Hahaha.. heart of gold??? Whatever... anyway, just spent 3 hrs plus defragmenting my com...

Well... ran today.. and it just proves how physically unfit I am.. had cramps into the 1st round.. Hiakz.. shall strive to build up my stamina.. Hope i can stick to it though.. Hiakz...

I'm bored.. Oh well.. not really.. just got nth much to do... I feel like buying CD.. but spending too much moolah already la.. Hiakz... I wanna download songs.. but the program just makes my com slow... and somehow, dun exactly wanna take the risk and get caught... Hahaha...

Shall go sleep early.. gotta visit tampines tmr i think... Oh well... senseless rambling again...

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Haha.. another quiz... haven't taken quizzes in eons... Hiakz... dun mind being chocolate.. I lurve chocolates.. Hahaha... got craving now.. but trying to watch my weight la.. since i dun exercise much... Yea.. I'm a little piggy...

Saw the advertisement for the Atomic Kittens compilation... not a fan of them.. but think the snatches of songs they play on tv sounded nice.. Sigh.. shall control.... My hopes of reaching the 2 mark in my bank account by the end of my current job is dashed... and No.. I will definitely not extend my job stint at that place... 4 months is MORE than enought. Thank you very much...

Shall go take more tests.. though my head feels heavy and I'm on the brink of falling asleep.. Hahaha...

It feels so good to slack at home... and somehow, despite complaining about how school life is better than working life, I may have to take back my words... Afterall, I dun have to study for any exams, or do any homeowrk... I wake up late on sunday, laze around, catch a couple of movies on tv, do a little cross stitch... use the com to type nonsensical stuff like this...and I dun have to feel guilty for not doing my homework or anythng.. and the parents will also not complain about you slacking to much cause afterall, there is nth to do... Hiakz...

Anyway, went to the VJ funfair yesterday.. Well.. it was definitely a fair.. but fun ar... ok i suppose.. Maybe it was the blistering sweltering weather... or just the sian-ness cause i had not enuf sleep.. And the food they sold were the typical stuff like hotdogs, pizza... I dunno.. nth interesting there... nut sepnt like 1 hr watching teachers getting dunk.. Sianz.. I seriously din mind trading places with them cause it was so bloody hot.. Hiakz.. to fall into a huge bucket/ container of water.. Hmmmm... so refreshingly cool...

Went to catch a movie after that.. my 2nd in 2 weeks.. not bad huh.. considering I haven't watch anything for like 3 mths before that... A Date with Ted Hamilton... It was ok i guess... Ya.. another romantic comedy... the leads are real eye candy... Den another quite stupid but more realistic plot compared to 50 First Dates... But that's how all romantic comedies go i suppose... Hahaha.. den we went for supper.. bought a black pepper chicken, a carton of orange juice, 4 boxes of durians and some sushi from Carrefour and we went to the Skylight Garden there to eat.. A weird mix of food la.. but quite a nice meal.. Hiakz... And I visited the new Suntec food court for the first time.. so much bigger.. (IMO) and ya.. a lot of variety of food... dun mind going there again...

Well.. ate till 11... so reached home a little late.. and ya... somehow, my curfew is now officially set at 10... well... i was not told explicitly.. just that I should 'try to be home by 10' Hiakz... dun you think that's too early??? But afterall, 'try' was used.. so ya.. shall push my luck.. HIakz...

I enjoy taking long walks... either from my workplace to cityhall and back or around my workplace...I think it is therapeutic and a break from the hustle and bustle of life in the heart of the city...

Pardon my flowery language... I'm in a semi-conscious state... Tired...

Oh ya.. there is this place along Orchard... they have life music at night.. and the singers are not bad... maybe can try there some time?? I htink it is part of Indochine... I think at Wisma there...

I hate myself for being such a emotional wreck that day... Bleahz.. but I'm over it liaoz.. Sth I learnt: Unreasonable people think they are always right! and dun ever bother trying to argue with them... They SuCk!!! In case you are wondering what happened, just some stupid thing went on between my superior and myself over sth that was mostly his fault... Haha.. i sure hope he doesn't read this.. but given that he is quite computer illiterate, I dun think so la hor.. HIakz...

This has been a tumultuous week... or rather, end of the week... Had a big row on Thurs... and was brought out to lunch the next day cause of 'Secretaries Week' I mean like bleahz~!~ Din wanna go.. but couldn't find anyting to say no...

Hmmmm... 4 more weeks at Raffles Place... honestly, I'm quite sick of the food. and I'm quite lazy to actually drag myself to faraway places like Lau Pa Sat to eat.. Hiakz... Especailly 1 person... But I quite like it.. can spend time browsing and walking.. too bad there are no book stores around... Or I can always buy lunch back and eat in the office, catch some rest without being bothered by the hustle and bustle and flurry of activity going on floors below me.. Hahaha.. I think I'm weird.. I dun really like to have a break from the office... And did I mention that there are some people who thinks they will just melt if they stand under the sun.. I see women in particular looking rather ridiculous as they hold their handbags over their head to shield them from the sun as they try to maneuver their way to lunch for a distance of maybe 100m???

Just for the records, I went onto national radio!!! Hahaha.. managed to call into 93.3 for the 1st time in my life.. Hiakz... was quite shocked...


Well.. other than that, my life has been plain and smooth sailing and sweet and nice...

Oh ya... did i mention that Americans are sorta deaf or are rascists??? They support someone who totally can't sing like William Hung... and voted off one of the best singers on the AMI show.. Boo to them... and look who they actually manged to put in the bottom 3.. Fantasia, Latoya and Jennifer... I mean I dun really like Fantasia.. but she's good what... Sianz... too bad they are not given a 2nd chance... Wonder how S'pore Idol will be like... Though somehow, since S'pore is so small... I think it'll be rather easy to create votes for yourself of you are a contestant.. I bet the votes won't run up to like tens of millions and stuff.. Hmmm.. wonder who'll be the judges...

Went to watch 50 First Dates yesterday.. a very simple love story with elements of comedy... very funny!!! Actually, din really feel the pinch of paying $8.50 for a movie (but i think it is damn exhorbitant!) Hahaha.. maybe it has to do with the fact that I'm working and is getting an income... Maybe i won't be saying the same things 1 mth down to road when I get out of my crummy job.. Hiakz... It's those shows you come out feeling tickled and going 'Awwww.... I bet guy like this don't actually exist' which i suppose is quite true.. Hahaha...

Hahaha... changed my friendster photo.. Hiakz... was thinking of putting the one up with the doggie.. but on hindsight, it looks damn 'act cute'... so better not.. Hiakz...

Sighz.. somehow, feel like when i work, i dun seem to have a life.. I mean like I'm stuck in the office from like 9 plus to at least 6.30.. Hahaha.. I've been going in late everyday.. but i gotta slog the moment i step in.. so it adds up la hor??? Think I'm trying to console myself.. I realise that actually, I still have exactly 1 mth before I leave my job... seems so near, yet so far.. I mean like when I'm slogging my guts out trying to solve some stupid problems that seem to apparate out of nowhere, I will just curse and scream at the job but after that I'll be thinking to hang in there and struggle for another like 20 days.. Hahaha....

My bank account is still broke.. they haven't given me last week's cheque yet.. Boo! But I'm itching for some K.... too bad Empress is busy with her tests and exams... NVM... shall be satiated on the cruise.. and when empress comes back, we can sing some more okiez???

Hahaha.. empress.. must remember i stil dun haf someone to hold on to me at the moment.. Hahaha... must wait long long la... Anyway, I really hate to strike-out that date from my calender... Sighz... Me think me shall leave it there to xin1 shang3 xin1 shang3.. Sighz... we must have more of such outings.. but den if too many den will become a bit the pointless like *ahem* them.. Ya... so contradictory hor...

Anyway... Hahaha... next thing to try is to go to a bar and drink some weird bartender concoction okiez??? Hiakz...

Got admitted to study Accountancy at NTU... hiakz... but me think my choice should still be SMU... wondering about the NUS FASS interview now... Somehow, haven't heard of anyone I know receiving any notice from them yet though... just friend's friend that sort of thing.. Shall worry about that later.. Hahaha....

Sighz.. i hate to say this.. but i think i look damn chio after i did my hair.. Hiakz... * a bit bhb huh?*

HIakz.. anyway, had a nice nice birthday celebration.. though uhhh.. yours pressie a bit the disgusting but innovatice and fun.. but you know sth.. after i went home to yan2 jiu1 it, I think that thing was still a bit wet and sticky.. Hiakz.. sounds disgusting right... Hahaha...

Anyway, I think i should become a tea-tottler??? dunno how to spell.. Ya.. cause i turn red and break out in splotches.. Hiakz.. and i think i was a teeny weeny bit drunk.. Hahaha... Went home with a headache.. but dun worry.. i still managed to walk in a straight line... but ya... quite funny.... or maybe i should drink less wine.. Hiakz...

