Had a purely social weekend.. Ya.. burnt a hole in my pocket too... but ya.. had a nice time just chilling out and catching up... Sat was spent watching Shwen highlight her hair at L'oreal... nice.. but too ex for me.. yawn... den later Amanda and I had todash off to look for pressies.. Hahaha.. Wj that group lurves to give big pressie on these sort of special celebrations.. very unlike.. you know what.. cause this was meant to be a post Valentine celebration... so ya... so we went to Fullerton Hotel and had the chocolate buffet.. it starts at 8.30.. ya.. and we were there till after 11.30.. Hahaha.. not bad huh... but i think it is not too good for a big group cause they only have small tables for like 3 or 4 ppl.. but damn gelate la... chocolate cake, drink, sauce.. ya... nice experience though.. den the music was nice.. they have a pianist and 2 violinist there performing... ya... should go there one day and just get a drink, sit and talk.. Hahaha... maybe when we work...

Den ya.. crys treated like half... for like her pay after working that sort of thing.. Hahaha.. not bad right... den at 11.40 like that we split cause ppl had to make a mad rush for taxi to beat the midnight surcharge... not bad huh...

Ya... met Low Liying??? dunno how to spell.. the St Nicks DM... ya.. she was also in the lobby with a fren.. den she was like staring at us like she seen us before or sth.. Hiakz... so we smiled and waved.. HIakz....

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Yay!!! I lurve my class.. Hiakz.. our first class outing after the 'A's.. ya.. we a bit slow ma.. den i sort of organised it.. so quite proud that 15 out of 21 ppl made it... abt 70%... one of the highest percentage.. unless you count going to school or sth... ya... so we went for lunch.. which was a bit of prob cause ya.. had to like decide on the spot.. Hiakz... den we walked to cine.. ya.. the prob with a big group is that you dunno what to do after eating.. so after walking round cineleisure and failing to get a bowling alley, we all trouped down to starbucks to sit and talk somemore.. but by then abt 5 or 6 ppl left.. so ya... quite funny la.. but quite happy that it worked out...

Hahaha.... so ya... had a busy weekend.. so din have enough sleep... ya.. not like some ppl slacking at home ma... sianz.. and there was a lot a lot of worked piled up for me in the office.. Urgh!! wish i could call in sick.. but I'm just too nice~!~ =)

Screw the freaking digustingly dishonest idiot who stole my phone!!! or rather, picked up my phone and walked away with it.. dunno if I'm more pissed with my carelessness or his dishonesty!!!

Hahaha.. my first choice is FASS lor.. sighz.. still decided on it.. den 2nd is BizAd... but now contemplating if I should change to Science.. den do Mathematics.. HIakz... or. maybe i shouldn't even take FASS at all.. HeLp!!! pls post feedback.. thank you...

Extroverted (E) 56.25% Introverted (I) 43.75% Realistic (S) 55.56% Imaginative (N) 44.44% Emotional (F) 59.46% Intellectual (T) 40.54% Easygoing (P) 68.75% Organized (J) 31.25% Your type is: ESFP You are an Entertainer, possible professions include - veterinarian, flight attendant, floral designer, real estate agent, child care provider, social worker, fundraiser, athletic coach, musician, secretary, receptionist, special events producer, teacher

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Sighz.. I'm spending money like water.. on food~!~ Hiakz.. but i dun really seem to care.. tot I'ld have like saved maybe $3000 or sth by the time i start uni.. but the rate I'm going, fat chancE!! Hiakz... but not as if I care.... and ya... I still have some unfulfilled desires.. I dunno what to buy!!! Sighz.. call this a fix.. yupz.. only food and I'm thinking of going on a diet.. Hiakz.. healthy huh?? anyway, I'm planning to go swimming mayne twice a week on weekdays.. den go running/jogging on sat... Any takers??? HIakz... maybe crazy me will start tomorrow.. though i think it is pretty funny to go to the pool in skirt and stuff.. HIakz....

Sighz.... just applied for NUS.. i dunno.. after i clicked the 'Submit' button, my heart just started palpitating very fast.. Hiakz.. weird right.. i hope i din screw up any of my choices...

