Saturday, February 28, 2004

*bwahahahaha!!!* I FINALLY HAVE STRAIGHT HAIR!!!!!!!! HIakz.. yeah.. abeit for only a day.. just went to cut my hair.. yeah.. and before you all jumped to any conclusions that i snipped my lovely long hair off, dun worry... I din! Hahaha.. just trimmed and thinned it somemore.. and the salon helped me blow it straight.. Hiakz... so ya.. tada! straight hair...

Met my JC fren for lunch together with ade... den we went to bugis... talk lor... my fren had to leave earlier.. so me and ade just continued walking.. Finally bought my base coat.. .yeah.. nail polish.. den quite affordable somemore.. only $5.55! After that we decided to vut hair.. so we went down to Orchard.. far east where there is a 'Pointers' salon... Hahaha.. quite reasonable pricing la.. only $14.. but they convinced me to buy a bottle of shampoo which cost like $10.. Hiakz.. spent money today.. but good la.. retail therapy... think I'm getting very stressed over the release of 'A' Level.. just too high expectations which i want to achieve but know it is impossible.. so ya lor... sianz...

Hahaha... monday gotta go work liaoz.. after taking 1 and a half days off, i think i should be quite recharged... Hiakz... plus can go collect my pay.. so ya.. not that bad. wondering if my boss will include the additional 2 hours i worked on the half day.. Hahaha....

Friday, February 27, 2004

Ok... the 'O' lvl results are out.. yeah.. my brother did like extremely well... but ya... ok.. call me a sour grape.. he did so much better than me.. sheesh! sibling rivalry??? sianz... ok.. i'm genuinely happy for him.. but ya.. darn la... measuring up to my own stupid standards.. the person feeling the heat should be my lil' sis and not me.. after all, i'm sort of done and over with the education system.. on the other hand, i'm just not that comfortable with the fact that he did so well... scared that my 'A' level results will come out worse than expected.. dunno... I'll be contented with 2 As, but ya.. just freaking out that i did screw up some obscure paper and in the end won't even get an A.. yeah. call me paranoid.. but one day before the results are out, i will continue to have doubts over my results..

*Disclaimer: I'm definitely not expecting like 4As or sth... but ya.. just greedy i suppose.. hahaha.. i dunno... sighz..

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Ok.. back to today.. yep... went for SMU interview.. well... i dunno how it went.. serious... i mean like i felt as though i was in the room for a very short time.. like comparatively... hahaha.. maybe they are not interested?? sighz.. den it was a totally different kind of interview.. i mean like they started by asking me what i was doing while i waited for my turn.. and i answered them half truthfully that i was reading a book i brought along with me.. I mean i couldn't possible tell them i was stoning what... and i did read something.. Hahaha.. den we just started talking about the book.. and they asked me to tell them a joke?? @_@.. and i was like 'Uh....' yep.. den i dunno... den they asked which essay i did... and ya.. i crapped that i preferred music to cloning.. sth like that la...

den somehow, the topic got dragged onto like crime in other countries.. cause of me and my bug mouth.. they asked me 'what did i think make me like Singapore' or sth likethat.. and i was 'errr....' and a babbled about the safe streets and ya.. so we talked about education and i dunno a lot of other topics.. yeah.. now when i think i back, maybe the interview wasn't that short... I mean ya... can't really have talked about so many things.. Hahaha... Oh well... hahaha.. see lor..

Darn! The 'A' level results will be out next week!!!
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Saturday, February 21, 2004

I bet no one goes one friendster anymore.. Hiakz.. it is damn fast to surf that site now... *NM*

Hahaha.. after a lengthy and teary discussion with my mum abt the bloody job, I'm still undecided.. and it did not help that the IRAS woman is off today when i called and her colleague said we may be posted to other branches.. i din even know the other branches existed! Ya.. so which brings me back to square one...

Friday, February 20, 2004

Darn man.. this sucks.. considering whether i should quite the job at my law firm and work at IRAS instead where the pay is MuCh higher, and i can save on transport and even food.. Bwahahahaha.. ya... cause near my house.. can walk there.. and back for lunch.. and maybe shed a few pounds in the process.. Hiakz.. but ya.. the only reason why i will not quit is if I'm nice..

but sometimes, i think my job now is kind of like exploitation... i mean like i get paid peanuts.. and i mean ya.. got this bloody big jobscope.. ok.. maybe cause i'm pissed today.. the lawyer just threw me this page of cHiNeSe letter and ask me to do up a draft agreement for him.. and i was just given this stupid irrelavent sample.. so when i told him that the sample was irrelavent, he just said sth like 'Oh.. you can learn from it.. blah blah blah...' quite pointless right.. if i give him a draft and he changes every single word in it... ya.. so i was left there sinking in the bloody deep ocean.. Hell.. i dun even know what that sort of argument would look like.. how you expect me to phrase? @_@ i mean it will just seem weird and not 'lawyer-ly' enuf... Sighz.. den the other ppl in the office just said he wanted a draft so he could make amendments... ya... so he might as well have just asked me to translate everything into English for him and he can slowly go and change.. Bleahz...

