The other things in life...

I have been neglecting my blog... and no, it is notthat I have nothing to blog about, but it is again one of those mundane, whining session which I'm quite sick of.

Blogs are for expressions! and yet, mine is just an outlet for me to vent my frustrations. Do I really have nothing to talk about besides studies? or how bad school life is? I wonder...

Am I just nonchalant about what is going on around me, or have no interest in other things?

RMSS midterms is finally over... It was ok I guess..

But I seem to have a knack for oacking my day full when all I really really want/need is a good rest. It is kinda irritating cause I am also not getting enough sleep. I hate it but I'm still struggling to keep awake as I type this entry.

Procrastination - been starting to study super last minutes for 2 of my midterms. it's like I start studying 1 or 2 days before when I actually have a whole week to do it. It's annoying whe nI'm pressed for time, but I just don't get the urgency to start earlier.

I still feel lost. It's like floundering, taking a day a a time, doing projects when you should ad waiting for people to do sth before you do. I no longer take the initiative or actively participate. This is bad! Maybe I'm spending too much time with the 7 dwarves as Fran calls them. I dun think I should be so involved, but at the same time, it has become a habit.

On the other hand, one thing I've learnt is that listening in RMSS and copying notes has paid off because it is a lot easier to study. Except that the final exams is purportedly 2 essay questions! Very good!

Been contemplating certain things of late... career path, things to do after I graduate... It's like some big conspiracy. I dunno where each path leads. Sometimes, I feel like writing long philosophical entries.. but then again, who would want to read them? Maybe I should just write it for myself...

Sigh.. I think I'm starting to speak gibberish. I'll survive my packed day tmr... actually, I dun have to do much. But it's just the thought of spending it in school instead of at home that irks me! and then it's the weekend again...

My class has started for 38 mins. and I'm still at home...

Reeling from the after effects of a hectic day.. Imagine sleeping at 2 plus, waking up for an 830 class, eating a sandwich from 7-11, then having a meeting from 12 to 5 plus and then going for a dinner...

My battery ran flat yesterday... spent this morning trying to rush an assignment that is due for today's 12 noon class.. and I decided... heck.. shall just miss the class to see doc, then can start revising for RMSS and then go for driving after that... and I'll have to make up for the class tomorrow... which gives me less time to study for RMSS... Arghz!

It's a vicious cycle... I need to reorganise and re-prioritise... which reminds me, i better get off this blog too!

Gillian likes Settler's Cafe. It is a place whereby you can spend your time playing different kind of games. It's rather interesting and I think it's fun!

Been feeling rather overwhelmed. This week-long 'hols' is whizzing by me and even though I'm going back to school everyday, I don't feel that much work is being done. In fact, project meetings are there for the sake of having meetings or sth. Sometimes, I feel that I'm sitting in a room of strangers and there are awkward pauses and periods of silence. Like some blind date whereby you have exhausted all conversational topic.

Need to study for my RMSS test on Thursday. A highly intelligent prof would definitely ask highly tricky mcq questions - my philosophy. So yeah.. time to hit the books.

I've not driven for 10 days and counting. I think i'm experiencing withdrawal symptoms!

Hmmm... it's been a couple of days. 2 midterms down.. one more in like 2 weeks time.

Feel kinda guilty over Socio. I had time to study, but chose to procrastinate mugging for it until the day before. On top of that, I wasted loads of time and got myself hooked onto maplestory again. Yeah.. How smart can I get? Luckily I felt that the paper was do-able. Except that well, each mcq and fill in the blank is worth 2 marks. So erm... good luck if I'm careless or overlook sth...

Been sort of productive today. settled some project stuff and things... but that's about all.. Break next week.. let's see how much of a break I'll have..

I'm supposed to be in school for a meeting in half an hour's time.. and you've guessed it right.. I'm still happily sitting at home in front of my laptop...

I kinda just refuse to move out of my chair.. I dunno why... Or maybe I do... It's too nice a day to go to school. It ruins my mood for studying Sociology for the rest of the day.

I'm so gonna fail Sociology because I seem ot have no such interest in it. at least I bothered about Democracy last sem. I seem to be hecking Sociology.

Mid terms in 3 days time. Bah!

Sigh.. I realise that my pic has not been appearing for some time... But I'm really too lazy to change my skin... Lazy me should be studying for socio mid term.. but I have declared freedom for myself since like.. erm... yesterday after CAT midterms?

Bwahahaha.. I'm such a slacker!!! No class tmr morning some more.. Woohoo!!!

and I should really really go hit my sociology book... and memorise the million and one terminology Prof has been going thru in class.. Bleahz...

Argh!!! I'm freaking out 6 hours before my CAT midterm!!!

In my last-ditch attempt to mug for CAT, I tried 2 'test-prep' examples that my prof put up. BAD BAD mistake!!! I end up getting more lost! I really hope the test later won't be like that! I shall go sleep soon... But first.. I need to solve 1 last puestion on probability.. Arghz!!!!

I was certain of my decision yesterday... pangs of regret hit me today.

I am so indecisive. Ladida~!~