I miss singing in a choir.. lalala.. especially when they sing nice nice songs that melt my heart and bring tears to my eyes.. HIakz.. a bit melodramatic hor... but ya.. just came back from SOV ma... Too bad i din haf enough time to rush onto stage to sing the choir anthem.. Hiakz... was sitting in the upper gallery mah... Haha... den had to stand at the side to sing lor... a bit weird cause only ade and myself... But ya... can't possibly just sit there and pretend that we are unaffected...

I think it is weird that someone I haven't spoke to for the past 2 years and 3 mths or longer calls me up suddenly to ask me about my SMU interview...

I'm contemplating to let my 2nd ear hole close.. It is infected.. yet again.... and bleahz... hate plucking ear stick from my ear with all the dried blood stuck round it. I mean feels like I'm plucking my skin out or sth.. which is kinda gross.. Hiakz...

Oh ya... Spy, the new layout is not bad.... Hiakz.. but I may change it soon when I have the time... Sianz of blue~!~ Hiakz...

Wah Spy.. Pun ar... very nice and witty answer... Hiakz... Hmmmm... ok lor... regarding the aim thingee... but i think it is quite cute.. HIakz.. Anyway, I am cow... Hear me moo...

Boo...

Bleahz... I dunno... does support mean sacrificing ALL the time i have being free labour touting goods?? I seriously dun mind if I dun have my weekday job where I can slack on weekdays or sth before burning my weekends.. now, I'm busy till I can't breathe...

Yes, i said I would help you this weekend... but you were the one who said you'll call me if you needed help... Not call at 5pm and sound pissed when you learn that I have no intention of going down at all... I have my books to read, cross stitch to do, computer to play, phone calls to make.. and ya... sianz....

Feeling miffed now thats all~!~

Happy Good Friday ppl!!!

I've been feeing very overwhelmed... LIke so many things to do, so little time... Been going down to Bugis occassionally, and ya... coming back late from work... Sheesh... got no time to catch up ona lot of stuff.. which ya..i suppose i dun bother to... but my dailt routine is like going to work, den slogging the whole day away, and den going home, have dinner, stone away at the TV or sth... Hahaha.. Finally! A long weekend!!! maybe i can recharge.... but still have to be at Bugis.. Anyone wanna go down and look for me??? Hiakz... sianz....

I've decided! I'm finally leaving my job at the end of May... but funnily, not exactly like ecstatic over it... but I definitely dun stay.. Darn~!~ Blame the hormones... moody, tired... and indecisive.. Haha..

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Noooooooooooooo.... I have my own mind lor... Hiakz... in fact, i wanted to take french for a long time ago cause it is the 2nd most common lang spoken in Europe... and i think it is quite cool... how would i know that they would want to take it too?? Sianz.... I feel misunderstood... Hrumph!

hahaha.. btw frenchie-fied seems like french-fried or fries or sth.... Sianz...

Oh ya.. dunno if you will be in time to read this.. but ya.. dun mind going on sun.. in the afternoon lor.. cause morning i got some family stuff on.. but i'm thinking of going to PS cause i may wanna change the new-age CD i bought... not that nice after all... and i think they have an exchange policy.. want to go??

LIfe has been mundane of late... Ya.. I've been going to work consistently late for the past 4 days of the week (read: half an hour late), staying longer than I should which is usual... and ya... doing nth afte I come home.. Hiakz... what an interesting Life man~!~ Thinking of picking up French.. 100 plus only at YMCA... but also dunno if I got the time.. and somehow, dun really see the point sometimes.. but I wanna go learn sth new.. Hiakz...

Yay!! Tmr going shopping.. and gonna book the cruise.. like finally!!! den yar.. still thinking of my black skirt... Spy... wanna go shopping over the weekend???

Had a purely social weekend.. Ya.. burnt a hole in my pocket too... but ya.. had a nice time just chilling out and catching up... Sat was spent watching Shwen highlight her hair at L'oreal... nice.. but too ex for me.. yawn... den later Amanda and I had todash off to look for pressies.. Hahaha.. Wj that group lurves to give big pressie on these sort of special celebrations.. very unlike.. you know what.. cause this was meant to be a post Valentine celebration... so ya... so we went to Fullerton Hotel and had the chocolate buffet.. it starts at 8.30.. ya.. and we were there till after 11.30.. Hahaha.. not bad huh... but i think it is not too good for a big group cause they only have small tables for like 3 or 4 ppl.. but damn gelate la... chocolate cake, drink, sauce.. ya... nice experience though.. den the music was nice.. they have a pianist and 2 violinist there performing... ya... should go there one day and just get a drink, sit and talk.. Hahaha... maybe when we work...

Den ya.. crys treated like half... for like her pay after working that sort of thing.. Hahaha.. not bad right... den at 11.40 like that we split cause ppl had to make a mad rush for taxi to beat the midnight surcharge... not bad huh...

Ya... met Low Liying??? dunno how to spell.. the St Nicks DM... ya.. she was also in the lobby with a fren.. den she was like staring at us like she seen us before or sth.. Hiakz... so we smiled and waved.. HIakz....

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Yay!!! I lurve my class.. Hiakz.. our first class outing after the 'A's.. ya.. we a bit slow ma.. den i sort of organised it.. so quite proud that 15 out of 21 ppl made it... abt 70%... one of the highest percentage.. unless you count going to school or sth... ya... so we went for lunch.. which was a bit of prob cause ya.. had to like decide on the spot.. Hiakz... den we walked to cine.. ya.. the prob with a big group is that you dunno what to do after eating.. so after walking round cineleisure and failing to get a bowling alley, we all trouped down to starbucks to sit and talk somemore.. but by then abt 5 or 6 ppl left.. so ya... quite funny la.. but quite happy that it worked out...

Hahaha.... so ya... had a busy weekend.. so din have enough sleep... ya.. not like some ppl slacking at home ma... sianz.. and there was a lot a lot of worked piled up for me in the office.. Urgh!! wish i could call in sick.. but I'm just too nice~!~ =)

Screw the freaking digustingly dishonest idiot who stole my phone!!! or rather, picked up my phone and walked away with it.. dunno if I'm more pissed with my carelessness or his dishonesty!!!

Hahaha.. my first choice is FASS lor.. sighz.. still decided on it.. den 2nd is BizAd... but now contemplating if I should change to Science.. den do Mathematics.. HIakz... or. maybe i shouldn't even take FASS at all.. HeLp!!! pls post feedback.. thank you...

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Sighz.. I'm spending money like water.. on food~!~ Hiakz.. but i dun really seem to care.. tot I'ld have like saved maybe $3000 or sth by the time i start uni.. but the rate I'm going, fat chancE!! Hiakz... but not as if I care.... and ya... I still have some unfulfilled desires.. I dunno what to buy!!! Sighz.. call this a fix.. yupz.. only food and I'm thinking of going on a diet.. Hiakz.. healthy huh?? anyway, I'm planning to go swimming mayne twice a week on weekdays.. den go running/jogging on sat... Any takers??? HIakz... maybe crazy me will start tomorrow.. though i think it is pretty funny to go to the pool in skirt and stuff.. HIakz....

Sighz.... just applied for NUS.. i dunno.. after i clicked the 'Submit' button, my heart just started palpitating very fast.. Hiakz.. weird right.. i hope i din screw up any of my choices...

American Idol at 10!!! Hahaha.. results tonight.. Sighz... Camille or Leah.. I liked both of them.. Dunno.. I liked Leah after her first performance but the one on the Wildcard special sucked.. I suppose Paula chose her to make up for the disappointment that she suffered during her group round... especially after she got touted by all 3 judges to get into the final 12...

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Did sth stupid.. checked the AMI website.. Hahaha... well.. Spy, dun kill me if you read this before watching the program.. ya.. Leah got voted out... Well.. maybe America didn't like her. I mean it was clear after her semi-final performance i guess... she didn't even make it to the top 3 den...

ok.. I rambled.. again..

Hmmm.. it's been a dreary week... office was quiet and ya.. just quiet and uninteresting and boring... ya.. Hahaha.. today my boss asked me to try and attempt this letter la.. but ya.. i just told him a plain, straight 'No!'.. Hiakz.. ok.. maybe not so direct, but was like 'I'm seriously not interested in it...' Hiakz... I mean not as if he will use my draft... just trying to add to my load... and i can't afford for more work to pile up... cause they just threw me sth else and this girl is going on maternity leave after tmr.. whcih means i must bao3 zhong4! Hahaha...

I think law firms are quite cheapo.. ya.. and i mean even those very big ones that spans like 2 or 3 storeys of a building.. They all use paper files to sort their cases.. Ya. heard it is this 'universal' thing... but it does not look impressive and smart... ya.. but gotta admit if they use ring files for all their client, the firm will go bust... Hahaha.. contradicting huh? but dun like those files which look as though they will burst.. and ya.. youi gotta keep them for a couple of years and by then, the file will be yellow and crumbling.. Eurgh!!!

