I've been in a 'Stress Gillian out' mood the last few days.. putting pressure on myself to study demo, social psych cause I realised I haven't touched anything since start of school... Superb! I'm trying to turn myself from Slacker to Mugger in 1 sec flat.. which obviously doesn't work cause I'm bloggign instead of studying despite the fact that I have readings to do, AS homework to attempt, it is 12.30 am at night and I have 830 lessons tmr... Sheesh! I need to get my priorities right!

I'm starting to put pressure on myself cause I realise my mid terms are coming. Maybe doing decently well last term has made me mor ecomplacent... I wasn't that hardworking last term.. but at least I understand what is going on. This term, I feel like I'm just floating from class to class, lesson to lesson, not absorbing much. Maybe it is because I don't really like what I'm doing this term. Or I haven't grew to like it.

Did some quick research for democracy tmr so that Iwon't be like a dumb idiot when we talk about electoral systems.. I actually think it is interesting... Yeah.. i think I'm kinda nuts.. but if I have the time to read them and go thruough them carefully, I think it can be interesting... I need to do less stupid things online and actually do work!

I stayed in sch till 9 today... CT project stretched ALL the way from 1 to 6. and we still haven't gotten the container done... sucks leh... but I still like our idea... Yeah... trying not to admit defeat here... Sighz.. after all the hard work put in, 80% completed, the last 20% had to screw up... hahaha... Tomorrow will be a better day.

Bogged down by the planning of social science outing too.. Don't exactly regret taking it up.. but it is hard to coordinate 5 persons... So it sucks.. but I think today's meeting was quite productive... I just hope things will go as planned.. after all, it is the 1st 'big' even to be organised by SSS... I think I'm just killing myself slowly... On week 7, I have CT presentation, Democracy test, Social Psych test and the outing is on the Sat that week... This is just so wonderful!!1

Ahhh!!! I have 5 days next week during CNY... Muggerhood.. here I come!!!

Oh... I'm going to get the result of the MAPP Personality test I took 2 weeks ago tomorrow... Kinda excited.. though I'm too tired to feel it now...

Shall try and understand a bit more democracy.. then it is going off to dreamland.... I shall do AS tmr during democracy... Mwahahaha....