Ya.. I'm just thinking of a thousand and one reasons to quit this job... Hahaha... but the iras job ar.. will be stuck with some certain ppl.. and i dun wanna invite them to my house for lunch or anything.. ya.. these 2 are like abt the only things holding me back la.. Oh.. actually also cause the other lawyer in the office is very nice to me.. Hahaha... but den the rest of the ppl.. no comments...

and speaking of those some certain ppl.. sigh.... i think the cruise thing is damn screwed.. and i was quite annoyed at how someone can just pangseh her frens.. and forget abt plans she had made earlier.. and she seem so heck care abt it... like so nonchalent like that.. i mean i think her frens may have been looking forward to that for like quite some time.. and they gotta postpone stuff cause of her who din even sound halk apologetic.. So ya.. some one stepped on my tail today. I'm just pissed and easily annoyed... and ya...

And the cruise.. dun get me started... they wanna go for the 4 person one cause it is the cheapest... and they have confirm 3 ppl going... and i think out of the grp of 9, 2 confirm not going.. so ya.. the maths not very hard right... gotta 'fight' for the last place?? Sianz... Ok lor.. den haphazard details... blah blah blah...

Friday, February 13, 2004

sighz.. spy arh.. dun have to suan me liaoz.... say until like that... yah.. my score is considered very good... so ya.. actually any score above 1200 or sth... i think is quite good.. cause my cousin got 12 plus and she got into SMU.. so should be quite ok la...

Monday, February 09, 2004

empress... is it the get your hair dyed in 40 mins one?? Hahaha.. cause i read sth like that.. ya.. some new process la.. but you gotta dry your own hair.. and i dunno if they got treatment one or not...

Sunday, February 08, 2004

lalala... well.. dunno leh.. dun feel like blogging, going online etc etc etc... ya.. i dun mind just sitting in front of my com and listening to the mp3s in my com.. Hahaha.. anyway, went shopping with spy today.. ya.. retail therapy... spent like 60 of dollars.. and SPY!! you owe me $7... Hahaha.. just in case you forget.. Hiakz... anyway, it sort of feels good that I'm spending my own money.. ya.. and like i can spend without like worrying "How am I going to survive for the rest of the month"... Ya.. den dun have to ask my dad for more money also.. Hahaha.. but i think I better be careful too.. before i splurge all my savings on stuff.. Hahaha...

Hmmm... actually i just bought 2 CDs.. and ya.. the V day stuff lor... sigheth... also dunno... sometimes i feel that this v-day pressie exchange thing also a bit no pt.. it's like I'm doing it cause everyone else is doing it that sort of things.. Hahaha... i also dunno... but ya.. i hope this yr the celebration will be ok... Hahaha...

Anyway, i dunno.. i think my job is getting more challenging.. ya.. gotta think more and not make stupid mistakes.. so ya... i think it is both good and bad la.. i mean if I get stuck in a mundane job that does not require thinking, i think I'll become stupid very soon.. Hahaha.. at least it is sth new.. den maybe can learn sth.. Ya.. but must be more careful now and not screw up la... Hahaha...

working 5 dys a week.. den i just slack during the weekend.. den recharge liaoz.. den go back to work.. Hahaha.. quite weird.. i mean it is sth like school.. honestly i dunno which is worse la... i mean when you are working, your transport fare, amt of money you spend on food escalates.. ya.. and i feel like not as much freedom as like when i was a student.. at least can crap during breaks with my classmates.. now like can only talk like what.. during lunch... and it is like a bit hectic like that.. Hahaha. Ya.. den in school can still go home early or go out and walk walk. now after work i just feel like going home and rest my sore aching feet.. Hahaha... maybe i still prefer doing maths problems to typing letters.. Hahaha...

But of course la.. if I'm schooling, den i cannot spend money on CD and the likes liaoz.. sighz.. this is confusing.. Hahaha....

Ok.. i conclude i'm gibbering already... hahaha.. been slaaping late the last 2 nights.. maybe I'm someone who needs more than 8 hours of sleep a day.. Ha! which makes me wonder how i ever managed to survive on 6 a day for the past 4 plus years.. well.. guess I'm adaptable!! Hiakz~!~