Sighz.. I hope NUS keep their word and offer me 2 choices for my degree.. Hahaha.. most prob will only utilise 2 out of my choices for both uni...

Accountancy and Business for NTU

and ya.. still deciding to put FASS first or Business for NUS... and darn.. where is my letter from SMU???

Sighz.... my future has not looked so bleak for a very long time.. Sighz.. dunno what to do in Uni.. and if there are any NUS students or staff (though i doubt it,) I would kindly suggest that you all suggest to the speakers to go for some courses to make their speech interesting! Bleahz... it was so bloody boring until I'm seriously considering if i should do PsYcHoLoGy, sth which i had thought i wanted to do for a long long time.. Hahaha...

Sianz.. contemplating Accountancy or Business in NTU.. but my mum is like dead against the idea cause she feels that it is bloody far and not pt suffering.. but ya.. den for NUS i think I'll only go for Arts and Social Science or Business.. but ya.. dunno why I'm actually considering business since I dun exactly like econs.. Hiakz... and i dun intend to get a future job at Raffles PLace after the past 7 weeks there.. HIakz... But ya.. there is absolutely nth to do anymore!!! =(

And ya.. if I'm gonna do Business, I would prefer the NTU one.. though they say the building is crumbling and stuff.. HIakz.. I really dunnoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trying to upload some long overdue photos.. Hiakz.. so sue me! My style!!! yeah.. and procrastination lor... Hahaha... trying to figure out how to work Sony Imagestation... *crosses fingers* and SMU has not replied me yet...

Yes Spy... you are dated... thurs or fri?? Hiakz.. shall call you later.. Where art thou the Empress??? Hiakz... But must remember to wear jeans and flats.. dun intend to walk around town in heels with aching sore feet!! Hahaha...

Sianz... work was hectic... still trying to decide if i wanna quit my job.. life sucks.. yeah.. even when we are out of school!

Hmmm.. i seriously think watching fingernails grow can be quite interesting.. Hiakz.. maybe not literally watching it grow, but suddenly realising how fast it has grown in a span of 1 week or sth.. Hahaha.. i conclude that my fingernails grow like 1 mm a week.. Hiakz.. cause i painted this glossy cover on my nails last week.. so ya.. can see the diff between two parts....

I seriously think I'm either
a) PMS-ing,
b) falling sick or
c) getting increasingly temperamental with damn frequent mood swings...

Hahaha.. reminds me of the time i'm studying and i get really mean and sensitive...

Dunno.. been feeling like that these few days.. ya.. maybe stress at work.. working for bloody long hours can.. and getting paid like peanuts... sianz... ya... reach home at bout 7.30 or 8 these 2 days... like very bu4 gan1 yuan4 like that... and despite sleeping from 8 plus to 10.15 last night, and 1 am to 8 plus this morning, I'm still feeling tired. Sighz... I need retail therapy soon... or I'll explode!!! or just half a day off.

Things to buy: a bag, nice nail polish colour... maybe CD.. Thinking of getting the Sammi Cheng compilation or may stick to Liang Jing Ru... Any advice? or maybe i should just save up! =) My account money does not seem to be increasing.. just stagnant....

I really think colorgenics can read my mind...
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You seem to be trying to sweep aside the situations (and maybe the people) that you feel are standing in your way. You are impulsive and apt to follow these impulses seeking to be involved in special or exciting happenings. In this way you hope to deaden the intensity of your conflicts, but your impulsive behavior is leading you to take some unnecessary risks. Back down a little and remember 'more haste - less speed'.

You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.

Oh well... everything is out.. it's 1 day after the heartache.. Oh well.. won't really call it a heartache.. just my stupid pride getting in the way i suppose.. i'm perfectly satisfied with my results and should be.. but ya... just that 75% of my school did better than me... I mean like *ouch*! but shall not whine much here.. after all, i did expect sth like it.. and i was quite surprised i took it quite calmly.. when i saw my name 4th from the bottom of my class list... and learning that so and so got 3 As or 4As.. I mean i did expect them to get that sort of results... and ya.. I know i did not put in as much effort as them and whatever... so i should not be complaining. But there's just this niggling pain when you hear ppl around you whom you know doing extremely well...

Hahaa.. sth funny happened.. my mum called my dad to tell him my results and he tot i got 1A and 3Ds... Hiakz.. miscommunication! And ya.. my econs tutor actually predicted I'll get an 'A' for econs.. I think she's nuts.. I've barely been doing well.. just 1 essay to change her opinion of me.. Hmmm... not bad huh....

It's hard.. did not feel like crying then.. but now, maybe reality has just sunk in.. still dun feel like crying, but taking it more personal now.. I suppose maybe it has to do with having a smart sibling. Not that ppl are comparing and i know i shuldn't feel this way.. he has been nice to me and stuff.. but it's like I'm doing 'consistently morderately well' while he has been doing 'consistently very well'... ya.. and I'm quoting my mum.. who quoted my aunt... I mean ya.. I know that I'm not that good... but sometimes, things doesn't have to be so obvious.. I mean I hate being like the 2nd fiddle sometimes... or even if I am, you dun have to be so obvious abt it...

And I'm sore bout my GP grades.. not that i din expect it.. in fact, scared I'll fail cause ya, my GP has most of the time been hovering at the brink of a pass or fail... but it can also be quite erratic.. like doing decently well.. was hoping for a B.. but ya. just wasn't mean to be.. and like maybe the feeling of letting down my tutors and ppl around me who had higher expectations of me.. Ya.. ego and pride again...

Ok... enough of whining... but just some innermost feelings... I mean ya... just trying to get over it.. and ya.. I will zi1 zu2 chang2 le4.. I mean like maybe cause of the bloody school I'm in.. so just feeling a little off... should really count my blessings cause ya... my grades are very decent and I think i did better than some ppl who expected more and put in more effort... but just in a way pissed with myself for maybe slacking too much in year 1... but all the same, i had a good 2 years in jc.. really enjoyed myself a lot and learnt a lot.. so ya... as for future path, hahaha.. contemplating to turn into a mugger... just to do well and prove myself.. but can i really??? and a bit too late right??

Hahaha... SMU, NUS or NTU??? preferably SMU... but now it is all up to luck cause i went for the interview liaoz... den NTU is too bloody far.. and i really have no idea what course to take.. I mean the only thing I think I'm interested in is psychology... but ya.. note the words in bold.. I mean i would like doing maths... but a bit impractical.. and my physics tutor feels that i should go into engineering.. but my mum thinks I'm not cut out for it though I dun mind trying it.. If i noe what the job scope entails.. but at the same time, i like meeting ppl and stuff... and ya... talking...

*bwahahahaha!!!* I FINALLY HAVE STRAIGHT HAIR!!!!!!!! HIakz.. yeah.. abeit for only a day.. just went to cut my hair.. yeah.. and before you all jumped to any conclusions that i snipped my lovely long hair off, dun worry... I din! Hahaha.. just trimmed and thinned it somemore.. and the salon helped me blow it straight.. Hiakz... so ya.. tada! straight hair...

Met my JC fren for lunch together with ade... den we went to bugis... talk lor... my fren had to leave earlier.. so me and ade just continued walking.. Finally bought my base coat.. .yeah.. nail polish.. den quite affordable somemore.. only $5.55! After that we decided to vut hair.. so we went down to Orchard.. far east where there is a 'Pointers' salon... Hahaha.. quite reasonable pricing la.. only $14.. but they convinced me to buy a bottle of shampoo which cost like $10.. Hiakz.. spent money today.. but good la.. retail therapy... think I'm getting very stressed over the release of 'A' Level.. just too high expectations which i want to achieve but know it is impossible.. so ya lor... sianz...

Hahaha... monday gotta go work liaoz.. after taking 1 and a half days off, i think i should be quite recharged... Hiakz... plus can go collect my pay.. so ya.. not that bad. wondering if my boss will include the additional 2 hours i worked on the half day.. Hahaha....

Ok... the 'O' lvl results are out.. yeah.. my brother did like extremely well... but ya... ok.. call me a sour grape.. he did so much better than me.. sheesh! sibling rivalry??? sianz... ok.. i'm genuinely happy for him.. but ya.. darn la... measuring up to my own stupid standards.. the person feeling the heat should be my lil' sis and not me.. after all, i'm sort of done and over with the education system.. on the other hand, i'm just not that comfortable with the fact that he did so well... scared that my 'A' level results will come out worse than expected.. dunno... I'll be contented with 2 As, but ya.. just freaking out that i did screw up some obscure paper and in the end won't even get an A.. yeah. call me paranoid.. but one day before the results are out, i will continue to have doubts over my results..

*Disclaimer: I'm definitely not expecting like 4As or sth... but ya.. just greedy i suppose.. hahaha.. i dunno... sighz..

