I'm a naughty girl today.. I'm blogging in my stats lessons!!! Mwahahaha... oh well... there is this certain element of guilt.. but i have my laptop in front of me and i'm trying to download some security pack... so hmmm... might as well right... probability... Sianz... shall go home and nua later... i feel so proud of myself... i actually finished one article for my political science readings!!! Hooray!

Oh ya... and i forgot to mention that the lighting at Zouk creates this luminous effect on white/light coloured stuff... so some ppl would wear white and attract attention lar... but some had quite a nice effect to the clothing. and from my frens, my brown hair looked grey... and my eyes looked weird... Haha... oh! your teeth gets illuminated too... Haha.. quite freaky though...

Speaking of clothing, i dunno wad to say.. maybe i'm conservative or sth.. but there were a few ppl who just erm... wore practically nth?? Try picturing a halter top that has a plunging neckline, tied only at the back, and just covers your bra... Hmmmm... I bet my mum'll kill me if i ever dare wear sth like dat out of the house....

Oh ya.. and to continue my clunning experience... Hmmm... saw the 'ugly' side of it as well... there was this girl who was being carried out by a guy... dunno if she fainted or was too drunk or sth.. quite unsightly la... not to mention she was wearing a skirt... so erm... was quite exposed...

Den there was puke on the floor... haha... and i heard someone i met was so dead drunk, her friends had to bring her out for a walk...

Hmmm... But i think dancing can burn calories... imagine bouncing to music for like 1 hour without realising that time actually passes so quickly... But it was the sea of people tt was quite scary... you just get pushed around and squashed when ppl try to walk past...

If you wanna just go clubbing for the alcohol, you might as well go to a pub/bar... at least there got nice music... clubbing more for dancing lar... you can't hear each other above the loud and heavy music... so no point trying to have conversations... haha... experience la...

Cubbing Experience:

Haha.... Went to Zouk yesterday... freshmen bash!Well, what would you say to a mass of people, sticking close to each other bobbing/bouncing to the music?? It was fun... the music they played was very loud and you can hear the thump of every single beat... Not to mention the place was generally dark with the occassional spotlight flashing...

I've decided to revert to my old layout.. sick of the white one and i dun have time to go source for more skins... Haha... not to mention my creative juices are squeezed dry... so tadah! Colour my world people!

No more Olympic mania for me... now, it's back to school, work, projects and more projects...
Bah!

What i disappointment.. Khorkina's routine during the uneven bars finals was disrupted and it ended her quest to be the 1st gymnast to win the event 3 consecutive times or sth like dat.. Sianz... but i suppose that's how the sports arena is like... you win some, you lose some.

Ok.. i think I'm over olympics liaoz cause the events lined up for the next week looks quite boring.. Sigh... after the long 4 year wait, it's gonne be over in 2 weeks and we gotta wait for another 4 years... Beijing 2008! not bad huh???

This Olympics... stars: Michael Phelps!!! he's like the most promising guy out there...

Shall spend my time catching up on my readings... the brain is a complicated organ... and the argument about brain and mind is like some philosophy thing... it goes in circles!!! which reminds me, i gotta start reading this 60 over pages thing for political science...

IN school now, making use of their electricity to charge my laptop battery and to use the net here... mwahahaha!!! staying behind for some gathering for band... still dunno wad to join.. but just trying things that i have an interest in...

Stats earlier was a bore...

OK.. i stand to be corrected.. i think they are showing!! Yay!!! and i better get out of the house like now!!!

I'm going to the airport, the airport, the airport... I'm going to the airport to eat Swensons!!! Haha... ok.. i know that's quite lame... But yeah... really looking forward to the trip to the far far east later!~! Speaking of which, i better make this entry short and sweet cause I'm gonna be late if i dun... Haha...

