Ok... the 'O' lvl results are out.. yeah.. my brother did like extremely well... but ya... ok.. call me a sour grape.. he did so much better than me.. sheesh! sibling rivalry??? sianz... ok.. i'm genuinely happy for him.. but ya.. darn la... measuring up to my own stupid standards.. the person feeling the heat should be my lil' sis and not me.. after all, i'm sort of done and over with the education system.. on the other hand, i'm just not that comfortable with the fact that he did so well... scared that my 'A' level results will come out worse than expected.. dunno... I'll be contented with 2 As, but ya.. just freaking out that i did screw up some obscure paper and in the end won't even get an A.. yeah. call me paranoid.. but one day before the results are out, i will continue to have doubts over my results..

*Disclaimer: I'm definitely not expecting like 4As or sth... but ya.. just greedy i suppose.. hahaha.. i dunno... sighz..

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Ok.. back to today.. yep... went for SMU interview.. well... i dunno how it went.. serious... i mean like i felt as though i was in the room for a very short time.. like comparatively... hahaha.. maybe they are not interested?? sighz.. den it was a totally different kind of interview.. i mean like they started by asking me what i was doing while i waited for my turn.. and i answered them half truthfully that i was reading a book i brought along with me.. I mean i couldn't possible tell them i was stoning what... and i did read something.. Hahaha.. den we just started talking about the book.. and they asked me to tell them a joke?? @_@.. and i was like 'Uh....' yep.. den i dunno... den they asked which essay i did... and ya.. i crapped that i preferred music to cloning.. sth like that la...

den somehow, the topic got dragged onto like crime in other countries.. cause of me and my bug mouth.. they asked me 'what did i think make me like Singapore' or sth likethat.. and i was 'errr....' and a babbled about the safe streets and ya.. so we talked about education and i dunno a lot of other topics.. yeah.. now when i think i back, maybe the interview wasn't that short... I mean ya... can't really have talked about so many things.. Hahaha... Oh well... hahaha.. see lor..

Darn! The 'A' level results will be out next week!!!
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