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Ok.. back to today.. yep... went for SMU interview.. well... i dunno how it went.. serious... i mean like i felt as though i was in the room for a very short time.. like comparatively... hahaha.. maybe they are not interested?? sighz.. den it was a totally different kind of interview.. i mean like they started by asking me what i was doing while i waited for my turn.. and i answered them half truthfully that i was reading a book i brought along with me.. I mean i couldn't possible tell them i was stoning what... and i did read something.. Hahaha.. den we just started talking about the book.. and they asked me to tell them a joke?? @_@.. and i was like 'Uh....' yep.. den i dunno... den they asked which essay i did... and ya.. i crapped that i preferred music to cloning.. sth like that la...

den somehow, the topic got dragged onto like crime in other countries.. cause of me and my bug mouth.. they asked me 'what did i think make me like Singapore' or sth likethat.. and i was 'errr....' and a babbled about the safe streets and ya.. so we talked about education and i dunno a lot of other topics.. yeah.. now when i think i back, maybe the interview wasn't that short... I mean ya... can't really have talked about so many things.. Hahaha... Oh well... hahaha.. see lor..

Darn! The 'A' level results will be out next week!!!
'

I bet no one goes one friendster anymore.. Hiakz.. it is damn fast to surf that site now... *NM*

Hahaha.. after a lengthy and teary discussion with my mum abt the bloody job, I'm still undecided.. and it did not help that the IRAS woman is off today when i called and her colleague said we may be posted to other branches.. i din even know the other branches existed! Ya.. so which brings me back to square one...

Darn man.. this sucks.. considering whether i should quite the job at my law firm and work at IRAS instead where the pay is MuCh higher, and i can save on transport and even food.. Bwahahahaha.. ya... cause near my house.. can walk there.. and back for lunch.. and maybe shed a few pounds in the process.. Hiakz.. but ya.. the only reason why i will not quit is if I'm nice..

but sometimes, i think my job now is kind of like exploitation... i mean like i get paid peanuts.. and i mean ya.. got this bloody big jobscope.. ok.. maybe cause i'm pissed today.. the lawyer just threw me this page of cHiNeSe letter and ask me to do up a draft agreement for him.. and i was just given this stupid irrelavent sample.. so when i told him that the sample was irrelavent, he just said sth like 'Oh.. you can learn from it.. blah blah blah...' quite pointless right.. if i give him a draft and he changes every single word in it... ya.. so i was left there sinking in the bloody deep ocean.. Hell.. i dun even know what that sort of argument would look like.. how you expect me to phrase? @_@ i mean it will just seem weird and not 'lawyer-ly' enuf... Sighz.. den the other ppl in the office just said he wanted a draft so he could make amendments... ya... so he might as well have just asked me to translate everything into English for him and he can slowly go and change.. Bleahz...

Ya.. I'm just thinking of a thousand and one reasons to quit this job... Hahaha... but the iras job ar.. will be stuck with some certain ppl.. and i dun wanna invite them to my house for lunch or anything.. ya.. these 2 are like abt the only things holding me back la.. Oh.. actually also cause the other lawyer in the office is very nice to me.. Hahaha... but den the rest of the ppl.. no comments...

and speaking of those some certain ppl.. sigh.... i think the cruise thing is damn screwed.. and i was quite annoyed at how someone can just pangseh her frens.. and forget abt plans she had made earlier.. and she seem so heck care abt it... like so nonchalent like that.. i mean i think her frens may have been looking forward to that for like quite some time.. and they gotta postpone stuff cause of her who din even sound halk apologetic.. So ya.. some one stepped on my tail today. I'm just pissed and easily annoyed... and ya...

And the cruise.. dun get me started... they wanna go for the 4 person one cause it is the cheapest... and they have confirm 3 ppl going... and i think out of the grp of 9, 2 confirm not going.. so ya.. the maths not very hard right... gotta 'fight' for the last place?? Sianz... Ok lor.. den haphazard details... blah blah blah...

sighz.. spy arh.. dun have to suan me liaoz.... say until like that... yah.. my score is considered very good... so ya.. actually any score above 1200 or sth... i think is quite good.. cause my cousin got 12 plus and she got into SMU.. so should be quite ok la...

empress... is it the get your hair dyed in 40 mins one?? Hahaha.. cause i read sth like that.. ya.. some new process la.. but you gotta dry your own hair.. and i dunno if they got treatment one or not...

lalala... well.. dunno leh.. dun feel like blogging, going online etc etc etc... ya.. i dun mind just sitting in front of my com and listening to the mp3s in my com.. Hahaha.. anyway, went shopping with spy today.. ya.. retail therapy... spent like 60 of dollars.. and SPY!! you owe me $7... Hahaha.. just in case you forget.. Hiakz... anyway, it sort of feels good that I'm spending my own money.. ya.. and like i can spend without like worrying "How am I going to survive for the rest of the month"... Ya.. den dun have to ask my dad for more money also.. Hahaha.. but i think I better be careful too.. before i splurge all my savings on stuff.. Hahaha...

Hmmm... actually i just bought 2 CDs.. and ya.. the V day stuff lor... sigheth... also dunno... sometimes i feel that this v-day pressie exchange thing also a bit no pt.. it's like I'm doing it cause everyone else is doing it that sort of things.. Hahaha... i also dunno... but ya.. i hope this yr the celebration will be ok... Hahaha...

Anyway, i dunno.. i think my job is getting more challenging.. ya.. gotta think more and not make stupid mistakes.. so ya... i think it is both good and bad la.. i mean if I get stuck in a mundane job that does not require thinking, i think I'll become stupid very soon.. Hahaha.. at least it is sth new.. den maybe can learn sth.. Ya.. but must be more careful now and not screw up la... Hahaha...

working 5 dys a week.. den i just slack during the weekend.. den recharge liaoz.. den go back to work.. Hahaha.. quite weird.. i mean it is sth like school.. honestly i dunno which is worse la... i mean when you are working, your transport fare, amt of money you spend on food escalates.. ya.. and i feel like not as much freedom as like when i was a student.. at least can crap during breaks with my classmates.. now like can only talk like what.. during lunch... and it is like a bit hectic like that.. Hahaha. Ya.. den in school can still go home early or go out and walk walk. now after work i just feel like going home and rest my sore aching feet.. Hahaha... maybe i still prefer doing maths problems to typing letters.. Hahaha...

But of course la.. if I'm schooling, den i cannot spend money on CD and the likes liaoz.. sighz.. this is confusing.. Hahaha....

Ok.. i conclude i'm gibbering already... hahaha.. been slaaping late the last 2 nights.. maybe I'm someone who needs more than 8 hours of sleep a day.. Ha! which makes me wonder how i ever managed to survive on 6 a day for the past 4 plus years.. well.. guess I'm adaptable!! Hiakz~!~

HHahaha.. I'm just so glad that today is a sat and i dun have to go to work.. Hahaha.. slacked my whole day away by firstly, watching the Australian Open Women Singles Final where my idol won.. Hahaha.. den hmmm.. went to sleep after lunch... ya... feel like a pig.. eat and sleep... Hahaha.. i think my feet is protesting at heels.. Hahaha.. woke up aching.. and curiously, my arms ached too....... and i dunno what i had done to them... maybe it is just because i went thru stacks of files trying to look for the one i want?? Hahaha....

Hmmmm... den ar.. dunno... i think working life is different from school life.. Hahaha... not to mention exhorbitant expenses.. Sigh.. feeling guilty.. cause i think I'm spending money like water... Hahaha... i bought a pencil case for my brother.. den my mum couldn't fathom why I'ld spend like 10 over dollars on a pencil case... HAhaha... Hmmm.. times have changed.. Hiakz... den ya.. i think i spent about $50 this week.. ok la.. including the pencil case.. but excluding 2 lunches.. so maybe you all can work it out for me.. i sort of dunno where my money went.. Hahaha.. not bad right...

Hmm.. went for lunch with my boss and his friend's yesterday... cause they invited the whole office ma.. so it was a bit unnatural... like i gotta sit nice and look pretty and be polite.. Hahaha.. i decided to reject anymore of such invitations... if any... HIakz....

Den ar.. took a after-lunch stroll back. cause we couldn't get a cab.. i think we were eating at like boat quay , chinatown area... Hahaha.. also not very sure... but ya... den my big toe sort of like rubbed against my sandals.. Hahaha... i think i need to get new shoes.. Hahaha... or wear the one from my prom 2 years ago.. to date, i think i"ve only worn them like twice??? Hahaha....

Hmmmm... today's the start of a long weekend.. got no plans for the next 2 days.. any suggestions???

Your Mood: You are probably feeling overwhelmed at the moment. It is as if you have too much on your plate and need time out. Perhaps you need a rest so that you can recharge your batteries; at the moment do not feel ready to take on more challenges. Focus and determined describes your present mood. You are out to achieve your goal and you concentrate on that. Unwavering you want to stick to the target of your ambitions, not completely to the exclusion of everything else, but almost!