Yeah... stayed awake till 4 last night getting tennis updates.... Bah!!! Mediacorp, the official Olympics Channel decided not to show the women's semifinal match between Justine Henin Hardenne and Anastasia Myskina... choosing instead to show like 2 female soccer matches!!! Arghz!!!! So I was getting the results via some chatroom... and it was a vey epic match!!! But Justine won!!! Yay!!! She was on the brink of defeat.. but fought back like crazy!!! Hahaha....

Oh.. and Svetlana Khorkina didn't manage to win the Gold for All- Around... Gotta admit though tt Pattison (the winner's) floor routine was only slightly better... Haha.. I'm biased... but i think there is some bias in the judges scoring.. but I'm also not a trained judge.. so i would not know.. Haha... she has one more event left! The Uneven Bars finals!! I hope she gets Gold... I remembered that last Olympics, she fell off the uneven bars during the team finals... scary can~!~ HAha... Phelps!!! Stunning victory in the 100m butterfly!!! Darn.. today swimming last day liaoz... Tennis women singles finals also today... OH ya!! Did i mention that I dun think Mediacorp is showing it again... Bah!!!

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Oh no!!! Susilo crashed out of the Olympics! Darn! and it was a good chance for him to get a medal since all the top seeds were out... guess it's not meant to be... but yeah.. could see from his face that he was very tired... ther ewasn't this *sparkle* or fight back or anything... but yeah... too many times, the shuttlecock just bounced off the net... Sianz..

Singapore medal hopes are now on Li Jiawei... Haha.. couldn't stand her Jap opponent yesterday... Her opponent was yelping and screeching at almost every point and it was annoying~!~

I lurve gymnastics! but only watch the women's competition... see how graceful they can be... my fav apparatus is the uneven bars... yeah... mainly cause Svetlana Khorkina of Russia is known as the 'Queen of Bars' Haha... she's gunning for her 3rd consecutive GoLd on uneven bars... but seems like she's facing some tough competition... I liked her since Sydney 2000... Lurve her gracefulness and the fact that she has managed to become a successful gymnast even though she is 1.64 m.. too tall for a gymnast... I think she's a 5 time European all-round champion or sth... Not to mention this is gonna be her last Olympics... I hope she will do well in the Individual all round and for the uneven bars finals... Jiayou!!!

And yeah... tennis... Justine Henin Hardenne from Belgium is on course for her 1st Olympic Gold after being out of competition for the past 4 or 5 mths... She was down with a virus infection or sth.... but there are still tougher opponents out there... I like her cause she's short for a tennis player but she can still outplay her taller and more powerful opponents! Way to go Juju!!!

Hmmmm... i just realise i admire ppl who can outdo their competitors even though they are physically disadvantaged... (Like Khorkina being a tall gymnast and Justine a short tennis player...)

But yeah... so i MUST mention this.. last night's amazing race!!! Charla and Mirna got eliminated... can't say i like them a lot... but i really take my hat off to Charla... She set out to show the world that despite being struck with a form of dwarfism, she is still able to go all out and compete!!! I admire her courage, her tenancity, her strongwill and everything... but can't stand her team-mate though... really cannot make it lar... it's like she's always whining and moaning and to a certain extent, she pushes ALL the roadblock that she doesn't want to do to Charla... I dun remember her doing a lot of Roadblocks... Charla did the eating choco, went underground and ate ostrich egg... and Mirna sort of 'forced' Charla to choose the Roulette detour in the very first episode cause she seems to be some addict... Yeah... and i din like the fact Charla made use of her dwarfism to get airline tickets first...

And i think Charla and Mirna keeps thinking that the other teams look down on Charla's handicap but it does not seem like the case... They feel tt other teams are up to no good and everything.. and Mirna was b*tchy enuf to ask the ticketing guy not to give the rest of the groups any tix.... Seems like a very malicious person lor... But not tt Colin and Christie were not at fault... but yeah....

Later they are showing tennis and gymnastics on TV!!! Yay!!! yeah.. betta go do my research and hw first...