American Idol at 10!!! Hahaha.. results tonight.. Sighz... Camille or Leah.. I liked both of them.. Dunno.. I liked Leah after her first performance but the one on the Wildcard special sucked.. I suppose Paula chose her to make up for the disappointment that she suffered during her group round... especially after she got touted by all 3 judges to get into the final 12...

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Did sth stupid.. checked the AMI website.. Hahaha... well.. Spy, dun kill me if you read this before watching the program.. ya.. Leah got voted out... Well.. maybe America didn't like her. I mean it was clear after her semi-final performance i guess... she didn't even make it to the top 3 den...

ok.. I rambled.. again..

Hmmm.. it's been a dreary week... office was quiet and ya.. just quiet and uninteresting and boring... ya.. Hahaha.. today my boss asked me to try and attempt this letter la.. but ya.. i just told him a plain, straight 'No!'.. Hiakz.. ok.. maybe not so direct, but was like 'I'm seriously not interested in it...' Hiakz... I mean not as if he will use my draft... just trying to add to my load... and i can't afford for more work to pile up... cause they just threw me sth else and this girl is going on maternity leave after tmr.. whcih means i must bao3 zhong4! Hahaha...

I think law firms are quite cheapo.. ya.. and i mean even those very big ones that spans like 2 or 3 storeys of a building.. They all use paper files to sort their cases.. Ya. heard it is this 'universal' thing... but it does not look impressive and smart... ya.. but gotta admit if they use ring files for all their client, the firm will go bust... Hahaha.. contradicting huh? but dun like those files which look as though they will burst.. and ya.. youi gotta keep them for a couple of years and by then, the file will be yellow and crumbling.. Eurgh!!!

Sighz.. I hope NUS keep their word and offer me 2 choices for my degree.. Hahaha.. most prob will only utilise 2 out of my choices for both uni...

Accountancy and Business for NTU

and ya.. still deciding to put FASS first or Business for NUS... and darn.. where is my letter from SMU???

Sighz.... my future has not looked so bleak for a very long time.. Sighz.. dunno what to do in Uni.. and if there are any NUS students or staff (though i doubt it,) I would kindly suggest that you all suggest to the speakers to go for some courses to make their speech interesting! Bleahz... it was so bloody boring until I'm seriously considering if i should do PsYcHoLoGy, sth which i had thought i wanted to do for a long long time.. Hahaha...

Sianz.. contemplating Accountancy or Business in NTU.. but my mum is like dead against the idea cause she feels that it is bloody far and not pt suffering.. but ya.. den for NUS i think I'll only go for Arts and Social Science or Business.. but ya.. dunno why I'm actually considering business since I dun exactly like econs.. Hiakz... and i dun intend to get a future job at Raffles PLace after the past 7 weeks there.. HIakz... But ya.. there is absolutely nth to do anymore!!! =(

And ya.. if I'm gonna do Business, I would prefer the NTU one.. though they say the building is crumbling and stuff.. HIakz.. I really dunnoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trying to upload some long overdue photos.. Hiakz.. so sue me! My style!!! yeah.. and procrastination lor... Hahaha... trying to figure out how to work Sony Imagestation... *crosses fingers* and SMU has not replied me yet...

Yes Spy... you are dated... thurs or fri?? Hiakz.. shall call you later.. Where art thou the Empress??? Hiakz... But must remember to wear jeans and flats.. dun intend to walk around town in heels with aching sore feet!! Hahaha...

Sianz... work was hectic... still trying to decide if i wanna quit my job.. life sucks.. yeah.. even when we are out of school!

Hmmm.. i seriously think watching fingernails grow can be quite interesting.. Hiakz.. maybe not literally watching it grow, but suddenly realising how fast it has grown in a span of 1 week or sth.. Hahaha.. i conclude that my fingernails grow like 1 mm a week.. Hiakz.. cause i painted this glossy cover on my nails last week.. so ya.. can see the diff between two parts....

I seriously think I'm either
a) PMS-ing,
b) falling sick or
c) getting increasingly temperamental with damn frequent mood swings...

Hahaha.. reminds me of the time i'm studying and i get really mean and sensitive...