Your Present Situation: You really need to take time out at the moment, your life is proving tiring and you seem to need to be on the lookout at all times. There is a real danger of wasting your energy, seek out someone who can help you to calm down and relax. You could do worse than take a romantic weekend break to help you revitalize yourself.Your current situation is causing you a great deal of angst. Somehow you have become over-involved in something that is leading to feelings of stress and doubt. You are at risk of feeling overwhelmed and exhausted.

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Wow.. got this from colorgenics... quite accurate.. I'm currently quite tired out from work.. Hahaha.... yeah... sigheth.. Well... actually i dun do much.. first, i gotta clear out going letters and maybe faxes.. den gotta serve tea... den collect letters and sort them... Hmmm... and ya.. most importantly, answer phone calls... yeah... that's sort of what i do everyday.. plus other tasks like rearranging files in a cupboard, photocopy stuff... blah blah blah...

Ya.. i mean only 3 days la.. so it is not that bad... but not used to the hours... plus sttaring at the com the whole day looking at numbers is quite sian.. cause i'm currently compiling a phone list ma... den ya.. gotta double check cause some names are similar but with spelling mistakes.. or numbers are about the same.. so i dunno if i had typed them wrongly in the first place or not.. Hahaha...

Yeah... den i think i can manage quite well on heels.. but maybe i should go get sth more comfy.. sigh.. Hahaha.. turn up in sports shoes.. but dun think it is possible... though it is quite casual there... HIakz.. but these few days quite wet...

Hmmm... shall go turn in like ultra early today....

hahaha... HaPPy NeW YeaR ppl!!! Hahaha.. though i think not a lot of ppl read this.. but anyway.. ya.. yeah... its the beginning of the Lunar New Year!!!

Hahaha... well... nth much today la.. just went for reunion dinner.. yeah.. had a buffet.. funny right.. den really ar.. realised tt i'm not exactly that close to my cousins.. hahaha.. quite funny la.. like we just talk among ourselves.. Hmmm.. doesn't exactly seem like a reunion dunner... *ponders

Hmmmm.. anyway... yeah.. tmr got visiting to do.. den later my mum's side the relatives coming over to our place for mahjong and stuff.. HMmm... yah.. den I'll prob be locking myself up in my room studying SATS... Hahaha.. so sad right.. yeah.. javen;t like exactly touched it yet.. Hell.. i dun even feel like going for it on sat.. but my mum'll prob kill me la~!~

Hmmm... yeah.. den Sun going for dinner.. Yay!! I wanna eat yu sheng... this year the reunion dinner i never eat.. so sad right.. HMmm... den after that got V-day celebrations den got REHK day.. Hahaha.. i forsee the pay i got from selling bak kua won't exactly like last... Hahaha...


Now i think quite confirm that I'm helping my mum's fren.. actually Recruit Express called me up today.. Haha.. they are quite efficient wad.. considering i just went there yesterday... Hmmm... its a bank job at lavender... den paying 5 per hour.. but ya... i think my mum sort of firm up her fren's job for me liaoz... Hahaha... funn right.. din wanna work ther ein the first place.. after one big round, i still end up there....

Lalala.. got off early from work today.. haiz... hoping fervantly that the weekend crowd will be better... Oh well.. today kena blasted by loud music from the speaker beside me.. SobZ... no more nice nice songs by Jay Chou, F4 and other artistes... Ya... cause i think weekend ma.. den attract the crowd.. den they got this guy to be a sort of DJ cum MC la.. den the problem is he tries to do this Western slang.. but it was a terrible flop and his words comes out in a jumble... den his Chinese also cannot make it.. Sighz.. Ya.. and i had to endure it with the bloody loud music somemore.. @$@#^...

Not only that... there is this shop nearby that also plays a different kind of music... also those strong drum beat one... ya... and on top of that, there was some performance one level lower.. there were these few girls who were i dunno.. singing songs to entertain the ppl or sth on a makeshift stage... Ya.. it was disgustingly noisy can.. Sianz... Hahaha...

Ya... den tomorrow gotta start work early.. and did i mention i stink of bak kua~!~ Sighz...

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Lalala~!~ I'm back from day 2 of work!! Yah... Hmmmm... ok lah... if you consider that i just sit/stand the whole day.. den like weighing and wrapping the bak kua.. yeap.. that's about all... except that the hours a bit too long... den i am like exhausted after i get home and stuff... Oh well... whatever~!~

Hahaha... i think i shall go sleep soon... Hahaha... so early~!~ not used to sleeping so early-- yet.. but i think working makes me tired... plus i gotta wake up early... so ya... i think I'm starting the rambling nonsense thing now.. so tata~!~

Hmmm.. i dun seem to be experiencing the problem leh.. Hmmm.. funny~!~ yeah.. thanks spy.. HIakz... you are the nicest, most helpful person around ya... Hiakz.... *sheesh! I'm actually trying to boost your ego~!~*

Hahaha.. wanted to say sth.. but i forgot.. so ya.. till the next time~!~

Hahaha.. superfresh cd is this compilation of rock songs.. ya.. spy arh.. wanna help me do the encoding??? Hiakz...

Ya.. anyway, you all want bak kwa for CNY?? my mum selling for CNY at People's park... so i sort of got a job until CNY la.. Hiakz...

Hmmm.. my sister loaded in hansvision.. den can work liaoz... so how??? do i just add the html code tt empress provided?? den need to add anything??

Hmmm.. unfortunatly not.. can't seem to see the chinese.. anyway, its supposed to read yi3 du2 gong1 du2

Hmmmm.. feedback pls?? any solutions??

Just idled my day away... Hahaha... online.. maybe i should go play some games or watch some tv.. Hahaha... I'm just a little nutty now... and I'm proud to announce my cough is better! Yay!!! haha.. and i have been drinking cold drinks and stuff.. Maybe it is a good thing to 以毒攻毒... Hahaha.. can you all read the chinese cords?? hope it'll turn out fine~!~

hahaha.. ok.. it's official.. I'm no longer a student.. ya... hahaha.. cause woke up at 10 plus.. den my siblings went to school liaoz.. den it hit me-- 'Hey... i can actually stay at home' *eye widens* Hahaha,, yep... tried looking for jobs la.. not much luck.. trying maybe to call banks if i'm that desperate for a bank job... Hahaha... see how la.. trying jobstreet and asiaone.. but ya.. my com hung just when i am in the midst of my resume.. so ya.. quite reluctant to go back to that webpage... Hmmmm... tata~!~

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LiFe is FrAgiLe...

Just read the chinese newspaper which had like an 8 page coverage of Anita Mui... Well... just speechless as tears formed in my eyes.. i dun idolise her, or actually even listen to her songs... but ya... i still think it is a pity.. She's only 40!!! I dunno... LiFe is sHoRT...

hahaha.. i'm done with creating my first webpage... well.. learnt a lot.. esp the positioning and stuff... but ya... gotta admit tt i copied a lot here and there.. so i dun think it really counts.. Hiakz... but at least i tried~!~ Hmmm... maybe i shall embark on another one in the near future... but ya... took like what?? 4 hrs plus?? ok.. maybe less... but ya... Hiakz...

hahaha.. spent my whole day slacking... ok.. read one of those trashy romancei borrowed yesterday.. den ya.. spent the rest of it trying to do my maiden webpage for the REHK blog.. but ya.. not very successful... i dunno... things keep going out of place and ya.. my pictures dun show up and i'm trying to find an image hosting site.. which ya... dun costs money... sigheth.. but ya.. sort of getting the hang of it...

Just came home from luv actually.. Hmmm.. actually 2 hrs ago la.. Hiakz... sianz.. the show was not bad i suppose.. love story ies... Sighz... but ya.. maybe i expected more.. but well... at least i only spent $6.50 on it.. and where is the 'very cute guy that Mabel they all were talking about?? or am i blind?? Hiakz... Hahaha.. i think Hugh Grant aged a lot.. he still looks matured, good looking, but old...his face is like so crumpled or sth.. Hahaha.. but he is still quite a good actor i would say, not that you need a lot of acting for this sort of movie (romantic comedy)... Den i think the girls in the show are very pretty.. Hahaha... the bride(dunno wads her name), and the portugese housekeeper... den ya... but the guys sort of all look the same to me.. or maybe i haven't been watching a lot of english shows or something... On second thoughts, maybe quite glad i caught it.. yup.. "Love Actually... is everywhere"

Sigheth.. been feeling at odds with myself for days.. i think i shall attribute it to the medication which I am taking to nurse my cough.. But ya.. it makes me drowsy.. and i feel mean and angry and pissed if I'm drowsy.. Dunno.. just get pissed off or irritated at the slightest things that happened recently.. Haha.. i think I'm turning into a more melancholic person.. and maybe too sensitive too.. *ouch*! Sigheth.. hopefully I'll become my normal, usual happy self soon... maybe it is the dratted cough which refuses to heal~!~ Hahaha...


