I'm lacking in topic to write.. blog about.. whatever.... Maybe cause all my entries seem to be complain-y about school... <-- Means i got nth much to complain about school... Yay!!!

Should blog about brighter, cheerier topics.. Like???

Hols are coming!!! I should be going for carolling I think... But now i'm just croaking away...

Haha.. It's over!!! It's over!!!

no more breaking out in cold sweat, no more sweaty palm... and no more individual presentation... at least for this term...

next term's timetable sucks... got lessons either at 8.30 or end at 6.45... gotta analyse and see how to plan my timetable... I want a free day!!!

Whoever decided that school must start in the morning? WHO decided that we should only haf 24 hrs a day??? Bah! I need more time...

Stupid, mugging, presentation week...

3 more days to FrEEDOM!!! 24 hours to individual presentation.. Booz...

How scary can it get???

Good morning Ladies and Gentlemen.. this is Gillian Koh from .... Thank you for your time, Good bye...

I feel so LiBeRaTED!!! Woo Hoo!!! I declared today 'No-School Day'!!! *Streamers and balloons*

Haha... did the above like give you an insight of the inside state of my mind now??? Crappy as usual... Finally ponned stats... After 10 weeks of school.. I honestly din know why it was so hard to pon lesson when I started uni when last time I have no qualms about ponning like physcis lecture for the whole year??? Especially given that Stats is like zzz....

The competitiveness of the whole environment is getting to me.. Even my mum realises it... she thinks I'm giving myself too much pressure to perform well... But i dun think it is entirely my fault.. blame the culture...

I mean there were people who would say things like 'Oh... you are gonna be a threat to me" abeit jokingly, when she realised I did the same question as her for some spastic test... Like huh??? Just because I did not bad on a couple of practice letters?? Me... a C6-er for GP a threat?? Jokingly yes.... but why jokes like this??? Rubbish!!!

And how not to be competitive for modules like bloody stats cause the whole class did well?? Like 2 mistakes and i'm below average... Sigh.. I miss the 'fail-test-also-heck-care' Gillian...

Dun get me wrong.. I like my environment, my school, my modules... but I just wish I can come home and slack instead of having to meet datelines. Not to mention stupid presentations... Like huh??? But so far my profs are quite encouraging... *phew* But usual comments are not to hide in one corner and present but to stand in front of the class... Haha... training in progress...

I spend a lot of time online and most of them like crapping and chatting... and I still go for dinners and stuff... but when I'm back into my school work mode, I can go nuts...

The woes of a undergrad... 2 more weeks.. GamBate~!~

Hmmm... anyone can shed light on how come the number of posts I have on my blog does not seem to change whenever I log in although i posted new stuff?

I screwed up my bloody day lar... Or rather, i missed this meeting with one of my project mates... Sorry gal... I tot it was tmr... and she tot it was today... and I'm super screwed... Got a lot of stuff to do... Lemme indulge in a bit of good natured whining... I'm seriously so sick and tired of LiFe!!! I just wanna skip school tmr... BaH~!~

MIA... Me... Yea... synonymous...

It's too early to blog sth... Was too ambitious to drag myself up bright and early for stats lesson... at 8.30... Bah.. shouldn't have slept at 230... Whoever who ruled that lessons had to start before 10 is a moron... and I even haf trouble waking up for 10am lessons!

Attending this talk by a psychology professor on 'development' later... Went for part 1 yesterday... She made a good point that when we are going, the 'friendship' that we have with people are actually 'peerships'. As in we are all there to, in a crude way, make use of one another as we need the support from each other to develop.

Sad but true... I think back of the 'friends' i have and think of how many I actually bother to keep in touch with. How many names do I have stored in my handphone that I have never sent a message to or talked to for the past few months? Futility of human life... I'm so sick of it...

Forgive me... it is just too early in a stats class to be coherent enough... I'm looking forward to my year end break. So many things to do again... and I bet I won't even come close to completing half the things I intend to do.... Mwahahaha...

I got problem with my gmail... Booz... I'm tired... shall go sleep early.. though i doubt it'll happen... lesson tmr... zzz...

Gillian is bleary and stoned after spending hours reading napster-related stuff on her laptop... with a mixture of English, Chinese and Cantonese songs blasting from her media player... After she got her router.. you can find her plonked right in front of her lappie in her room almost every night without fail!!! WooHOo!!! Welcome to my project infested world!!!

Haha... the 1st day after the break.. Sighz... din even felt like I had a break... not bad ya... but then again, shall not complain cause I did have time to slack... Now, the whirlwind of activities, meetings, presentations and tests have started again... Wish me luck and pray that I have the strength to last another 6 weeks... :) (I'll be eternally grateful)

Contemplating getting a tag board... just that I feel that it may be under utilised... Anyway, that shall come later... Dun have the time to do all the bloggy stuff now... which reminds me that this layout is a wee bit too old too... Oh well.. these trivial stuff will have to wait!!!

Sighz... so disgusted at the way Singapore Idol has turned out.. but Hey.. it is like my only source of entertainment on TV nowadays... The rest are spent in front of my com lar... Haha... Are they tone deaf?? Or does it just prove a point that 'Money will make the World go round?' Hmmm.. if they didn't charge such an exorbitant price for one vote... I'll gladly vote... but 50 cents iS a bit TOO MUCH!!! That is 2 Macdonalds ice cream cones lor...

Okiez... Enough crapping... Long day tmr... proj meeting and studying for stats... and going out to buy clothes.. Gonna burn a big hole in my pocket.. SoBz...

Hmmm... how fast 7 weeks can change a person... Yeah.. Me! I'm descending into the realm of muggerhood fast and furiously... I have a stats test next fri and I'm actually *GoSh* contemplating muGGing for it now... when in the past I'll just start the day before the test or sth... Plus given that it is stats... which what I have learnt is nothing compared to what I was trying to do 10 months ago for A levels... oh.. which seems so distant now... Oh well.. Actually i dun think I'll get down to it today.. But i'll start soon... Maybe it is just seeing the people around you and the things they are doing are affecting you... LiFe! It is all about competition.. Sad but true.. But i'm so glad for this break.. at least I have time for myself instead of just for projects...

had a good time yodelling my lungs out yesterday... Singing is thereupatic! I miss singing... Wish i could harmonise though...