Hmmm... i seem to enjoy staying in school.. it's the 2nd day in a row tt i find myself in the school lib tapping away at my laptop... Haha.... but yar... maybe to make travelling here worth it ba... and i htink like i'm hoggin 1 table on my own.. not that i'm complaining.. den can shun bian charge my battery here... just hope it will charge up soon.. i also wanna go home... got some psycho reading to do...

Stats lect today was a bore... reading from the notes.. i also know wad.. sianz... and i was late... lesson: never wear heels when you intend to be just on time cause you may be stuck in a rickety old bus and ya.. gotta rush up a stupid hill.... ok.. luckily the prof haven't started yet... and i wasn't the last.. so i'm not exactly complaining...

Dunno wad CCA to join.. there are several meetings occurring later today... but i dun even know wad i wanna join!!! Sianz.. wondering if i wanna go for tt.. but ya... want to do a million and 1 thing... anyway i can always join them next term wad right?? Haha... den wanna go for some toastmasters thing.. but it's till 9.15 tmr.. Bleahz... thurs i got long day somemore. so still contemplating...

Ok.. i realise tt was very much just gushing about my timetable... but ya... though i'm doing 5 modules but i think the load is still ok leh... But i enjoy the time i have... can go socialise.... but though i see ppl i know, invariably, we are just reduced to saying 'Hi' cause we are all with our new-found-friends... I suppose there is just this need to try and widen our social circle... be it just to have some ppl to stick with... or ppl from your faculty so we can go for classes togather... sianz...

I think i'm gonna haf to juggle my time betw diff grp of frens... there's the ppl i know from sn, the ppl from vj, ppl taking my course, ppl taking my course but diff block, my OG... sianz...

Ya.. just found out one half of the guy population in soc sc is in all my classes except for 1 i think... ya.. my direct senior from vj... but tt's not the point...

*ok.. i'm trying to chat and blog at the same time and i think it's quite hard to reconcile the 2.. but i shall try...*

Ya.. where was I??? Hmmm... ya... my courses?? oh ya.. spent a bomb on textbooks today.. i hope they are of use man.. or else it's damn waste money lor... a hundred over leh...
~!~heartpain~!~

tmr's another short day... and a late one at that... at least can save money on lunch...

HAhaha... I'm back from my 1st day of school!!! Yeah... i kinda like my timetable though it's a 5 day week cause i have quite a lot of free time on Mon, Tues and Fri... I only have 1 and a half hour long lessons.. den got time to socialise/slack and just chill around... Wed and thurs my longer days lar... but the good thing is that the lessons are 15 min apart.. so i wun get stuck in school for the whole day... some of my frens got lesson at 8.30 till like maybe 11.. den wait till 3.30 to 6.45... that's quite bad... my latest day is 5 and i got no early days!!! can't ask for more...

I'm in the school library using my laptop and the net here... sianz... I'm listening to stupid jokes... actually my lessons over liaoz.. but ya.. just stay with my OG lor... Bought books today.. spent over a 100!!! Argh!!! Can buy 2nd hand but diff edition.. might as well get new one den can sell higher next year also... Haha... but my psycho book's gonna last me for 4 years.. so not tt bad.. i think i'm going off soon.. still wanna go get a router and my laptop case.. sianz..

I wanna go for the freshman bash leh.. but dunno if got parental approval or not... sianz... wanna go with my OG... but those going are sort of chiongsters la... so a bit funny also lor... but ya... can trust them la... but failure rate quite high la... Haha...

I really gonna start appreciating a hot shower... Haha... after bathing for cold water for the past 2 days.. actually it wasn't tt bad... but in a public toilet, one can't take their own sweet time... just wanna go there and get out fast... plus the cubicles were like flooded cause i think many girls drop hair or sth...