Hahaha.. tomorrow will most prob be staying at home.. not that i mind.. been out too much liaoz... i have corns on my feet.. evident of too much walking.. or maybe it is time to change my slippers... or start wearing shoes... Hiakz... or maybe i'l go dye my hair.. if my mum is paying it for me.. had sort of a 'you-mean-you-are-out-of-money-again" lecture dis morning... cause i came back on the 9th dec.. so my mum couldn't fathom how i managed to splurge all that money away.. but you see arh, there was the chalet, two movies... and i had to buy 8 pressies plus i bought breakfast one day... so ya.. it all adds up. but i din regret doing any of that.. so ya... Hahaha... sianz... but it also means i gotta go find a job REAL soon. so ya.. dunno if she still wanna sponser my hair dye... and i think she'll flip when the latest phone bill comes.. *oops* Hiakz... Hmmm.. but looking back, if i really spend like that every month after i start working, I'll definitely be penniless even after slogging my life away or sth...

Hahaha.. tooked loads of quizzes.. ripped them off from the spy' s site... was bored...

Okay... been out the whole day... yah... today is my Grandma's 1 yr death anniversary according to the lunar calendar.. fast huh?? Hmmm... Ok la.. i mean nth much.. just went over to my uncle's house the pray and burn offerings cause her tablet (is it spelled this way??) is there... den went to Bishan to pray and burn more offerings.. Hmmm... I dunno..... no particular feeling i guess... I suppose TiMe does heal wounds...

Ya.. den later went for lunch.. there's diz place at Havelock, near Tiong Bahru MRT tt have like lunch special whereby you pay $20 for 4 dishes which you choose from a menu which include prawns, chicken and fish.. Hmmm.. not bad la... den later went up to my grandma's hse lor.. nearby what.. Sighz... i dunno.. gotta pray for my grandfather's 1 year anniversary in 2 weeks time...

HMmm.... time flies... den after that is chinese new year liaoz... Hahaha.. Finally!! My mum decides to have steamboat this yr for my family.. Hahaha... Yay!! I luRvE steamboat!!! HiAkZ.... Anyway, today happens to be VJ choir's farewell.. at Sentosa.. yeah.. but my mum was neh-hing and trying to dissuade me from going... so i tot might as well stay... i also not tt keen though i din mind going cause after all, i think it'll be the last time i ever see them anyway... den ya... to avoid a big confrontation or sth... i dunno leh.. seems like some 'big discussion' will occur soon leh.. been disagreeing with my mum lately on a lot of trivial issues.. Bah!!! Shall worry about it when the time comes... Hiakz.... but yah.. here i am, at home.. Hahaha...

Anyway, i called Ms Tay today cause my mum's bugging me to help her fren look for a tutor.. Oh well.. we talked for a while la.. and ya.. she forgot and tot i was like in J1 or sth.. Hiakz.. quite funny.. den she was like dissuading me from taking psychology.. Hiakz.. ya.. i mean ya.. she asked me to be more pragmatic... cause psychology is not recognised as a professional degree here ma... den unless I'm very sure i wanna go into that line, she asked me to maybe try sth else... and well.. i dunno... she say there is a demand for accountants... Hmmm.. see results how first den decide la...

Hmmmm... Yay!! tomorrow going to watch Love Actually!! Finally.. but before that i haf to go see doctor.. dun think my mum's going to let me off... den after that i may wanna drop by IRAS to ask them form temp job.. my senior say it may be easier to get the temp job if i go straight.. den after that go catch movie lor.. Hmmm.. i hope i can wake up!!! Hahaha... den maybe can go shopping for some work clothes...

Independent Spirit - you're carefree and you know
who you are and what your purpose is. You have
a fine balance of keeping a childish
appreciation for life and a seasoned knowledge
of how cold the world can be - the kind of
wisdom that comes with many years of existence.
You are your own individual and you are wise.
You respect yourself and everyone around you,
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A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
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Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
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Cb major - life is full of complecations,
commitments and organisation. You love to make
sure everything is just perfect, but sometimes
this can cause you to fall over your own feet.
A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major when
you could be the identical Bmajor? It has less
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Haha.. still on the LOTR mood... sighz.. did like one and a half days of last min christmas shopping~!~ Bleahz... town was bloody packed!!! ya.. was there till ilke 8 plus yesterday.. den today went over to united square to grab the remaining pressie for some ppl... Hahaha... sianz... hahaha. find it hard to lay my hands on the com nowadays.. my bro and sis are hooked onto gunbound.. hahaha.. maybe i should go try it.. quite a few ppl have been telling me how good it is.. Hiakz.. oh well.. later i going for dinner... den tmr going carolling after tt got some gathering.. bleahz... i feel so busy.. and Spy.. why haven you replied my msg yet?? still sleeping?? its almost 5 liaoz~!!!!

Sigheth... been running a temp since yesterday morning.. i conclude it is not enough sleep plus maybe too heaty.. HIakz.;. better today... but my throat feels dry.. but I'm not going to see a doctor... too sianz... anyway, i dun like to see doctors.. and taking medicine.. I just hope my body can produce enough anti-bodies to combat the virus.. haha... Anyway, i did a 1000 piece jigsaw after i can back from the chalet.. not bad arh... spent maybe 10 ++ hours on it.. HIakz...

Hey!! Haven been coming online for a few days liaoz.. Haha.. been busy packing my stuff.. yeah.. really packing out all those unwanted stuff including piano books from long long ago... and i dunno.. tons of sec sch work.. Hiakz.. yah.. found my Sec 1 and 2 exam papers.. Haha.. i actually filed them somewhere... yeah.. and i dunno.. a lot of other stuff lah.. Spent my whole afternoon packing and arranging... Bleahz.. cleared like what.. 7 bags of rubbish.. Hiakz...

Sigh.. tmr is gonna be a long day.. gotta go down pasir ris see if can change the BBQ date or not... den after that may still wanna go dye hair.. Dunno lah.. Spy arh.. my mum says that the food should go and buy on the way on that day.. Sianz... Haha.. shall decide tmr.. and yah.. I sort of started playing SIMS.. ermz.. yah.. still building the house.. HIakz... ok.. shall go continue my game liaoz.. tataz...

Spy arh.. you can put a pic of 'Babe-the pig' for me... Hiakz... Anyway, I'm finally back!! Its been a good 12 days lah.. though i missed prom and of course, all you ppl!! Hiakz... Sort of conquered my fears for rollercoasters and even startinf to like then.. cause after you go on it for the first time, you would be able to go on it repeatedly.. Hiakz...

Well.. the weather ther was good.. like cool temp... i bet Spy'll lurve it! you dun even have to wear thick clothing... just normal shorts and t shorts but you can feel the cool air all around... Den went massive shopping.. HIakz... bought a lot of stuff back!! Spy arh, i think i bought a pair of berms which may be even more 'AA" than yours.. Hiakz.. it is red!!! Haha...

OH well.. now its pay-back time though.. I'm coughing my lungs out and i gotta think this ultra bitter cough mixture... sianz.... this sucks!

Oh yah.. i miss the food here... the chinese food there sucksa! you really feel as if you are eatinf oil! Bleahz.. and they taste weird and bleahz.. Ok.. not all.. but most of them anyway~!~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION - Spy

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
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creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
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Sighz.. screwed my alignment again.. SPY... PLs HELP!!!

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Hey.. i did it again.. Hmmmm... Maybe i got some affinity with being a lawyer...

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Hahaha... i feel so smart.. Hiakz.. been online for half and hour liaoz... Hmmm... haven really finished preparing for the last paper.. but just so glad its gonna be all over!! Yay!!!

Hahaha... (Spy I did it again~!~) HIakz...

Actually i din realise it until you pointed it out.. observant arh.. somebody.. Haha.. dun you think the past 3 entries are happy entries?? so start with 'hahaha' lor... Anyway, just came back from cutting my hair... my head feels so light liaoz... The 10 min 10 bucks thing is not that bad leh... but the thing is it is not very personal lah.. i mean if you want a hairdresser to give you opinion and stuff den it is not the place for you lah.. besides, they only cut.. they dun offer any other services.. Hiakz..can't wait to come back... den most prob i'll gye my hair~!~ Hiakz.. start with brown or sth.. dun think my mum will let me try purple though i dun mind it... HIakz...

OKiez... shall go and study for physics liaoz... tataz!

Hahaha!!! Reached home the concert at like 12 last night... Hahaha.. so exciting... OK.. thinking of it makes me HAPPY So exhilarating!!! Hiakz.. OK.. I'm going crazy... It started at 8.30 den lasted till 11.15 like that... Hahaha.. but got no encore...

Hiakz.. shall not bore you all with the details... Hiakz.. anyway, later got tuition.. Bleahz.. which reminds me i still have like 2 more papers?? HIakz.. I sort of totally forgot about them last night!!! Hiakz... yah.. den gotta start studying liaoz.. Bleahz! Monday i going to cut my hair.. gonna try out the $10 and they take 10 min to cut that one... dunno how it'll look like.. but i suppose since I'm only gonna layer long hair, i dun think it should look that bad~!~ HIakz... Sigh!! When will the 'A's ever end?? But actually I'm really not hinking about 'A's now.. thinking of the trip and the chalet and jobs and the million gazillion things i intend to do when i get back!! Yeah.. first up, gotta pack away all my JC stuff! And dump my sec 4 textbooks (Yeah.. i still have them)... Anyway, i think i need a couple of days?? Haha.. den gotta go shopping! Earrings!! Walk walk.. any nice movies?? HIakz... den i dunno..

