I feel like I'm trapped in a pit... trying ot claw my way up, but after inching up for a few centimetres, I fall back by even more... I can't seem to extricate myself from the sleep-late-wake-up-late cycle... When I sleep early, I end up sleeping even later the next night just because I have to finish something that I put off doing.

I need to get a grip on my life. What is important and what is urgent? Health vs Commitments? Sleep vs Readings?

I dragged myself up earlier than usual to go to school for an sppt @ 9... Needless to say, I happened to be late... It was supposed to be an experiment... So I didn't do it in the end... I'm feeling horribly guilty now... It's like breaking a promise... Maybe I shouldn't have signed up for it in the first place... or slept so late the night before...

And so i rushed ot school only to be told they had started.. So i trudged up to the library... and I've been here since 930.. Am supposed to get some research going on for another thing I signed up for... I think I'm just drowning myself by taking on too many things that I think I cna handle when I committed but the plot is unravelling horribly for me...