I feel so LiBeRaTED!!! Woo Hoo!!! I declared today 'No-School Day'!!! *Streamers and balloons*

Haha... did the above like give you an insight of the inside state of my mind now??? Crappy as usual... Finally ponned stats... After 10 weeks of school.. I honestly din know why it was so hard to pon lesson when I started uni when last time I have no qualms about ponning like physcis lecture for the whole year??? Especially given that Stats is like zzz....

The competitiveness of the whole environment is getting to me.. Even my mum realises it... she thinks I'm giving myself too much pressure to perform well... But i dun think it is entirely my fault.. blame the culture...

I mean there were people who would say things like 'Oh... you are gonna be a threat to me" abeit jokingly, when she realised I did the same question as her for some spastic test... Like huh??? Just because I did not bad on a couple of practice letters?? Me... a C6-er for GP a threat?? Jokingly yes.... but why jokes like this??? Rubbish!!!

And how not to be competitive for modules like bloody stats cause the whole class did well?? Like 2 mistakes and i'm below average... Sigh.. I miss the 'fail-test-also-heck-care' Gillian...

Dun get me wrong.. I like my environment, my school, my modules... but I just wish I can come home and slack instead of having to meet datelines. Not to mention stupid presentations... Like huh??? But so far my profs are quite encouraging... *phew* But usual comments are not to hide in one corner and present but to stand in front of the class... Haha... training in progress...

I spend a lot of time online and most of them like crapping and chatting... and I still go for dinners and stuff... but when I'm back into my school work mode, I can go nuts...

The woes of a undergrad... 2 more weeks.. GamBate~!~