Ahhh!! Go KARAOKE!!! Yeah... Hiakz... what else.. Oh yah.. i wanna play SIMS!!! den arh den arh.. i also dunno liaoz... HIakz.. OKiez.. gotta go get changed and stuff.. tata~!~

Hahaha.. managed to book the chalet laizo!! Yay!! Haha.. did some work today.. like finally.. 2 physics papers to be exact.. which reminds me i betta go back to my f maths after dinner.. dun intend to screw up a paper which is do-able.. hopefully it is lah... Haha...

Anyway, nth much lah.. just a bit worried... like not enuf time to study.. *yeah.. again* Hiakz.. poor time management lah.. always tend to let myself slack.. but oh well.. I'm not complaining too much about it! Haha... 1 more day to f maths.. shall go do f maths after dinner and tmr.. should be ok lah.. Hiakz... just dun screw up stats and hopefully exponential and geometric distribution won't come up AT All!! They suck!!! Haha


Yay.. still thinking about the BBQ... and chalet!! Hope it wun be a flop! Yeah... okiez.. shall go attempt more MCQ.. i have like the WHOLE TYS almost lah... to do... Woo hoo!!! MCQs... here I come!!!

Hahaha.. week one for the dreaded 'A' levels are over!!! Whoopie!! Yay!! *claps*

Hiakz... nah.. just feeling sianz... but gotta study this weekend... Haha... ok.. din do much the last few days.. shall pia physics and f maths later~!~ but yah.. lemme slack first.. Hmmmm... So exciting.. thinking about the chalet!!! Yay!!! tried booking earlier but got some server problem.. i hope everything turns out ok.. Hiakz...


looking forward to next week!!! We can go eat the 'hua shang hu' (peanut paste) that the spy has coveted for so long!! Haha.. den later can go see my idol!! Yay!!! actually i think the only reason why i won is cause they are giving like a hundred pairs of tix.. and not a lot of ppl know him.. Hiakz!!! I go for the unconventional stuff!!! HIakz.. Okiez.. shall got study liaoz.. my mum nehing....

darn.. I'm feeling chilly.. *sniff* Hope I dun fall sick.. maybe just lack of sleep lah.. Hiakz.. shall rethink my plan to go mugger palace tmr.. darn.. can't seem to be [productive at home.. but I shall try Hmmm.. i think i'll go sleep now.. den tmr wake up and see how.. but i doubt my mum will let me out of the house.. BleaHz~!~

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Sighz.. I'm trying all ways to prolong hitting the books!!!

Haha.. I'm i a slack-y mood today.. woke up at 11.. Hiakz.. slept at 3... Haha.. just spoilt my plan for ermz.. waking up early. cause i figured i needed to get into exam mode... and be wide awake at 8 so i can tackle my papers... Haha.. anyway, decided not to go mugger palace.. Hiakz.. i need a breath of fresh air.. den tmr going to our fav haunt-yishun.. den hopefully can get some work done after i blog this. HIakz... Just feel like not doing anything..

DaRn~!~ talked to my mum about like everything last night... Maybe stress la.. peer pressure?? actually i also dun feel so stress...... but needed to get something off my mind.. Hiakz... Nah.. just underestimating myself.. but also dun dare to be too overconfident.. but also scared i cannnot make it.. Bleahz.. like so man emotions mixing~!~

Haha.. its raining, its pouring, the old man is snoring.. he went to bed and knocked his head and couldn't get up till morning!!!

Just being bl. Ha!!! i think i really ought to get started.. so tataz!!! Dun miss me!! Hiakz... @_@

Lalala~!~ Its 4.10 and I'm actually still awake!!! Actually i've been like that for like abotu 3 days in the past week... Gosh! Time flies... can't believe that there is only 1, satu, yi, a single, 8 days, 192 hrs, 11520 mins, 991200s left to the start of A levels!! *No Time Liaoz~!~ *
Haha... If only there was so much time left to the end!!! Haha.. Barely weeks ago, we had like a mth left?? BleahZ~!~

Haha.. you mean it was supposed to be blue?? Haha.. i had no idea~~~ Haha.. sianz.. tiredz...

Darn!!! I think i spent the whole day on the com.. Hiakz.. Bleahz!! yeah.. took a break to do 25 qn or econs mcq??? Sigh.. what sort of break was that?? Hiakz.. Hmmm... feeling guilty now.. and then I'll try and make up for my slackness by working late tonight.. and yah.. waking up late tmr.. and slacking the day away.. and the vicious cycle comtinues!!! Hiakz... feel so unproductive, so not spurred on to work!!! Hiakz.. Yawns... Now going to sleep.. slack!!

*Thank god I'm going out to study next week!!! *

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Darn... just spent quite some time looking at friendster... Hiakz.. realise i'm like damn connected to quite a lot of ppl.. Hiakz... Sianz.. so spwnt like 1 hr plus looking at photos and yah.. you know.. looking at photos.. Hiakz~!~ Hmmm... mth much la.. damn.. slpet at like 4 last night.. but qoke up at 10 plus~!~ Bleah!! dun feel like doing work~!

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Hahaha.. I'm damn tired~!~ *Groan* shouldn't have slept at 1 last night.. or rather, shouldn't have been glued to the stupid goggle box!!! Bleahz!!! y the time i finished watching the show, it was like 12.10.. den i still dilly-dally and pack my stuff, which was strewned all over my bed and like rush to print out some urgent stuff before sleeping.. And i couldn't get to sleep for quite some time * BleAhZ *. Yeah.. so i had to go to sch early and after that, i had tuition at 2 lah~!~ Hmmm... went to parkway for lunch~!~ Hahaha.. luckily i was smart enuf to order i coffee.. cause i was really really dead tired.. and yah... i din want to fall asleep during tuition~!~ (not that i haven tried it before~!~)

But the thing about coffee is that it only makes me not want to sleep.. but i can feel my mind working slower and slower until i drift off into the realm of stoning~!~ Haha... Yeah... alo can'treally concentrate and thinking a little bit more will give me a headache.. Which is why i suppose i'll be slacking tonight away as well~!~ Hiakz~!~

Hahaha.. anyway, i went to sch cause i had earlier 'booked' a timeslot with my tutor to 'consult' her about my GP essay.. Hiakz... Got back an essay that i din really do seriously... I mean like having a mock exam the week after prelims didn't actually make me go cheering for it... And the questions given were not very easy to begin with... All on science and tech or some rubbish topics that i wun actually touched on.. Ok.. I mean my score wasn't fabulous.. but still did better than for my prelim essay.. got 29/50... Quite proud/ashamed to say it is one of my higher marks liaoz~!~ Ha!

Anyway, it turned out that quite a lot of ppl from my class also booked today to meet my tutor and some of them were staying back in sch to study cause ther ewas a GP mass lect at 330 (which i obviously and conveniently ponned cause of tuition @_@). So it was like we were sitting at a table in the concourse... and both our maths tutors 'popped' by and offered help.. and coincidentally, all of us were doing like f. maths papers... Haha... den like that lor~!~ attempted like one paper... but ended up doing less than half cause i skipped a lot~!~ Ha..

Anyway, I'm too brain dead to ramble on and on.. so tata for now~!~

OUch! I woke up with aching legs today.. must have walked too much yesterday... or exercised too little in the past few months.. Hiakz... Yesterday concluded the series of 'official' celebrations of the REHK year... Hmmm... went to eat steamboat and blow sea wind.. Haha! Oh well.. this was how my day went!

Set my alarm clock for 9 but din get up till 9.30.. so I figured I'll be late.. cause afterall, i was supposed to meet the empress at 10.30 at Sengkang Interchange... After I bathed and changed, So after I put on the earrings and necklace, I decided to go in search of the digital camera... and i conveniently forgot about the ring on my bed.. *SoBS*.. sigh... buy already also dun have much chance to wear!

