RMSS midterms is finally over... It was ok I guess..

But I seem to have a knack for oacking my day full when all I really really want/need is a good rest. It is kinda irritating cause I am also not getting enough sleep. I hate it but I'm still struggling to keep awake as I type this entry.

Procrastination - been starting to study super last minutes for 2 of my midterms. it's like I start studying 1 or 2 days before when I actually have a whole week to do it. It's annoying whe nI'm pressed for time, but I just don't get the urgency to start earlier.

I still feel lost. It's like floundering, taking a day a a time, doing projects when you should ad waiting for people to do sth before you do. I no longer take the initiative or actively participate. This is bad! Maybe I'm spending too much time with the 7 dwarves as Fran calls them. I dun think I should be so involved, but at the same time, it has become a habit.

On the other hand, one thing I've learnt is that listening in RMSS and copying notes has paid off because it is a lot easier to study. Except that the final exams is purportedly 2 essay questions! Very good!

Been contemplating certain things of late... career path, things to do after I graduate... It's like some big conspiracy. I dunno where each path leads. Sometimes, I feel like writing long philosophical entries.. but then again, who would want to read them? Maybe I should just write it for myself...

Sigh.. I think I'm starting to speak gibberish. I'll survive my packed day tmr... actually, I dun have to do much. But it's just the thought of spending it in school instead of at home that irks me! and then it's the weekend again...