I'll be getting back both my maths paper later today.. Hmmm.. hope I can scrap through F. Maths.. Hmmm.. but hearing how well people do is sort of like stressing me out.. I mean like who can get A for F maths??? Maybe just the China scholars or sth.. but yeah.. until I discovered some bright people from other classes who like got wonderful results for the common test...

Haha.. Ok.. quite elated with my physics lah.. I mean up to this common test, I have NEVER passed physics... so now that I got a B.. Hmmm.. quite a feat I suppose.. I mean yeah.. considering I have tuition.. should pass lah... I dunno.. maybe the paper is also easier.. but at least it boosts my morale.. Hmm.. if only I'll feel the same way tmr~!~

Okiez.. shall stop here.. got a lot of things to say.. but yeah.. can't seem to get them out.. My mind is in a whirl and in a big fat mess.. Tata~!~

Thursday, July 03, 2003

Sigh!!! Why is F maths the last paper.. SIgh.. I think me gonna do quite badly.. Never really study lorz... See arhz, I still have the following chapters left and it is already 6pm!!!! How???

1. Geometric Progression
2. Confidence Interval
3. Hypothesis testing
4. Central Limit Theorem
5. Simple Harmonic Motion
6. Linear and Vector Space!!!

Hmmm... and there's still the Wimbledon semi finals between Justine Henin-Hardenne and Serena Williams to watch.. plus i feel like sleeping early(How possible is it man>)

Hmmm... Conclusion: Try not to have a paper which is on the last day of the series of block tests and NEVER have a 1 day break before it... simply because...

(i) YOu will be tempted by people who end earlier than you cause they will all be going out
(ii) YOu will never study for your last paper cause you'll feel that is is right for you to slack during your free day after working so hard for the past few papers

I can't think of anymore reasons.. which reminds me, i betta go study now.. so tata~!~

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

Yoyo... haha.. decided to take time out to blog a while.. Hmmm... took 3 papers already.. don't think i will fail any yet.. but econs is a different question... Gotta work my brain cells overtime trying to cram all the stuff in.. bleahz! Hmmm.. okiez.. got 2 mins left to crap.. going to start work at 8.30... Haha.. gotta cram 2 major chap tonight.. plus i'm like drained from physics and maths liaoz.. okiez.. shall not bore you with my grouses.. Hmmm... tmr at least can take sort break cause thurs still got break to study for maths.. Oh well... got nth much liaoz.. just to alert you that I'm still alive and kicking!! And going BoNkErS~!~