Haha... it was like 10.10 or sth... Maybe a tad earlier... so i decided to ask my dad to send me to Farrer Park station... Hiakz... and when i was abt to leave my house, I realised to my horrors of horrors, the pressie was still in my room!!! Hiakz... interesting right.. Hmmm.. i wondered what would have happened to me if I forgot the pressies.. Maybe the Spy would have had to parade in the blue skirt and her red top.. Hiakz... Yah.. den luckily the NEL ride was quite fast.. den when i was at Hougang, Empress called and said she was at comapassvale and like asked which LRT stop she was supposed to alight at... I honestly tell you now, I was stumped... Hiakz.. seriously can't remember.. i remembered it was with 2 or 3 stops for compasspt.. and ya.. Hiakz... den i told her to get off at the wrong stop... Later I realised my mistake.. She also realised sth was amissed when she saw that she was near blocks 122 or sth... Hahaha.. den fortunately, we met on the LRT and we got to Spy's house safely and in time... At first we wanted to wait downstairs.. but decided to go up.. Hahaha... but we decided against pressing the doorbell.. so we went into hiding. and that Spy arh.. still say she'll be early... 11 am and there was still no sight of her!! Hahaha... den i decided to call her.. it was quite amusing hearing the phone ring *Ay... the phones in your house really ring very loudly leh!* Hahaha.. den i was talking to her.. and trying to suppressed my giggles!! Finally, at 11.10, our taget was spotted in her red top and black pants.. so we trooped down the stairs and tried to surprise her.. Hmm..she must have either smelt a fish or was immune to this sort of surprises.. especially after what happened last year.. and yah.. the SPy can't act! Hahaha.. so we went down to parkway after that... But not before making her change into her top and skirt enroute to our destination at the Dhoby Ghout Station toilet... Hahaha.. we gave her the pressie on the train.. think she din wanna take it out and malu all of us in front of the other commuters...

Hahaha.. den we went for steamboat where the other pressies were duly produced and presented.. HMmmm... yeah.. and after that went to find wine and we drank wine by the beach with sounds of the waves crashing along the shores and the wind blowing in our faces and the sun in our eyes... Yep...

Hmmmm... i think i wrote too much on the process liaoz... now like the rest got nth much to describe...Hiakz.. and i think today I like got quite a lot of 'ink'... Hiakz...

Hmmm.. i just read the Empress' blog.. Hmmmm.. i agree with the sentence too! "When you make a mistake, admit it, learn from it, move on and don't repeat it." This is so very true.. but can we all do it?? How many times have we looked back at our mistakes and regretted it, brooding over it and not doing anything about it??

Hmmm.. i suppose this applies to embarassing moments as well.. Hiakz... it is like suddenly when you are just stoning, some images or scene of you 'malu-ing' yourself will suddenly play in your head.. I dunno.. it happened to me.. and i'll get all hot and paisehz~!~ but i've been thinking, it is not point la.. I mean whatever happened already happened liaoz... you can't turn back time and undo it.. Sigh.. life is never as simple as clicking the mouse a few times to 'delete' things or feelings you dun like~!~

I feel so slack.. really not much of a sense of urgency to study lor.. also dunno why.. maybe studied too hard for prelims.. ok.. this is a promise i make to myself.. i shall start serious studying from Sunday~!~ Hiakz.. Hmmm... but the thing is that i'm in some sort of a dilimma... You see arh.. i think i work better in the wee hours of the night.. like till 3am or sth... but a lesson i learnt from prelims is that i should get use to waking up early so that i will have the energy and the mental capacity to tackle the papers which are usually in the morning~!~ So i dun think sleeping at 3 and waking up at 7 will be very beneficial to the body... HIakz... maybe should psycho myself that i can study in the morning.. Okiez.. Tata~!~ going to do some work.. den sleeping relatively early tonight cause i gotta go to schoo for farewell assembly tmr.. Oh well... good night ppl!! Sweet dreams!

Lalala~!~ Empress... why so busybody??? Hiakz.. Nah.. just a culmination of affairs that led me to become pissed off and resulted in me becoming easily irritable over some small insignificant matter... Hiakz... Sianz la.. maybe study too much or not enuf sleep.. Yah.. a million and 1 reasons~!~ Hiakz...

Today arh.. took 1 hr 15 mins to get to sch... Sianz.. seems like i'm losing my luck with buses. Last time, i could get to sch in like 45 min?? Today, i was waiting for 36 and after 15 mins, the bus finally came.. and you know what!! The bus just SPED AWAY!!!!!!!!! Grrrr!!! So irritating can~!~ Luckily i had the foresight to leave my house 1 and a half hrs before the lecture started. so I wasn't late after all... Anyway, the lecture was a bore.. some GP tutor just going thru the passage and answers which were like so small, I had to squint to get e better look.. Hiakz... mug... mug... mug... mug... mug... mug...

Sorry.. got a little carried away... Hahaha.. i think my mum is bringing me to the concert!!! Hiakz... Okiez... i think you all also not very interested.. but ya lor~! Anyway, mi wanna go play game liaoz.. tata~!~

Sigh.. i dunno whether to laugh or to cry.. Maybe I'm taking this too personally... Oh well... it is some insignificant matter~!~ OKiez.. I'm going in rounds now...

Yeah... old so what?? sigh.. also haven't listened to EL songs in eons... HIakz.. like to listen to 933 now.. anyway, i like oldies... got nice melodies and touching lyrics. But i like this song cause of the lyrics la... Hahaha... especially the verse i posted... it is very rhyming~!~

Spy arh.. thank you very much~!~ Hmmm.. just wondering, can you like shift the whole thing a bit the the left?? ie make the right margin a bit bigger cause my lyrics looks squashed!! Hiakz.. really appreciate it~!~ Hmmm.... 'study break' arh... so free arh?? Hiakz...~!~ I lurve tt song!!!

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Yo! haven't updates in ages.. Oh well... got back prelims results for everything except Econs OH please, Please met me pass my econs and hopefully do decently well so that i dun have to go for remedial Hahaha.. I'm just a lazy girl who doesn't like to get out of bed early~!~ Hiakz.. Anyway, gotta await my fate for f maths re.. hopefully can do decently well for the f maths test tmr.. O hwell.. shall not think so much.. sleep now~! Tata.. shall post a more detailed update over the weekend or after my retest~!~

Lalala~!~ haven't felt so good in ages!!! Hiakz.. finished prelims today... well, first time i felt so panicky and nervous before... but at least the f maths paper 2 was doable.. well... besides like losing 6 marks due to a damn stupid mistake that up till now i can't really get over it, i din do like 20 plus 30 marks??? ok!! Max 40 la.. Hiakz.. but i think i can get like an E for my f maths.. unless those that i thought i'm correct is wrong lah... den too bad for me lor.. the funny thing is that some ppl found this paper harder than the first one la.. but i think i left more blank in the first paper.. Hiakz... Oh puh-leeease let me pass all my subjs!! Sigh.. getting maths paper back on fri.. sort of dreadind it coz i realise got a couple of careless... Hopefully can still scrap through with an A or sth.. Hahaha.. being greedy here... Hiakz.. den econs is unpredictable.. Physics arh.. didn't like practise very hard or did a lot of papers.. but i hope good marks for my paper 4 will pull up my MCQ paper 1 and the rest will balance out decently well... Hiakz.. oh well... pray hard... and see how lor... Hiakz... I'm trying to be optimistic~!~ PrELiMs OnLy!!! jia1 you2 for 'A' levels!!!

Hmmm... somebody having ting1 xie3.. Hmmm.. haven't had that for a long long time... but at least the words sound vaguely familiar~!~ Hiakz... Hmmm... i think i'll come home early tmr and sleep.. night~!~ gotta go bathe liaoz...

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Yo! Haven't been blgging for some time liaoz.. paiseh lah.. on one hand quite busy with studying.. anyway, blog also got nth much to say.. I mean i'll just complain about how school sucks and how little time i have and stuff... So.. Hmmm... see.. i'm at it again~!~ Hmmm... I'm really hoping these 2 weeks will be over soon... den can go play~!~ Hiakz...

Yay~!~ Later going out for dinner.. .HMmm... but i dun think i can eat much... After all, i ate my lunch at close to 4... Hmmm... my eyes are itching up.. maybe it got bitten by a mosquito~!~ so irritating and i dun dare to scratch it too hard cause i scared I'll go blind.. Hiakz...~!~ Okiez.. before i start grumbling about work, toodles~!~

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Hahaha... after a period of inactivity!!! I'm finally back!! Spent the last 3 days going to school for GP, Phy Pract and physics design expt!! I think this yrs paper like not very easy.. All like got not enough time to finish like that... Sigh... Quite sian la.. but i htink my physics still should be able to make it la... not tt optimistic about my GP though.. really like not a lot of confidence.. Anyway, i also dun really intend to hope for too high cause my GP marks always fluctuates!!! Hahaha... anyway, been studying at Toa Payoh the last 2 days.. quite productive la.. finish 2 chaps of Econs and F. Maths.. in the 2 days.. So i suppose i desperately need to get out of the house to study.. Next week see how lor.. cause if i go out and study den will spend a lot of money.. and i need to save money for pressie and to go out. Sigh~!~ Sianz... it is 7.18... I feel like sleeping!! Zzz... Zzz...

Lalala~!~ Its almost 12.. 11.50 to be precise on a Mon morning!! It's teacher's day today!!! Hahaha.. but still gotta study... Hiakz! Wed got GP liaoz.. Darn~!~ Have never gottn above a B4 for all my GP paper at all... :( Well.. shall just try my best!! Anyway, i gotta go and start studying liaoz.. got loads to complete!!! Hahaha... tata~!~