Yuo... just came back from orientation camp... quite fun i suppose... except tt when you dun really know ur grp ppl very well initially, plus all of us sort of come from different background... so a bit had to really click... i mean we had no problem breaking the ice and stuff and they are all nice and enthu... but after a while, there will be the sports/popular ppl who will stick back with their clique, ppl will go mix with their own frens, or just diff wavelength like betw ppl from jc n poly, views on matters and stuff... so can be quite a headache... but wadeva it is, i'm glad we did stuff as a group.

Our grp showed tt we are slack but can win also lor.. i mean like which grp will wake up at 7.30 and take their time to change/fold sleeping bags in the room at 7.35 when everyone is supposed to gather at like 7.30.. a bit ridiculous rught... den we'lll just sit in our own corner and stuff... but when it came to telematch/games, can see tt we sort of all went out for it... Ya.. but dunno.. the games played weren't exactly wad i expected... i tot usually these sort of camps would haf like disgusting forfeits or games tt would haf some sexual implication but surprisingly, the games played were rather clean... the only instant i can think of is tt i sort of got 'kissed' on the lips by another gal cause i was holding a banana in my mouth and she was supposed to peel and eat it.. other than tt, it was the usual(ly stupid) stuff like dog n bone, flour games... Maybe the camp just emphasised more on promoting teamwork and stuff... cohesion, cooperation and wad haf you.

But dunno leh... gotta see a lot more ppl out there... ppl whom i would normally just steer clear cause i dun like their style like an ah lian or sth.... but i realise they are not tt bad la... btw, is there sth wrong with girls cursing??? I mean like we were playing 'Heart Attack' and then i sort of just said 'tmd' and the rest playing were like so bloody shocked. I mean i dun use them often la... but i dun exactly see wad's wrong with it lor... Or maybe i dunno the 'ranking' of such vulgarities... i mean i rather say 'tmd' than compared to threatening to 'stuff ____ up your a**" wad... but some ppl dun see it tt way... funny...

Yeah.. and some guys really dun look their age... they look very young like haven't gone into ns yet.... and they obviously never act their age la... One observation is tt guys would only like 'chio bu-s' Haha.. the guys in my grp were like scrutinising every girl they see during meal time or sth.. but they are nice lar... got treated to prata/drinks the last 2 nights... Haha!

Actually i dun mind being an ogl for the camp la... my ogl was a bit crap, disappearing half the time... but she is very nice though... Maybe as we are older also, there is no point trying to force us to do things tt we dun wanna do cause it's no pt wad...

Haha... wad a very long entry... *hey... i dun write such long entries everytime la...* i'm aching and i got a horrible tan mark cause the sun was so strong this afternoon... after it sort of drizzled... stupid right... den i was wearing berms... so can see a tan mark halfway up my thighs... but should fade soon la.. or i'll just go out in jeans or sth lor... Haha...

This camp is not very strenous... except i din get to sleep much... but tt's also pretty much by choice cause we were like free after 10 every night or sth like tt lar... but ya... went to play cards, talk crap, eat until quite late... but one thing is tt i'm very dehydrated... Haha.. maybe tt's why I'm like lighter on my weighing scale now.. Haha~!~

Anyway, i'm sort of like done here... haha... nvm...

*headache*... massive headache... bidding lor... my timetable was very nice.... 4 day week... tues to fri with the earliest at 10.15 which is perfectly ok for me.... den my intro to psychology course... bleahz... mon and wed... sianz leh... so now thinking whether i should take some perspective on politics module first which is on thurs and keep my mon free... at the same time, also dunno if i can get my stats exemption.. cause it is on 2 days... so if i get exempted, i will get 2 day free... but i dunno when the stupid stats result will be out!! Darn! Comments anyone?

Hahaha.. i cut my hair! Sorry peeps... can't upload the photo now... maybe another day... Haha... but not exactly very short... cut a fringe... and now shoulder length... can't tie now...