Dunno.. been feeling like that these few days.. ya.. maybe stress at work.. working for bloody long hours can.. and getting paid like peanuts... sianz... ya... reach home at bout 7.30 or 8 these 2 days... like very bu4 gan1 yuan4 like that... and despite sleeping from 8 plus to 10.15 last night, and 1 am to 8 plus this morning, I'm still feeling tired. Sighz... I need retail therapy soon... or I'll explode!!! or just half a day off.

Things to buy: a bag, nice nail polish colour... maybe CD.. Thinking of getting the Sammi Cheng compilation or may stick to Liang Jing Ru... Any advice? or maybe i should just save up! =) My account money does not seem to be increasing.. just stagnant....

I really think colorgenics can read my mind...
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You seem to be trying to sweep aside the situations (and maybe the people) that you feel are standing in your way. You are impulsive and apt to follow these impulses seeking to be involved in special or exciting happenings. In this way you hope to deaden the intensity of your conflicts, but your impulsive behavior is leading you to take some unnecessary risks. Back down a little and remember 'more haste - less speed'.

You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.

Oh well... everything is out.. it's 1 day after the heartache.. Oh well.. won't really call it a heartache.. just my stupid pride getting in the way i suppose.. i'm perfectly satisfied with my results and should be.. but ya... just that 75% of my school did better than me... I mean like *ouch*! but shall not whine much here.. after all, i did expect sth like it.. and i was quite surprised i took it quite calmly.. when i saw my name 4th from the bottom of my class list... and learning that so and so got 3 As or 4As.. I mean i did expect them to get that sort of results... and ya.. I know i did not put in as much effort as them and whatever... so i should not be complaining. But there's just this niggling pain when you hear ppl around you whom you know doing extremely well...

Hahaa.. sth funny happened.. my mum called my dad to tell him my results and he tot i got 1A and 3Ds... Hiakz.. miscommunication! And ya.. my econs tutor actually predicted I'll get an 'A' for econs.. I think she's nuts.. I've barely been doing well.. just 1 essay to change her opinion of me.. Hmmm... not bad huh....

It's hard.. did not feel like crying then.. but now, maybe reality has just sunk in.. still dun feel like crying, but taking it more personal now.. I suppose maybe it has to do with having a smart sibling. Not that ppl are comparing and i know i shuldn't feel this way.. he has been nice to me and stuff.. but it's like I'm doing 'consistently morderately well' while he has been doing 'consistently very well'... ya.. and I'm quoting my mum.. who quoted my aunt... I mean ya.. I know that I'm not that good... but sometimes, things doesn't have to be so obvious.. I mean I hate being like the 2nd fiddle sometimes... or even if I am, you dun have to be so obvious abt it...

And I'm sore bout my GP grades.. not that i din expect it.. in fact, scared I'll fail cause ya, my GP has most of the time been hovering at the brink of a pass or fail... but it can also be quite erratic.. like doing decently well.. was hoping for a B.. but ya. just wasn't mean to be.. and like maybe the feeling of letting down my tutors and ppl around me who had higher expectations of me.. Ya.. ego and pride again...

Ok... enough of whining... but just some innermost feelings... I mean ya... just trying to get over it.. and ya.. I will zi1 zu2 chang2 le4.. I mean like maybe cause of the bloody school I'm in.. so just feeling a little off... should really count my blessings cause ya... my grades are very decent and I think i did better than some ppl who expected more and put in more effort... but just in a way pissed with myself for maybe slacking too much in year 1... but all the same, i had a good 2 years in jc.. really enjoyed myself a lot and learnt a lot.. so ya... as for future path, hahaha.. contemplating to turn into a mugger... just to do well and prove myself.. but can i really??? and a bit too late right??

Hahaha... SMU, NUS or NTU??? preferably SMU... but now it is all up to luck cause i went for the interview liaoz... den NTU is too bloody far.. and i really have no idea what course to take.. I mean the only thing I think I'm interested in is psychology... but ya.. note the words in bold.. I mean i would like doing maths... but a bit impractical.. and my physics tutor feels that i should go into engineering.. but my mum thinks I'm not cut out for it though I dun mind trying it.. If i noe what the job scope entails.. but at the same time, i like meeting ppl and stuff... and ya... talking...