Lost a side of my contacts.. Grrr!!! dunno leh... was wearing it today in my right eye.. tot it went in... but den when i look up, everything blur blur one.. sianz... hope it din get stuck in the eye or sth... Bleahz.. but can't seem to find it on the floor or anywhere...

Been out with my family today.. and last night... can't remember the last time we did tt... but it is nice ya.... just crapping with my brother and sister... den talking to my mum and dad.... Haha... when we are at home, we'll just be too absorbed in our own world, doing work, on the com, watching tv and everything.. it's nice tt everyone make an effort to still have these bonding activities~!~ =)

Gonna get my timetable tmr... Hope i get my lessons arranged in a nice way.. (ie: not too early lessons and preferably a shorter week) Actually i think it is possible cause i have like only 3 or 4 modules (if I'm assigned to take English this term) den thinking of bidding for one more module which i suppose i can choose a suitable day... Thinking of doing intro to psycho..but dunno if the bidding will be very competitive... Haha....

Haha... den next time go shopping must get more presentation style clothes... heard for SMU better to have a blazer.... so may get a suit or sth... eeee!! so business-like.. but heard ppl who did business course in poly also had to go thru this sort of presentation and stuff.... I'll just play by ear.. dun think i have to do a presentation so fast ba... *cross my fingers.. and toes...*

Other than tt, i think i'm going off now... gonna play my lappie~!~ Yay!!!

Argh!!! I'm freaking out!!! Bloody hell... just saw a discussion on GPA and how to graduate with high honours and the works! Gah! I haven't even started school yet... which just leaves me to conclude - There are also nerds.. absolute NERDS i tell you, in SMU despite all the talk about us being different!

Bah! 'have a goal on mind' was one of the phrase someone used and it's SCARY i tell you.. with a capital 'S'. I haven't even figured how to bid! the courses to take and i dun even know if i can fit into their 'very-verbal' culture...

Argh!! I'm getting the 'start-of-school' jitters!!!

I hate over-enthu ppl!!! they are very intimidating... I'm talking about some ppl in this CIP project i've signed up for; arranging private meetings with the head of the organisation for dunno wad reasons... trying to get info from seniors. Ey.. should at least give the blur ppl a chance wad... Bleahz!

Argh!!! I'm bored at home again.. rotting in front of the com though i seriously think i need to get started studying for the stats test.. sianz...

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School is starting soon!!! Sorry.. i dun mean to suan the ppl who have already started.. But i'm sort of getting waves after waves of anxiety attack... I'm supposed to study for this stats test which will be held next Sat... But i've just only finished the binomial notes which is my 3rd chapter out of 15 plus i still have to read up about another topic... And not to mention pangs of anxiety... I'm worried about my bidding thingee... esp seeing how much of a headache some NUS students are facing...

Not to mention - Convocation.. gotta wear black skirt and long sleeve white shirt... go shopping again? Saw some nice black skirts at pepper plus.. but dun feel like shopping... still gotta go make contacts - the problem: dnno to go back to my optician or to go to a new one...

Parents not going for convocation... chose a meet-the parent session over it.. actually i din really mind... and now i still dun... but was on the forum just now where they were having this fervour discussion... feeling pangs of loneliness now...

Sianz.. and i sort of slack my day away.. spent half the day sleeping.. woke up at noon... and after lunch been using the com since...

Can't find the cruise photos on my com.. gotta go dig the CD up now...

Oh ya.. need to go to Sim Lim to get a laptop case for my laptop *DuH!* having complaints that it is turning dusty liaoz... Wanted to go today but it started pouring after lunch and i din wanna go after the sun came out cause i was happily seated in front of the com. Maybe i go tmr.. and shun4 bian4 get some re-writable CD... den can organise my mp3s yet again... And if i'm feeling ambitious, can go toa payoh, fix my contacts and try on the black skirt... but i still wanna look for a new blog layout... and study my stats... Oh... and i forgot my pencil case! Gah!